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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

the teachers' day concert today was hilliarous. Mr Ow actually was saboed to dance shebangs!!! hahaha.. he didnt dance anyway.. too shy.. awww..

in the meanwhile.. mrs seng was SO sporty. she really DANCED.

we had a half an hour conbined party with the next class, then we had to STUDY. Oh great.. other classes are all partying..

BUT.. at 12.40pm.. mrs lim decided to stop torturing us and gave us to do anything.. haha.. the boys and some of the gals went to play ball games while others stayed in the class.. obviously i was the stay in the class ppl. we chatted with mrs lim..

after sch.. jean and me went to mrs lim's office. we provided free gift opening service.. haha.. lame.. anyway.. as the name suggests.. we helped her open gifts. she got ALOT..

then we went to the main staff room and chatted with our chinese teachers.. alot of ppl.. all crowding around to chat. Ms teo had more pressies.. bags of it.. whoa... i sun pian go and suan mr ow.. his table was empty so i leaned on it.. lean lean lean until... became sit on it. the ppl decided to sabo me and told mr ow.. uh oh... thurs is going to be bad for me.. but if i dun say anything.. he will forget.. hahaha...

some teachers are going to sentosa.. good.. some are just eating dinner with the school staff..



Life is so RANDOM.
4:44 PM

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Saturday
Went to Chinatown to eat, then shop. REGRETTED NOT BUYING TT SANDAL!!! Then go to this travel agency where i met my teacher. my mom went there cuz she and my grandma are going to china in mid oct. (not very mid la, actually) the man there was very funny and told me to improve on my chinese. hahaha. my chinese is super lan. (u know y?? it's super sian, tt's y)
go uncle house then go home.

Sunday
Went to cell group.
3 Big Announcements for the day
1. All p6 and sec1 ppl are not considered in my cell anymore and are treated as "visitors"
2. We had a prayer walk and ended at Golden Pines. then we went to the evergreen office and i recieved the shock of my life.
3. I CHANGED CELL. (to cindy's and according to em, it's temporary) thank God it's not the next door one.. phew..

Having mixed feelings about no. 3. I mean it's good to change the environment.. but i'm sorta attached to eliz cell alady mah.. like when we quarel or joke or wat.. it's sort of natural. i'll miss fann.. sarah.. etc etc.. haix.. so now i'm confused. very. where am i supposed to go next week? should i stay?

not satisfied about my prelim results. they suck. really. my mock exam was better. MUCH better. What will happen to my ushering ministry? I DUN WAN TO QUIT. never in my life.

Worry about:
1. Ministry
2. School
3. Things like tests, spelling for chinese.. psle.. prelim results..
4. My choice sch for 2005. Anyone PLEASE give me some advice. need em urgently. (email me @ joyful_heaven92@hotmail.com - comments not working and will fix it soon)
5. being accepted in spd and everywhere else.
6.. etc etc etc..

service was great. we had extended pnw.. then prayer for sos next wk. got altar call and i responded to it. almost the whole sanctuary was kneeling in humilty to God is consecation.. (however you spell tt)

i went to eat fried prawn mee. at long last. i miss it alot. then got gm. for sos.. very complicated. Jac shared abt the story of the good samartiran.. dress code: formal with blue/white top. duh.. i vote for casual!! more easier to match..

visited my aunt at hospitall.. juz gave birth. to a girl.

I tell you, i'm so mad at self. WHY DIDNT I BUY TT SANDAL??!! i love it alot.. and less then $10 some more..

I tend to think alot.. esp on car rides or wadever.. my mind would drift to memories.. many nice ones.. esp of the camp.. but also got bad ones.. haix..

i want to cry. i really want to.. but my tears do not come easily and hence, i have outbursts. it's like I WANT TO CRY, but CANNOT CRY. it's very difficult to explain.

***if God is for us, who can be against us??***


Life is so RANDOM.
9:42 PM

Thursday, August 26, 2004

From Yukuan's blog..

Have you heard of the tale of the 2 rabbits?
Probably not... So here's how it goes..

Once upon a time, in the open corn fields of Australia Perth, there lived 2 rabbits. Rabbits are considered pests in Australia, as they have a reputation for their super-sized family line and humongous appetite. The wild hare grew up in a burrow. It belonged to the wild, and the deeper it digs into the burrow, the more protection it gets from the farmers who hunt them down. So on a daily basis, the hare would hop out of it's burrow to find food, fill it's tummy with delicious carrots and return to digging it's burrow.The other rabbit, is a pet of the farmer's son. Now this brown rabbit's life is luxurious. For everyday, the son will let the rabbit out in the field, and feed it with the harvest of the day. So live is to play with the son, run in the open gardens and feeds on good food.

One day, the wild hare hopped into the garden and met this brown rabbit. For the first time they've met, so they chatted. The wild hare found it interesting that the brown rabbit has no soil over it's body and asked,

WH: Where do you stay at? For I don't see any soil over your fur.

BR: Oh, I stay in a cage, my owner bathes me on a weekly basis, that's why I'm clean. Doesn't your owner bathes you too?

WH: Owner? Don't you mean the farmers? I fear them, for I depend on their crops for my daily meals. The day I see them, will be the day I die.. So my life depends on how deep is the burrow that I dug.

BR: Life in a hole? That's very unusual and interesting.. Take me there, for I want to know a life full of adventures.

WH: Sure! And will you take me to your cage, so I can see what life is like living in the comfort of an owner.

They agreed. So the wild hare brought the brown rabbit to it's burrow. The brown rabbit being used to sunshines and the clear blue sky couldn't adapt to the dim, dark and damp hole where the wild hare stays.. Besides, there's no comfortable rag to keep it warm. "Naa, it's not good here.. I'll bring you to my place, you'll like it there!"So they went over to the brown rabbit's cage.. Behind the box, is a splendid view of the open fields, comfortable rag to keep them warm with water, fresh seeds and carrots abundantly available. But with all these pleasures, the wild hare is just not used to the level of openness and the confined feeling of being limited in a box. It felt insecure. "Although life is beautiful here, I do not feel the security of the depths of the burrow, the freedom of unlimited space."

Is life half empty or half full for the wild hare?Well, I think it's half full from it's perspective, for it finds the comfort of survival in the harsh conditions in the wild world. Being in a empty glass, it made the most to top the glass up.From the perspective of the brown rabbit, it would seem that life for the wild hare is half empty. For it does not know how to relax and simply enjoy the total indulgence of being taken care of.In the end, the wild hare and the brown rabbit got along well.. For their life is different and interesting to each another.



Life is so RANDOM.
8:41 PM

Monday, August 23, 2004

*SOBS* my eyes are driving me nuts. bananas. coconuts. apples. pears. oranges.. they're the size of garfield's!! saw the doc yesterday and he gave me this super dum bullets - as my mom named them. the tablets are SO BIG lor.. like bullets lidat. they're super horrible okay.. i threw up twice after eating the bullet..
GOOD SIDE: MC today!! can sleep late.. woke up at 12 NOON... so shiok..
eyes are tearing badly now.. mom say because they're not breathing properly.. bah.. can't see well oso..

Life is so RANDOM.
1:38 PM

Thursday, August 19, 2004

all is well - until war starts.
People taking sides.
Some on the right
Some on the left.
Some on the middle line

Letters of anger to each other
Can be seen
Not by the teachers
But by me.

Looks of ridicule
Knifes behind smiles.
People asking, "You friend her for what?"

Where should I be?
Left or right?
If I go right, it'll be unfair to left - and vice versa.
This is my final decision - to be neither left or right.

This poem describes the situation in my class - people taking sides.
Lame huh? That's primary school life.
Sorry sia... my poetry very bad
But this is the best way to expess it...





Life is so RANDOM.
7:36 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Name 3 habits u have:

[01] screaming at my sis
[02] singing with my awful voice
[03] Procrastinate...Dilly Dally...everybody raise your hands and shout Amen in agreement!

Name four scents you love:
[01]
Cheese melted...
[02] Mom's cooking!!
[03] Food!!
[04] CaNdY!!!

Name something you'd never wear:
[01]
Skimpy clothings, bikinis.

Name 3 animals you like:
[01]
Dogs
[02] Fishes
[03] Bears!!

Name four television shows you love:
[01]
Singapore idol?
[02] ch8 dramas
[03] Heh.. dun watch THAT much TV
[04] i dun really watch TV you know?

Name 2 bands/genres most people don't know you like:
[01]
Everybody knows wat i like (Almost)
[02] Do i have to do this...?

Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
[01]
skyjuice
[02] Ovaltine
[03] Soya bean drink

Name a random fact about yourself:
[01]
I'm very impatient!!

Name a random fact about your family:
[01]
We're a fine family (getta meaning??)

Have you ever...
[01] Fallen for your Best Friend? nope.
[02] Made out with JUST a friend?
NO.
[03] Been rejected or heartbroken? you think i'm from mars isit? of course yes larz!
[04] Been in love?
NOOO, we martians dunno what's love. *LoL*
[05] Been in lust? hey dictionary.... wat's lust?? Rust?
[06] Used someone? Depends on your definition of 'use'
[07] Been used? Yes i suppose.
[08] Cheated on someone?
i'm not that bad right...?
[09] Been cheated on? Hmmm yes i think..
[10] Done something you regret? YES...alot... but erm.. it's all buried already.

Who was the last person..
[11] You touched?
grandma!
[12] You talked to? yea.. i juz said hello to mum
[13] You hugged? grandma.
[14] You instant messaged? oopsie.. no instant messanger. =(
[15] You yelled at? My sis?
[16] You laughed with? i dunno.. my family?
[17] You had a crush on? the whole wide world can see.. so dunno.
[18] Who broke your heart? *Ahem...*

Do You..
[19] colour your hair?
nope...
[20] Have tattoos? nope nope nope.
[21] Piercings? Yes...2..
[22] Own a web cam? hahaha i dream...
[23] Have aol? dun hav

[24] What should you be doing right now? getting ready to go to church

[25] What are you listening to? the whirring of the com..

[27] Love Chicken or fish? both...

[28] Have a favourite animal? Yea..lots of them but i dun really have a pet...i love MANY animals

[29] Think that ice cream the best thing in the world? One of the best la..

Random..
[01] What would your dream date be?
no idea. haven't thot that far.
[02] Single flower or a dozen? one will do...
[03] Silver, gold or platinum? gold...?
[04] Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? HOME! erm...well but im ok with anything else..
[06] Silly or serious romance? haha...
[07] Marvin Gaye or Barry White? Berry Who? Gay what?!
[08] Do you consider yourself romantic: muahahahaha...i dunno...
[09] Quiet? maybe.. depends...
[10] Boring? To the happening people, YES. To me, NOPe!
[11] Funny? i think so, a touch of lameness too...
[12] The Lovey Dovey type? ????

Last Time You..
[13] Dissected something? wat's that...?
[14] Drank? Almond drink
[15] Cut your hair? july 22
[16] Kissed someone? my grandma??
[17] Missed someone? i'm always and forever missing people...
[18] Told someone you love them? haha.. i dunno...
[19] Talked to someone you have a crush on? i dun have a crush la...
[20] What CD is in your CD player right now? parachute band...
[21] Who was your favourite Spice Girl? ???

Q. Favourite Disney Characters? Ariel, Sebastian, Flounder, mickey & minnie, Pooh bear!
Q. Favourite fast food? mos burger and delifrance
Q. Favourite book? B-I-B-L-E!!! and nancy drew books?
Q. Favourite Sports athlete? sports?wats tat?
Q. Favourite song? alot and alot and alot...
Q. What is your shoe size? 6
Q. What will you be when you grow up? i dunno.. teacher? Journalist? church worker?? CID??
Q. What are you doing right now? tryin to finish this silly survey that i regret starting to do....
Q. What's that smell? Nothing...you smell sth?

Finally this thing its over!!


Life is so RANDOM.
9:22 AM

Friday, August 13, 2004

Haha... quite late i know but.. hmm...
In sch we had MTV Seng Kang - almost a tradition in our sch every year. 6 classes are selected to perform on National Day eve. Last year me class got selected and we got third!!
Anyway, the first class was SOOOO cute!! they had this handmade "citybus" which is superly cute.
Afternoon - went to Suntec! It's a long time since i stepped in there. I visited the ROCK Christian bookstore. then we (me, mom and sis) went to look for my dad. He's an exhibitor at the NTUC mega sale (in the convention centre) They tied me bag with cable tie before i went in. I was like so angry! I know, this sounds insane but i was kinda insulted. It's NOT as if i will steal anything.. humph..
Next door is another sale. Tangs!! I bought this very nice but big stainglass cross earing for 8 bucks.
Night - went to Kallang. Auntie's father house to see the fireworks. Met a classmate - chairman's son - at the hawker centre. ( he doesnt act like a chairman's son at all. looks very normal and not a snob, that's how he became the monitor) didnt say hey but i suan him yeaterday. haha..
That's how i spent my national day.. =)

Life is so RANDOM.
6:10 PM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004


[Mood: Depressed, not satisfied, frustrated] ARGGGHHH!!!! YOU DUM PPL!!! I SAID SRY TO YOU ALREADY. WAT MORE DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO??!! DONT ACCEPT THEN DONT ACCEPT LAH! WHO CARES ANYWAY. I'VE DONE MY PART. YOU DONT ACCEPT MY APOLOGY THEN IT'S YOUR BUSINESS. ARRRRRGGGGGHGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! YOUR FEELINGS YOUR FEELINGS. WHAT ABOUT MINE?! HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT WHAT YOU DID HAS LEFT A PERMANENT EMOTION SCAR? DID YOU KNOW THAT??! Sry folks... i need to let that out sumwhere. no shoulder to cry on. this is turning to be the most depressing day. I mean it. T'cher tried to settle a dispute within me and the two dum ppl. Oh manx.. I end up feeling depressed. I'm like feel there's this new weight in my heart. The heaviest. it's really heavy. And then derek's stupid frens have decided to play with me. Make prank calls. I feel like shouting at them. why dun they use the time to study for their prelims and psle instead? Anyway, back to just now. I really really feel like screaming at them. screaming at myself. You know what I want to scream? "I TELL YOU, I'VE ALREADY DONE MY PART. ACCEPT IT OR NOT, NOT MY PROBLEM. YOUR PROBLEM." That's what i want to scream.

Life is so RANDOM.
8:06 PM

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

This song seem to be stuck in my brain these days.

Into Your hand
I commit again
All I am For You Lord
You hold my world
In the palm of Your hand
And I'm Yours forever

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

I'll walk with You wherever You go
Through tears and joy
I'll trust in You
And I will live in all of Your ways
And Your promises forever

I will worship
I will worship You


Life is so RANDOM.
9:40 PM

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Haix... Am hard up for $$ these days.. quarelled with my mom yesterday about $$. 1.50 a day is really not enough lorx..

[Mood: Frustrated, pissed, happy, excited, confused]

Going to change cell soon... perhaps to Cindy's.. defintely not to Alvin Tay's.. too packed there!

5 Reasons why I look forward to the Dec Hols:

1. P6 Camp
2. Usher retreat!!
3. Get PSLE results
4. Only 1 more month to Sec 1
5. Probable spd camp (it's really not confirmed at all - i juz heard abt it)

Sunday was so funny.. went to usher debrief altho i didn't usher. They prayed for me. *so sweet!* I'm sick for the past week until now. We celebrated vinnie and julianna bday. Then alvin took derek's bottle and sprayed on the two bday galz.. haha~

Got to go now..


Life is so RANDOM.
7:43 PM

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