Thursday, July 29, 2004
Okay larz... i was just trying to anyhow put in a title. AnYwAy...
Today is sort of terrible. Teachers always side teachers. And by the way mdm maria shouted, who would have thought she is pregnant? The discipline master came in today and spoke to us, indirectly pushing the blame onto US. Ms Teo also lidat. Dumb. Anyway, Mr Davindra (Everyone calls him Mr Daven) said that he asked 25 boys from 6 Faith and 6 Hope and he received two versions of yesterday's story. (Prepare to laugh) Version 1: The teacher grabbed the boy and bashed his head on the door
Version 2: As the teacher was carrying scissors, she wanted to kill Wilfred.
muahahaha...
As usual, not feeling well today and well, i'm like quite scared lorx.. sat oral english... die lar..
realised that i need to really rely on God for the nest 69 days. I am a very weak person be it spiritually, mentally and physically. The next 69 days will be crucial for the dreaded exam.. PLSE. Who on earth invented that exam?! I'm going to sue that person... (Another empty promise~ =P) Dear Jesus... pls give me strength for the next 69 days.. i pray..Thank You Lord..
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9:13 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Dumb teacher. Dumb teacher!!!!
In primary school life, when the teacher walks out of the class, the class tend to be abit noisy. That's what happened. My math teacher was absent and we were cheering.. but all of us regretted it. this dumb relief teacher walked into the noisy class and started screaming. (I guess she hasn't accepted the fact that noisy classes are part of teaching life) We had to stand straight and still for 1/2 an hour. Everytime someone leaned, she will start screaming. Then she acted rough. grabbed two boys and made them stand at the door. She shouted so loudly that the next door teacher had to come in and ask if everything was alright. Obviously it was not. She was kind of shocked to be greeted by 44 standing very straight students and a screaming fat teacheR. The teacher answered flatly that she is fine. Fine indeed. I was the most sway one lor.. in front of the teacher. The back ppl still have chance to lean abit. about 15-20 mins later my back started to ache really badly. I mean real badly. I almost collasped in front of her cuz of the pain. It still hurts.. i mean if you stand and can move a little, it's not so bad. It's stand and dont move a single inch. i wanted to eat my medicine for my hurting throat but cannot. she kept shouting "stand straight!" "stand still!" "crap!!" "do you have a backbone?!"
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Anyway, i kept praying to God, hoping that she only had to relief one period (1/2 hour) and give me the strength. I was really painful until i almost cried. (really lor! I have a very low pain resistance) I guess it hurts because my spine is kind of crooked. So He did and saw me through. At that time i thought the greatest invention was chairs! We never knew the teacher's name but our head prefect (Andrea - rem her?) found out. Her name is mdm maria. She was teaching the first class of p2 when andrea spotted her.
[Andrea - during music] This teacher doesnt deserve to teach such a good class like 2 Faith! (The first p2 class)
And, our math teacher NEVER do that to us. Never. I love my math teacher. =) We were made to stand for no clear reason whatsoever. The teacher's math is horendous. She said she waited for five minutes when 2 minutes havent even passed. I'm going to complain to MOE!! (okay okay.. i know that's an empty promise~) Enough about her.
Yesterday I went to the doc and had to wait for 1 hour before my 5 min consultation came. My tonsils were flared and he suggested removing them. He prescribed some antibiotics (ARGGH!) and some tablets for my nose. My voice was better today. not so hoarse like yesterday. I slept 3hours today and still feel like sleeping. I still have homework!
Thank You Jesus for giving me strength during that half an hour. I would have collasped without Your strength. I love You my Lord..
Oh Lord.. I need You
Oh Lord.. I receive You
Here in my heart
Here in my soul
Take complete control..
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7:45 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004
Yeah.. I have sore throat.. that delicious snack staring at me juz now in 7 eleven.. and i could only stare back!! =( Voice all hoarse.. bought some lozenges.. (how do u spell that?) orange flavoured. Nice.. medicine can taste nice sometimes.. cough and block nose.. Decided to follow Vinnie's and my fren's advice.. No Spicy Food (easy because i dun eat chilli) No fried food, no oily food (arggh!!!) and drink lots of water. (quite okay) Diet: 2s Soupy and Simple. Arggg!!! Anyway.. thank God i didnt lost my voice yesterday.. if not i cant sing at all.. you can imagine how i sing now. so jialat~
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7:29 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
Haix.. prelim oral today.. CHINESE somemore.. (those who know me will know i hate chinese) so difficult.. pic of that stupid bird park and i dunno how to describe that monorail train..
The reading passage was a disaster. Although it's EXACTLY the same as the previous exam, i think i'm going to fail it. I keep switching the words!! ("wai guo" becomes "guo wai") We were given exactly 5 mins to look at the passage and the pic.
In the waiting room i prayed for myself and my two friends as a group. My ministry is in YOUR Hands, Jesus.. (Ask me if you want to know what's wrong with my minstry)
As i waited i sang "Father into Your courts in will enter" quietly. i thought i needed to priase God to keep me from getting too nervous. I WAS nervous.
Hey, they plan very well okay~ We were divided into two separate batches.. one at 7.30am and one at 10am. This two arent supposed to meet at all. It's like for the 7.30 one, u have to wait for 2hours in the hall without talking for the 10am one to settle down. Sounds confusing? Duh. i wonder why they made it so confusing. there's the groups "a1" "a2" "b16" okok.. Enough about oral. I had this most tragic haircut on thurs.. It's really tragic lorz.. =(
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11:16 AM
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8:30 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
That's the highlight Question for the Day yesterday. It was asked by our head prefect, Andrea, a Christian.
Okay okay.. i can hear shouts of protests. Relax.. I asked her about it. She gave me her perspective.
[Sheryl] Hey Andrea.. why did you say that there's no love and peace in this world?
[Andrea] If there is peace and love, then why are there wars all over the place?
[Sheryl] But there is still peace and love.
Conversation cuts off as it was math time.
Although at her perspective it's correct.. but how about looking it in another point of view?
As Christians, we have God's unconditional love and everlasting peace. Let's look at it that way yaz..
ARGGH!! I skinned my knee on Mon.. so painful.. There's this hard scab and when i stretch it or move it the other way. Duh..
John 3:16
For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotton Son that whosoever believe in Him will not perish but have enternal life..
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6:08 PM
My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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3:52 PM
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3:46 PM
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
I dropped my fave earing in my math class. Arggh!! Anyway, thank God I found it. =) My friend decided to play with God again. I learned it was not a good thing to do. I went to Campus Crusade by MRT. I wanted a students' bible but i cant find the right one. Oh well. Woke up at 6.30am today with closed windows and doors and a fan not switched on. My grandma. I always marveled at her ability to sleep in such a condition. My mental sate at that time was frightened. Frightened? Sheryl frightened?? Yeah... I had a bad dream. A real scary one. I was chased by some men with knives... the rest is too disgusting to tell. It still haunts me now.. What am i supposed to do? every time i think of it, i shiver. I dont sleep well these days.. and this adds on. Oh my. This verse lingers in my mind for a long time.. "The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit and a contrite heart. Oh God, you will not despise."
+++Psalm 51:17+++ What really touched me about this verse is that God will not despise us even if we go to Him broken and defeated.
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7:45 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
I have this Christian friend who attends TOUCH. We chatted at the playground after supplementary. She said that she was sort of chatting with God and her cgl. She asked God, "Will i be a worship leader when i grow up?" (shez in the music ministry)She flipped open the Bible to the book of Esther - with one flip - and a verse caught her eye. "Ask and you shall be given" She marveled. She decided to "play play" So she asked, "will i marry a rich man when i grow up?" As she said, it's juz play... and she flipped open the Bible again. It says "foolish woman, wise up and stop playing." Wow.. it's like God scolding her lidat..
I have two questions:
1. Should I join the choir?? (i'm in ushering)
2. Should I change cg??
O God... answer me...
*sigh*
My plan to go Campus crusade tmr has fallen through~ my tuition is changed to tmr!! Argghh... I want to get a new bible...
I just found out that i have this sleeping prob.. hadnt been sleeping well these dayz...
Ask and you shall be given.. seek and you shall find..
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8:01 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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9:47 PM
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8:27 PM
See what Care Bear you are.
Haha... sometimes only... i can be a pessimist at times.. guess wat i got the first time? Bed time bear! haha.. i dun reali agree so i tried again lorz... Why am If doing so many quizzes lately??
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8:15 PM
A few days ago my mum brought this paper (New Paper) dated Tue Jul 13. And hor, she normally DOES NOT like to read New Paper. She bought it because the headline said that "gays are okay in this church"
Hey hey... I thought homosexuality is a sin? It's not like as if we dun accept gay ppl, but it's like they will change after attending church.. God doesnt expect us to change overnight wat...
As I read more of the paper, I read something really scary. It's happening all over the world now...
The headline for that page "He stands up for girl and dies. Aussie teen attacked with umbrella"
The umbrella stabbed the boy's head and penetrated 9.5 cm. Yikes...
And there's even another one! "Hong Kong's Schoolgirl Terrors. Girl, 16, tortured by friends for 'spreading rumors'"
What's happening to our world today?? All these remind me of the newspaper article I read in camp. One about ppl turning against God to save thier skin and another about a girl saying "yes I believe in God" and dies. I truly admire this girl. Will I do that if ever a gun is pointing at my head and asked "do you believe in God?" what will I say? What you say?
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12:18 PM
You surround yourself with art and music and are constantly driven to express yourself. You often daydream. You prefer honesty in your relationships and belive strongly in your personal morals.
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12:00 PM
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11:39 AM
Friday, July 16, 2004
How to make a sheryl |
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
1 part self-sufficiency
3 parts leadership |
Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little emotion if desired! |
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6:17 PM
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6:16 PM
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6:15 PM
Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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6:12 PM
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6:08 PM
You will never get something more irritating than this.
Imagine this scenario:
You were just dismissed from *2hrs* of mass lecture. after chatting with your teacher for awhile, you went home with your friend. At the place you are supposed to part, you turned 90 degrees clockwise and walked. suddenly, ew... some goondu spit saliva onto ya arm. Disgusting right? It happened to me fifteen mins ago. (And i heard laughter okay!)
I stomped home and told me mom. Then she charged downstairs to ask the malay boys. Obviously they denied. I'm totally grossed out. Yuck.
Okay larz... thank God it didnt land on my head yaz?? =)
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5:49 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Hmmm.. from someone's journal...
The Struggle With Unforgiveness
Ephesians 4:30-32
All of us have been hurt at one time or another, and the offender may well have been someone we love. We often try to get past the pain of such situations with comments like, "That's okay" or "Don't worry about it," and yet we just can't seem to shake that annoying sting. Why can't we simply let it go?
One reason we struggle with unforgiveness is the simple matter of pride. Why don't we forgive? "Because that person hurt ME!" we cry. In our offended pride, the offense grows much greater than we should allow. It becomes an issue of personal insult rather than an honest mistake or flash of insensitivity.
Another factor in our unforgiveness is bitterness. We become bitter when we refuse to deal honestly with our hurt feelings and then allow the matter to fester in our heart. The growing sense of irritation spreads through our spirit like an infection. It has been rightly said that bitterness is like a poison that you prepare for someone else and then drink yourself. While it silently destroys our life, the person who hurt us may remain completely unaware of our dark feelings.
Finally, we struggle with unforgiveness because we often have a poor understanding of what it is all about. Or, we might be sitting around waiting for an apology that may never come.
If you have been hurt recently, pray for the strength and honesty to approach the offender and say, "You did this and it hurt me. But I love you and refuse to allow this to destroy our relationship."
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3:29 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Really! Know what? during break i was enjoying my breakfast withmy frens and this dumb guy bryan walked past me and the whole plate toppled! There goes my breakfast. Duh. Did he have supernatural powers or what?? Niwae thank God tt hor my breakfast wasnt any soupy stuff. At first i was even tinking of buying a bowl of soup! The boys from the next class was laughing like mad.
Then, i thanked God i still had my fishcake with me, piping hot. Who knows, when i was at the sink preparing to dig in, the fishcake dropped out of the plasic bag! Haix... cant i even eat my breakfast in peace?
I had a good laugh in chinese supplementary. I managed to sabo this joker guy. teacher gave him 2 compos to copy for what he said! (he said "lao shi zai fang pi") the whole class was laughing after my fren blurted it out. Hahaha. As i type i'm laughing.
So now? the usual sentences. Homework still sits there in a pile
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8:32 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
hmmm... today no ushering! got a break and got to sit with the congre~
6 new comers came to cell today. It started from this boy called Joel - he got saved with his family at miracle service - then he brought another boy called yu xiang and both of them brought 6 of their classmates.
Actually, my cgl was more like scaring them (to me) she was talking about the end days and we would end up in hell if we dun believe.. i mean, cant she put it a little blunder?? All of the recieved Christ - dunno whether out of fear or out of faith.
Chatted with bro sam.. asked him a hundred things i can do in 2 hours. i had to wait for my folks to finish service~
we talked about my cg's present situation. i told him tt my cgl wants to hit 50. he siad "for wat??" i had no idea anyway. then he gave me a suggestion of my heart's desire. He said that there were too any p6 in my cg and ask me if i want to "migrate" to other cgs - like cindy's etc. I said i would think about it. my frens and i were always discussing that we wanna change cell. my cg IS sometimes irritating... and arrggh... you have to try before you know.. I will talk to my frens about this...
A *chinese* compo and math homework are still awaiting me..
Life is so RANDOM.
8:04 PM
Wow... yesterday's racial harmony night was memorable. We were hot on the heel of a "crazy man"! This guy appeared after "missing" for a few years.. many agreed (even t'chers) said tt he looks a little "off". Reports of him going to the female toilet... asking "illegally" for a concert ticket(you have to have a concert ticket to see the concert - i didnt but i'm glad for tt) man was those scary. It was nightand there was no parents or anything..
Anyway, we had fun.. sneaking free drinks.. enjoying the mini concert.. watching all kinds of ppl perform (esp choir! it rocks..i was from choir) exploring the stalls... running about... getting the TRISHAW ride (t'chers cycling!) jokin with the t'chers etc.. God protects us from all harm, didnt He? I reached home safe and sound~
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7:54 PM
Got this from Joel's blog... so touching...
The Parable of the Push-Ups
There was a certain Professor of Religion named Dr. Christianson, a studious man who taught at a small college in the Western United States. Dr. Christianson taught the required survey course in Christianity at this particular institution. Every student was required to take this course his or her freshman year regardless of his or her major.
Although Dr. Christianson tried hard to communicate the essence of the gospel in his class, he found that most of his students looked upon the course as nothing but required drudgery. Despite his best efforts, most students refused to take Christianity seriously. This year, Dr. Christianson had a special student named Steve. Steve was only a freshman, but was studying with the intent of going onto seminary for the ministry.
Steve was popular, he was well liked, and he was an imposing physical specimen. He was now the starting center on the school football team, and was the best student in the professor's class.
One day, Dr. Christianson asked Steve to stay after class so he could talk with him. "How many push-ups can you do?"
Steve said, "I do about 200 every night."
"200? That's pretty good, Steve," Dr. Christianson said. "Do you think you could do 300?"
Steve replied, "I don't know... I've never done 300 at a time."
"Do you think you could?" again asked Dr. Christianson.
"Well, I can try," said Steve. "Can you do 300 in sets of 10? I have a class project in mind and I need you to do about 300 push ups in sets of ten for this to work. Can you do it? I need you to tell me you can do it," said the professor.
Steve said, "Well... I think I can... yeah, I can do it."
Dr. Christianson said, "Good! I need you to do this on Friday. Let me explain what I have in mind..."
Friday came and Steve got to class early and sat in the front of the room. When class started, the professor pulled out a big box of donuts. Now these weren't the normal kinds of donuts, they were the extra fancy BIG kind, with cream centers and frosting swirls. Everyone was pretty excited it was Friday, the last class of the day, and they were going to get an early start on the weekend with a party in Dr. Christianson's class.
Dr. Christianson went to the first girl in the first row and asked, "Cynthia, do you want to have one of these donuts?"
Cynthia said, "Yes."
Dr. Christianson then turned to Steve and asked, "Steve, would you do ten push-ups so that Cynthia can have a donut?" Steve said, "Sure," and jumped down from his desk to do a quick ten. Then Steve again sat in his desk. Dr. Christianson put a donut on Cynthia's desk.
Dr. Christianson then went to Joe, the next person, and asked, "Joe, do you want a donut?"
Joe said, "Yes."
Dr. Christianson asked, "Steve would you do ten push-ups so Joe can have a donut?" Steve did ten push-ups, Joe got a donut.
And so it went, down the first aisle, Steve did ten push ups for every person before they got their donut. And down the second aisle, till Dr. Christianson came to Scott. Scott was on the basketball team, and in as good condition as Steve. He was very popular and never lacking for female companionship.
When the professor asked, "Scott do you want a donut?"
Scott's reply was, "Well, can I do my own push ups?"
Dr. Christianson said, "No, Steve has to do them."
Then Scott said, "Well, I don't want one then."
Dr. Christianson shrugged and then turned to Steve and asked, "Steve, would you do ten push ups so Scott can have a donut he doesn't want?"
With perfect obedience Steve started to do ten push ups.
Scott said, "HEY! I said I didn't want one!"
Dr. Christianson said, "Look, this is my classroom, my class, my desks, and these are my donuts. Just leave it on the desk if you don't want it." And he put a donut on Scott's desk. Now by this time, Steve had begun to slow down a little. He just stayed on the floor between sets because it took too much effort to be getting up and down. You could start to see a little perspiration coming out around his brow.
Dr. Christianson started down the third row. Now the students were beginning to get a little angry.
Dr. Christianson asked Jenny, "Jenny, do you want a donut?"
Sternly, Jenny said, "No."
Then Dr. Christianson asked Steve, "Steve, would you do ten more push ups so Jenny can have a donut that she doesn't want?" Steve did ten, Jenny got a donut. By now, a growing sense of uneasiness filled the room. The students were beginning to say "No" and there were all these uneaten donuts on the desks. Steve also had to really put forth a lot of extra effort to get these push ups done for each donut. There began to be a small pool of sweat on the floor beneath his face, his arms and brow were beginning to get red because of the physical effort involved.
Dr. Christianson asked Robert, who was the most vocal unbeliever in the class, to watch Steve do each push up to make sure he did the full ten push ups in a set because he couldn't bear to watch all of Steve's work for all of those uneaten donuts. He sent Robert over to where Steve was so Robert could count the set and watch Steve closely.
Dr. Christianson started down the fourth row.
During his class, however, some students from other classes had wandered in and sat down on the steps along the radiators that ran down the sides of the room. When the professor realized this, he did a quick count and saw that now there were 34 students in the room. He started to worry if Steve would be able to make it. Dr. Christianson went on to the next person and the next and the next. Near the end of that row, Steve was really having a rough time. He was taking a lot more time to complete each set.
A few moments later, Jason, a recent transfer student, came to the room and was about to come in when all the students yelled in one voice, "NO! Don't come in! Stay out!"
Jason didn't know what was going on.
Steve picked up his head and said, "No, let him come."
Professor Christianson said, "You realize that if Jason comes in you will have to do ten push ups for him?"
Steve said, "Yes, let him come in. Give him a donut."
Dr. Christianson said, "Okay, Steve, I'll let you get Jason's out of the way right now. Jason, do you want a donut?" Jason, new to the room hardly knew what was going on. "Yes," he said, "give me a donut."
"Steve, will you do ten push ups so that Jason can have a donut?" Steve did ten push ups very slowly and with great effort. Jason, bewildered, was handed a donut and sat down.
Dr. Christianson finished the fourth row then started on those visitors seated by the heaters. Steve's arms were now shaking with each push up in a struggle to lift him against the force of gravity. Sweat was profusely dropping off of his face and, by this time, there was no sound except his heavy breathing. There was not a dry eye in the room.
The very last two students in the room were two young women, both cheerleaders, and very popular. Dr. Christianson went to Linda, the second to last, and asked, "Linda, do you want a doughnut?"
Linda said, very sadly, "No, thank you."
Professor Christianson quietly asked, "Steve, would you do ten push ups so that Linda can have a donut she doesn't want?"
Grunting from the effort, Steve did ten very slow push ups for Linda.
Then Dr. Christianson turned to the last girl, Susan. "Susan, do you want a donut?"
Susan, with tears flowing down her face, began to cry. "Dr. Christianson, why can't I help him?"
Dr. Christianson, with tears of his own, said, "No, Steve has to do it alone, I have given him this task and he is in charge of seeing that everyone has an opportunity for a donut whether they want it or not. When I decided to have a party this last day of class, I looked at my grade book. Steve, here is the only student with a perfect grade. Everyone else has failed a test, skipped class, or offered me inferior work. Steve told me that in football practice, when a player messes up he must do push ups. I told Steve that none of you could come to my party unless he paid the price by doing your push ups. He and I made a deal for your sakes. Steve, would you do ten pushups so Susan can have a donut?"
As Steve very slowly finished his last pushup, with the understanding that he had accomplished all that was required of him, having done 350 pushups, his arms buckled beneath him and he fell to the floor.
Dr. Christianson turned to the room and said. "And so it was, that our Savior, Jesus Christ, on the cross, said to the Father, 'Into thy hands I commend my spirit.' With the understanding that He had done everything that was required of Him, he yielded up His life. And like some of those in this room, many of us leave the gift on the desk, uneaten."
Two students helped Steve up off the floor and to a seat, physically exhausted, but wearing a thin smile. "Well done, good and faithful servant" said the professor, adding "Not all sermons are preached in words."
Turning to his class the professor said, "My wish is that you might understand and fully comprehend all the riches of grace and mercy that have been given to you through the sacrifice of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, who spared not the only Begotten Son, but gave Him up for us all for the whole Church, now and forever.
- Author Unknown
Thank You Jesus for dying on the cross for me..
For He was wounded for our transgressions. He was crushed by our inquities. The chaistisement for our peace was upon Him and by His stripes we are healed! ~Isaiah 53:9~
Halleujah... Thank You Jesus...
Life is so RANDOM.
7:44 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
chatted with mel (or david) that night and was like... I was SO FRUSTRATED because of many things in life...
I certainly agree with timothy when he said in an email that it's back to the world now. (An email addressed to Manasseh after camp) It's really back to the world now... back to all the stresses... all the problems but of course this is not permanent.
during the camp it's like so peaceful... i love it when we hav p&w everyday! Away from all my problems..
OkAY.. why i'm frustrated:
The main reason is my friend.
I bought her to church, to cg and my cgl was like so kan qiong lor... my fren was like not ready to accept Christ and she just led her into sinners' prayer. Of course it wasnt with understanding at all. she really wasnt ready, and her mum doesnt approve she accept Jesus. So after srvc we went to look for bro sam and asked him. throughout the whole srvc she was asking me "how..? am i a christian??? i wanna undo it..." I couldnt concentrate on the srvc.
Okay. bro sam said that the prayer was void because she didnt understand and well, she didnt WANT it.
but, my cgl is convinced that my fren WANTS to be a christian, IS a christian and whateva. that really stressed my fren.
Next reason. is something that shouldnt be shared here but it's concerning sumone at church.
I'M GOING MAD SOON. Seriously.
Life is so RANDOM.
8:11 PM
Ushering... evangelistic Sunday... drama... X-Town... CG...
=Sunday
The Sanctuary was packed today and while ushering I felt real confused!!
The drama was great... wat an orginal storyline...
Yay!! I may become to a full fledged usher soon.
Alamak... so embarssing... ppl reconigise me by "that girl in camp hor... got give testimony one... always 'tsk tsk tsk' one..." it's like that day I was real nervous and er... i dunno wat to say mah... Okay - wat's done cannot be undone.
Had lunch with Julianna... Vinnie... Jac... Shu Hua (My mentor!!)... Yi Yi... and er... another usher leader. Then took the bus home.
On the feeder bus i saw someone. He looked VERY VERY familar and he said I looked familar. I asked his name. and he say he's Kingston... I finally realised he's a camper and one of my fren's fren. Confusing huh...?
Piles of homework is still waiting to torture me... eekz.. haix..
And ARGGG!! Yesterday no outing to Sentosa... many ppl couldnt make it and it was postponed.
ONE DAY... I'M GOING TO LEW SPD.
Life is so RANDOM.
6:21 PM
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