Life is so RANDOM.
11:56 PM
suddenly in the morning something hit my mind.
i cant wait to see heaven !
roads paved with gold; singing everyday; no money problems on how to go to school during the holidays. simply beautiful. and you finally get to see the Creator, the one who died on the cross for you.
just cant wait! *excited*
off for MS. (:
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back from MS. cindy prayed for me and like talked to me. really woke me up. some things [ie strongholds] are just pulling me away from God's touch; His healing.
sat with tiffy's cg! and some others.. haha too many to name.
had a nice short chat with elizabeth. i didnt recgonise her worx.. bun up her hair !
exciteddd about tml. heard there'll be an exchange of speakers. haha.. ;)
im loving my sundays! [and tml can sleep abit more. hee!]
;let go and let God. (:
Life is so RANDOM.
4:56 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005
cant collect my tots properly.. sighs. actually alot of things going thru my mind now.
something's coming up. sandra ask me whether i wanna form a prayer grp in sch. budden got one in the morning alr.. duno.
feel like im just dreaming when having good times. why?!
well today.. sold stuff as usual.. sale abit depressing.. haha we had to give alot of discount. blar..
then right.. managed to skip alot of hall sitting.. hee! ms yoges treat me lunch.. sweet of her..
den didnt manage to skip hall sitting for last.. say.. 2hrs of the day.. slept in the hall lo.
came back home, slept like pig.. so fine ally im piggy.. HAHA! xD anw pigs are nicer than sotongs. lalala... -grinzz-
blar. many many things in my mind but i duno how to express it. but im starting to feel small. sighz. feeling.. inferior.. i duno lar.
the happy thing is.. JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE !!! wheee..
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something impt! hahahaa.. ms yoges say im cute cuz of my blur look.. LOL. xD okay tt's not really impt. ;)
Life is so RANDOM.
8:45 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
10 REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
01. I LOVE CHURCH! (: that obviously means I love my Sundays plenty!
02. i have one nose, two eyes, one mouth, two ears. hahaha...
03. live in singapore
04. Have plenty of great friends
05. mood swings easily...):
06. i love candyyy
07. cant live without God. (: !
08. i want cash! :D
09. I am a super blessed girl!
10. sleepy girl. haha..
9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
01. NO empty promises!
02. just be sweet. aww.. surely you can do tt ! ;)
03. Be there for me :D and I'll always be there for you too!
04. Be musically inclined, or forget it. :D
05. Tell me that you love me, but mean it with all your heart!
06. Go to the beach with me and enjoy what nature offers
07. Be cheerful!
08. Hug me and make me feel all better! I don't care whatever whenever it is.
09. BUT, OF COURSE, you have to be a Christian (be on fire for him, be God fearing and behave like a christian :D ) in the 1st place before you can even think of winning my percious heart!
8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY
01. watch
02. clothes
03. specs
04. hairband/rubberbands
05. ezlink card
05. Wallet
06. some book
07. bag
08. footwear
7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
01. irritating ppl.
02. Big bullies, gangsters - they're nothing but cowards! how sad.
03. err. half of my class guys.
04. money problems.
05. mood swings.
06. too little time at hand
07. dumb lifts.
6 PLACES I'VE VISITED OR INTEND TO
01. Australia
02. Thailand
03. NZ
04. singapore
05. see 04
06. NORTH POLE! (hahah.) lols.
5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01. tell the world and spread the word that Jesus is real, that we're living in the last days
02. Ensure that everyone I know knows that I love them plenty and pardon for taking them for granted.
03. help out in some 3rd world country to make their lives better
04. kill all irritating guys. hahaha kidding.
05. Make a difference for God
4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
01. pests.. like roaches... =x
02. my results.
03. my money.
04. my family.
3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
01. breathe
02. Brush my teeth
03. Eat
2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
01. thinking of someone
02. be bored.
1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW
01. Jesus ! [and of cuz, all other church peeps.. haha see how much i miss them. LOL. ]
Life is so RANDOM.
10:48 PM
today went to sci ctr.. quite sian lar. haha the same old things. but there's this new one.. chemistry exibition !!!!! -goes nuts- i love chem manz. hee!
yah the whole day quite sian. not feeling well mahz... -_-
then went for CF.. [aka gomad] haha.. it's nice to be back there again. (: had some food and all... they wanted me to lead pnw but i dowan lar.. not prepared.. yea... then finally got sandra to lead and stuff..
yah, so much for taking break from leading. i mean not tt i dun wanna lead but... i think it's outta perspective liaoz.. and im supposed to lead, say first week of term 3? haiiz. i just lost that.. passion? quite pressured lorh.
someone's nick "seconds are first failures" haha. cheem...
i got to know this sec4 girl called tingfang.. she sounds like... him... make me feel abit arkward and weird.. sigh.
on the lighter side,
TML IS THE LAST DAY OF SEM 1 !!! yayys.
Life is so RANDOM.
10:14 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
[[yesterday]]
sold our cookies ! rawk manz... sold ALL and made like... 51dollars?! YAY!
nuff about the good stuff. to the bad. ha
xl was being as dot as ever. throw plastic bags all over me. ha. very fun ah!? dumbo.
then i got my lit and hist results. fail both. chermaine is so gna screw me manz. warragh. haha. who cares abt her screwing anw, it's my FOLKS tt im scared of. brr.
math, 51.. darn bad oso. got freaking LOW results. must work harder! [obviously, those hrs in the lib did nth] =(
today sold brownies. quite good response. went to jingyi's house to bake more cookies but it's a BIG DISASTER. crap. cuz of the raisins. =x
wad else. oh. was so irritated today on the way to compasspoint. then right, i passed by Life bookshop and guess who i saw. jacqueline!! really brightened up my day. i didnt believe my eyes lar. hahahhaa...
mmms. almost late today worz... cuz of the rain. yeah. but thank God.. last min chong in. lol.
tml going sci ctr.. zzz... bought alot of candy. hee!
btw, made my very first layout !! abit out of aglinment.. but will fix it soon. when my mood turns slightly better. ha.
this song has been stuck with my since i walked out of Life.
take me into the holy of holies
take me in by the blood of the Lamb
take me into the holy of holies
take the coal, cleanse my lips
here i am.
Life is so RANDOM.
9:55 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
this is gna be long unless i stop cuz im lazy. =p
to start off, i overslept and tot i was gna be late for service. but i was early! praise God, He made the buses very on time.
worship was nice. mmms. couldnt find my divisional leaders so sat alone and in the end found jul. (: ! was kinda distracted during sermon. ):
then went to cg.. err. the "dearest" lingquan was late? [haha, only tiffy.w. will get the joke] anyways, the first song was much... i duno. bad? firstly the cg duno the song.. secondly i duno WHY my voice was very out of tune in the morning.. thirdly i was very zao xia. and blar lar. haha. in the end lq was teaching the song. then, we didnt sing take all of me cuz he left the chords in the printer. haahaa...
okay. the next few months, worship will be led by the two ldrs. good oso.. a break for me. [think: it's responsible to drop commitments you cant keep for the time being] main purpose is they want to make the worship better first. actually, im terribly disappointed with myself cuz im actually not really ready to lead the cg into His presence, esp for the past month when things had been more trying. [cries] forgive me Lord..
then, had sharing. as usual the reply to "how was your week" is "siann"... blar...
got grilled by div ldr. =x kinda. [haa. we really live up to the name of being the noisiest cg in the div...-_-" got scolded by countless ldrs.. i heard la.]
speedlight. was more focused in sermon. hahahaha... it was so FUN!! we saboed alvin. wanted to stick this paper behind him saying "birthday boy" and make him do stage offering. budden hahah we're v nice ppl so we just stick like.. during normal ushering. but he found out. -_-"
and and and and and yong shu hua finally came back !!!!!! i almost screamed when i saw her manz.. kor oso came back but i didnt get to talk to him much. it was just two hellos. haa.
debrief. HAHAHA... we made alvin stand in the middle of the car porch and sing a bday song to himself. [since he always say we never celebrate his bday........] but he so paiseh la. so WE sang for him. and all the speedlighters in the car porch. haha! and err.. derek's ingenious idea to just get the sandpaper from the matchstick and not the whole box... -_-"!!!
lunch with jul, tiffy, and mandy, joined by wayne later. farnie lunch. as usual. heehee.
went to office with tiffy. was so quiet today. lamed alot with alvin.c. haha! and talked alot with shus. and tiffy. (:
dinner. went to marina sq with family. tt place chged SO MUCH!! i want the old one back manzz.. hurrmph. the view was great from the food court. one day i wanna go town area and take all the pictures i want. esplanade is a great place! and of cuz, VCH.heehee. any one interested?
felt abit out of place cuz wearing formal. lol.
mum and dad wants me to tutor sis for five dollars/hour. siao! i wanted ten but they said no. please lorr... where got so cheap onez...... okay. better than nth but sis will really stretch my patience. goodness. =x
feeling hyperr. whee. next week.. MIA from tampines. going to LEW. yay!
Life is so RANDOM.
9:17 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
just came back from MS...thanks alvin's [dad] for sending me home ! ((:
haha.. was looking for someone who knows how to walk to church... lingquan didnt reply, cindy wasnt going cuz of class chalet, and everyone else was booked up.
then at 3.30pm i rcved a sms from cindy. she's going to MS!! i was so happy.. hahaha...
so we met and went tog... its nice to travel with someone. heh.
reached there, went to look for alvin, janissa and the others.. had dinner.. haha cindy treated me.. thanks cindy! cuz im like.. broke, as usual.
the praise and worship was powerful. actually, the whole service was powerful. the testimony was so funny !
we saw this p6 guy.. serving as a gospelighter. -pengz-..was thinking.. "im 13 why cant i serve?!" hahaa... yeah. we were SO surprised.
then the healing prayer.. haha feel so loved when cindy prayed for my eye, spine and family. so sweet. duno why, but i feel so loved when ppl pray for me..=D
then right, on the car, had to direct alvin's dad. -_-... sorry lar.. but my sense of direction darn bad. [the last time i directed someone, was my cousin and i practically sent him ard the whole sengkang. lol. ] i wanted to say "turn left at the second traffic light".. then i scared he duno which one so i say "the light tt is green now." alvin was like rolling his eyes. HAHA. he was so lame all the way lar.
tml cindy not going church cuz of some wedding. haha. maybe meeting lq for morning service. off to call ppl ! (:
words of wisdom from pris:
every service shdnt be subjected to good/bad.
it's the way your spirit receives it mah
given that the speaker is annointed, prepared, and everything..
;melt away my every longing until i am only Yours..
Life is so RANDOM.
10:59 PM
haha.. got some sorta job for my end year holiday. bookshop auntie say she'll recommend me if they need ppl to sell textbooks and stuff. ;) yay !
thinking of getting one in JUNE too. to kill my time and get some money. but i dun think folks gna let. sighz.
they dun let me go out, dun give me money. so i stay home and they complain i complain tt it's boring.. tsktsk.. so contradiciting..
and i guess, going to school in the hols for choir and stuff.. where do i get transport $ ?!
baa.
and where is chermaine... needa talk to her, now. =x
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wahhhahahhaa !! dunnit chermaine liaoz.. i just find any of my div ldrs.. all going to woody! wheeeee....
okay, tt doesnt mean im throwing mainey away. where are you?! =p
[another edit]
i wanna be sixteen!! =( haha..
Life is so RANDOM.
1:06 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
argh crap. found my lit book. and i just told the bookshop auntie today to help me print AND bind. -shakes head-. i can really forget about spending next week. totally broke to the max.
anws, class today... dismissed early cuz got sports day. the school hours was really sucky lar. [pardon the lang, grrr] guys are totally idiotic in my class with only a few exeptionals. one talks too much, with darn load of sarcasm. ha. dun want to buy class tee then say so la! no one force you to buy WHAT.
the other one, grr. duno wad word to describe him. he KNOWS my eye swollen and he still use his tie to purposely hit THAT eye. and twice. freak la. it was so painful can. and kicked my table. =(
with ppl like these, how can anyone not go mad in my class?!
ms yoges said the cookies are nice. yay !
after school, went to cwp. once i passed by admirity mrt.. all the memories floooded over me. haha.. happy and sad ones lar. it was really so overwhelming. and when i reached cwp right, it was even MORE overwhelming.. reminded me of street e... hahahs.. i tot of woodyland MS-s, good friday 2003 [okay. all my good fridays since 2003 were really bad] street E.. blabla. wahahahas.
ate at ljs. shared combo one with jeanne.. and the others who cant finish their food all give to us. lol. so nice right.
then went back to school for sports day. manz. wasted 3+hrs of our life. no one was paying attn to the running and stuff. we were sms-ing, sleeping, talking, listening to mp3, running about, buying drinks and snacks. haaa..
dad picked me up! whees.
tml is sat.. hmm. may go woody for MS... see how la.. =)
off for ice cream. =p
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haha. how can i forget this. got back two of my results today. nth to flaunt about. and the science teacher gave me extra six marks. -_-" thanks ah. haha.
anws, science and chinese, both b4. thank You God! =D
Life is so RANDOM.
7:50 PM