chatted with mel (or david) that night and was like... I was SO FRUSTRATED because of many things in life...
I certainly agree with timothy when he said in an email that it's back to the world now. (An email addressed to Manasseh after camp) It's really back to the world now... back to all the stresses... all the problems but of course this is not permanent.
during the camp it's like so peaceful... i love it when we hav p&w everyday! Away from all my problems..
OkAY.. why i'm frustrated:
The main reason is my friend.
I bought her to church, to cg and my cgl was like so kan qiong lor... my fren was like not ready to accept Christ and she just led her into sinners' prayer. Of course it wasnt with understanding at all. she really wasnt ready, and her mum doesnt approve she accept Jesus. So after srvc we went to look for bro sam and asked him. throughout the whole srvc she was asking me "how..? am i a christian??? i wanna undo it..." I couldnt concentrate on the srvc.
Okay. bro sam said that the prayer was void because she didnt understand and well, she didnt WANT it.
but, my cgl is convinced that my fren WANTS to be a christian, IS a christian and whateva. that really stressed my fren.
Next reason. is something that shouldnt be shared here but it's concerning sumone at church.
I'M GOING MAD SOON. Seriously.
Life is so RANDOM.
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