Saturday
Went to Chinatown to eat, then shop. REGRETTED NOT BUYING TT SANDAL!!! Then go to this travel agency where i met my teacher. my mom went there cuz she and my grandma are going to china in mid oct. (not very mid la, actually) the man there was very funny and told me to improve on my chinese. hahaha. my chinese is super lan. (u know y?? it's super sian, tt's y)
go uncle house then go home.
Sunday
Went to cell group.
3 Big Announcements for the day
1. All p6 and sec1 ppl are not considered in my cell anymore and are treated as "visitors"
2. We had a prayer walk and ended at Golden Pines. then we went to the evergreen office and i recieved the shock of my life.
3. I CHANGED CELL. (to cindy's and according to em, it's temporary) thank God it's not the next door one.. phew..
Having mixed feelings about no. 3. I mean it's good to change the environment.. but i'm sorta attached to eliz cell alady mah.. like when we quarel or joke or wat.. it's sort of natural. i'll miss fann.. sarah.. etc etc.. haix.. so now i'm confused. very. where am i supposed to go next week? should i stay?
not satisfied about my prelim results. they suck. really. my mock exam was better. MUCH better. What will happen to my ushering ministry? I DUN WAN TO QUIT. never in my life.
Worry about:
1. Ministry
2. School
3. Things like tests, spelling for chinese.. psle.. prelim results..
4. My choice sch for 2005. Anyone PLEASE give me some advice. need em urgently. (email me @ joyful_heaven92@hotmail.com - comments not working and will fix it soon)
5. being accepted in spd and everywhere else.
6.. etc etc etc..
service was great. we had extended pnw.. then prayer for sos next wk. got altar call and i responded to it. almost the whole sanctuary was kneeling in humilty to God is consecation.. (however you spell tt)
i went to eat fried prawn mee. at long last. i miss it alot. then got gm. for sos.. very complicated. Jac shared abt the story of the good samartiran.. dress code: formal with blue/white top. duh.. i vote for casual!! more easier to match..
visited my aunt at hospitall.. juz gave birth. to a girl.
I tell you, i'm so mad at self. WHY DIDNT I BUY TT SANDAL??!! i love it alot.. and less then $10 some more..
I tend to think alot.. esp on car rides or wadever.. my mind would drift to memories.. many nice ones.. esp of the camp.. but also got bad ones.. haix..
i want to cry. i really want to.. but my tears do not come easily and hence, i have outbursts. it's like I WANT TO CRY, but CANNOT CRY. it's very difficult to explain.
***if God is for us, who can be against us??***
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