SOME CHILDRENS DAY!! but anyway... xian ku hou tian.. haha... mrs lim was absent budden she give ALOT of pressies.. including hw.... 4stacks of sci.. hai.. the concert was superb~ got this sengkang idol which we loved best.. really like singapore idol lor.. hahahaha... got some gd laughs.>.<
tt's for the good things. BAD THINGS ARE PLENTY TODAY TOO...
1.Mavis kicked my bottle into the inky gross thing when i told her NOT to... no water, no bottle. so i bought another one
2.she gave me a bottle of mineral water F.O.C. budden another fren wants it and bought it from me at 10cents. hahaha...
3.she asked me whether i disposed the bottle. i siad.."yvonne wants it" and she walked away. continues for the whole day
4.walks away when i tok to her.
5.the person in front of me(mavis) and the person behind me(avril-i dunno y) are ignoring me.. esp mavis... ARGGH...
6.i decided not to pia the drawing liao.. give up.. wait till psle over then say..
some childrens day is this.. haix... it's the last and we had to study.. why muz the tchers rob us huh.. anyway we're haavin a big party.. aft psle...
Life is so RANDOM.
3:32 PM
3:32 PM
lemme describe wad happened yest night.. at around 10.30pm++
me: mum, my foolscap paper finished liao. can you give me some??
[mom proceeds to grab a pad on her table and tear some pages off]
mom: na.. gei ni..
[sis enters the room]
sis: hey!! na ge shi wo de!!
[me looks hyper pissed]
mom: do u need it tmr?
sis: [in a very irritating/agitated/angry/RUDE voice] no, but i oso need it alot. my tcher say we need it!
mom: so do you need it tmr? [in a irritated but "patient" voice]
[sis continues to speak very rudely and arguing]
mom explodes: WO XIAN ZAI WEN NI MING TIAN XU BU XU YAO!! CHU QU!!
[right at MY ear][slams door once we got out]
arggh... sis is the cause of(almost) all trouble. AND, she still blames me/my mom. she's ALWAYS like tt. and sound "exsparated" (is tt how you spell it?)
:S.. i haf a eng compo which i haf to finish by tmr. worst thing: I DUN HAF ANY IDEAS. *groans/wails/pouts* sch has been so boring..(when has sch been interesting?!) nth much today..
DO TO LIST
Thursday-30th sep:
-compo
-clear SOME of my junk/mess
-study a little
Sunday-3rd oct:
-finish that drawing *sighs... why did i choose tt extremely diffcult picture??
-do up my to do/junk board
-finish all the children day hw... some children day
AT least i'm not so busy as vin... poor gal.. she has SO much things to do...
Life is so RANDOM.
2:38 PM
2:38 PM
"psle mei yi tian, ni men dou yao you zhe ge zai ni men de qian bi he li mian. wo bu guan ni men jue bu jue de you zhi, zong zhi yao fang zai qian bi he jiu shi le..." Yup, this speech is by mr ow..*clap clap* he gave us early children day pressie.. wah.. so cute lor!! it's a pencil.. budden got this star which we haf to put/hang in our pancil case during psle. it is to remind us tt we hAf To dO OuR BeSt. get A*. "esp for chi!!" hahaha...
well.. lessons was as usual.. BORING.. i almost fell asleep lor! but i am tired manx.. (when am i not tired??) haha... slept at 11pm++ cuz i was in msn chattin'~ heehee.. hmmm....
*so...i haf one thing in common wif a particular tall tall guy...*
UPCOMING EVENTS (POST PSLE~!!)
* P6 camp
* youth retreat
* usher retreat
* Health Ed presentation (we got a super gross topic)
* tentative avril bday chalet
* go buy pressies!!! ***i'm broke liao....***
* sleep at 12am everyday.(who will care??)
* NO STUDIES!!
* everyday comp lab..(expected scenario: ppl jamming the two comp labs, not enough)
* my bday~!!
* GM... (okok.. this is PRE PSLE...)
* Tiff bday
* PACK MY RM~~!!! so messy...(did i mention i HATE packing?!)
gtg now!! got supp.. LAST CHI SUPP OF THE YEAR!! YAY!!
..::In Christ Alone..::
In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hand
But those trophies could not equal
To the grace by which I stand
In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone
In Christ alone will I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
Only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
Now I seek no greater honor
Than just to know Him more
And to count my things but losses
To the glory of the Lord
In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone
..::You Are Deserving::..
You are derserving of the praises Lord
My heart is yearning
To be in Your presence once more
Deep inside my heart is burning
I want to give You more
And You're the only One that i adore
How great You are
How great You are
You are the mighty King
And You've come to reign in me
How great You are
How great You are
I give You all the praises of my heart
Life is so RANDOM.
2:14 PM
2:14 PM
i was almost late for sch today!!! turns out tt the teacher's watch is fast~ hahaha... baReLy escaped manx.. the principal rescued me!! lol.. still feeling sour. SOUR. arggghhh!!! yest.. 10 over ppl online @ 10pm!!wad a bad time.. i had to go offline and i was in the middle of a very fun conver okie.. we added vin and wayne and nic.. so actually i was chatting wif tiff, then we added vin. then vin had to go. jul came online. so we added her. then wayne came online. so we added wayne. and joanne. and nic. budden tiff had to go. and then vin came again. they were askin"whos princess scatterbrains??" and ask lai ask qu... haha.. then I had to go!!! *pouts* i sld haf know not to off tt conver. let it run. then i can read the message log. laugh all i wan. :s anyway, we prayed for vin.. very funky prayer. on msn. hahahaha.... it was sooo funny~ i had a headache on off.. then tiff pray for me oso.. "Lord... heal sheryl... be it if she has a headache cuz shez thinking of me.. or missin' me..."-tiff- hahaha..
feel a little unjustified. mr yap jus went into conculsions and scold me..grr.. can he just find the fact 1st?! i hope he is reading this. no need to waste my breath.
haix.. EIGHT DAYS MORE!! :s i nv study lehx.. i dunno how to study.. hiaZ...
i didnt know joining CAM is so diff.. grrr.. engie old me to show her some of my drawings?? but i long time nv draw already!! the best one is the chinese fairy one.. which i dunno whether i sld show her.. it's not very godly.. heehee...
Life is so RANDOM.
2:50 PM
2:50 PM
this post is dedicated to You my Lord!!!
God has been so great today.. i didnt regret to go the new cg. it was great.. not saysay only.. i did stage offering.. again.. I ALMOST TRIPPED OFF THE STEPS!! great.. now i'm so famous.. in front of the whole congre(and ministry ppl~)!!!! omg.. hahaha... then my jiejies came askin me.. "you ok"?? it was like... so paiseh!!
ate wif wayne, jul,tiff, mandy and another gal.. so fun.. all cracking lame jokes..aft tt my folks wanted to eat.. so i go choir prac as audience again. aft tt.. ppl came to me.. askin me whether i was okay.. lol..
chatted wif avain.. haha...
***this paragraph is for God!!**
You ways are always the highest
Your timing is always perfect
You are deserving of ALL praises
you are so wonderful
so great
so perfect!
I will worship You only..
i love you my Lord..
Life is so RANDOM.
9:04 PM
9:04 PM
...:::Ecclesiastes 3:1-8:::...
...to everything there's a season
and a time to every purpose under heaven
a time to be born and a time to die
a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted.
a time to kill and a time to heal
a time to break down and a time to build up
a time to weep and a time to laugh
a time to mourn and a time to dance
a time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing
a time to seek and a time to lose
a time to keep and a time to cast away
a time to rend and a time to sew
a time to keep silence and a time to speak
a time to love and a time to hate
a time for war and a time for peace...
Life is so RANDOM.
1:09 PM
1:09 PM
okok!! i know i siao... so late alredi.. :s haix.. hounded by math. tmr muz passup~!! jul kept getting dc so askin her well.. didnt prove to be okay.. anyway time for me to slp liao.. so tired.. maybe read some chicken soup 1st.. havent touch bible for 1 wk liao!! yikes... folks back!! gtg... good night.. the unjust world....
Life is so RANDOM.
11:26 PM
11:26 PM
hey.. thanks tiff~! three posts are exactly "flooding"...hmm... today's mock math was HARD manx.... dunno wad Lianhua Pri... anyone tell me where tt is? Avril is kinda better today... AND I THINK I CRACKED THE CASE!! yay... but she's still a little Anti Social... :s
chi got 74.. ONE MORE MARK TO A!! *pouts* always lidat one... haix.. MATH... it's all mountaining up... my tuition.. (top sch graded paper) by sat... another sch paper... by tmr.. all my maths.. eeks!! math.. how do i hate you!! :p
started on chicken soup for the teenage soul "tough stuff"!! i read it before.. but it's so inspiring and it doesnt hurt to read again right? andrea has the chicken soup for the christian teenage soul.. she say she'll lend it to me aft exam!! yay~!! i've been searching high and low... in libs.. and muz find tt God chasers one oso.. ~~ will post some nice stories here.. to inspire all!! oops.. mom naggin!! gtg liao..
Life is so RANDOM.
5:06 PM
5:06 PM
right... i'm SO right. for once i DUN WANNA be right... there's really sth wrong wif avril. she didnt speak A SINGLE WORD to me starting from 2pm yesterday!!!! omg.. haix... do friendships really last forever?? like those "frens forever" scrawled in autograph bks are a TOTAL LIE.. she like ignored me.. when i tried to ask.. SHE'S ALWAYS LIDAT. i hate to "die" w/o knowing WHY i died. it's really hurtful and the feeling really sucks.. when shez angry.. she dun want to to why... it's like so condemning.. pri sch is always like tt. can someone pls... TURN THE CLOCK... please x infinity and thanks alot!! a million!! infinity!! i wld thank you so MUCH. *phone rings* brb... ans phone..
BACK. the caller id said private...for tt second i held the hope tt she was the caller. because it says private. her no. is private. but it's FOR MY SIS. *sigh sigh... cry CRY...* is there a shoulder for me to lean on?
Anyway... on the bright side... I FINALLY got a break from this clique. it's like so waste time.. we haf only 1/2 h for recess and the clique doesnt know how to use 30mins wisely. they will chat and chat... by the time we reach the canteen... there's no time to eat. I mean.. CANT THEY TOK IN THE CANTEEN?! time is just too precious to be wasted away like tt.
i tried to but a really "brave" front today... act confident.. etc. but it's really tiring me down. i really tired. really sad. really discouraged. haiX...
lets see.. who's online now..? rach and kenneth.. only.. when i logged on 10mins ago there's no one at all.. haha...
Stress manz.. why did theey invent this word? everyone's a victim..
this page is so impt to me... at least i haf a place to vent all my stresses... thank God for inspiring the creators to create blogger~~
except for the frenships built in chuch and wif the Holy One.. there's no much of a possbilty tt frenships last forever.... i haf leart this again and again.. i refuse to accept it.. but looks like i haf to...
Life is so RANDOM.
2:17 PM
2:17 PM
[[COUNTDOWN :: 16 DAYS]]
haiz... lemme do the calculations again. 16days... 384hrs...23040mins...1382400secs. LEss than tt... hw... alot... still feeling kinda sore.. and tired... today got mock AGAIN.. yaya.. sore... like everytime become scapegoat.. very wad... the world isnt fair.. ISNT FAIR... haiZz.. today... PARABLE OF THE PEARLS... Hope it will minister to anyone who reads.. got it from... erm.. forgot but it's from a blog...=) Presenting...
Jenny was a bright-eyed, pretty five-year-old girl. One day when she and her mother were checking out at the grocery store, Jenny saw a plastic pearl necklace priced at $2.50. How she wanted that necklace and when she asked her mother if she would buy it for her, her mother said, "Well, it is a pretty necklace, but it costs an awful lot of money. I'll tell you what. I'll buy you the necklace, and when we get home we can make up a list of chores that you can do to pay for the necklace. And don't forget that for your birthday Grandma just might give you a whole dollar bill, too. Okay?"
Jenny agreed, and her mother bought the pearl necklace for her. Jenny worked on her chores very hard every day, and sure enough, her Grandma gave her a brand new dollar bill for her birthday. Soon Jenny had paid off the pearls.
How Jenny loved those pearls. She wore them everywhere - to kindergarten, bed, and when she went out with her mother to run errands. The only time she didn't wear them was in the shower - her mother had told her that they would turn her neck green.
Now Jenny had a very loving daddy. When Jenny went to bed, he would get up from his favorite chair every night and read Jenny her favorite story. One night when he finished the story, he said, "Jenny, do you love me?"
"Oh yes, Daddy, you know I love you," the little girl said.
"Well, then, give me your pearls."
"Oh! Daddy, not my pearls!" Jenny said. "But you can have Rosie, my favorite doll. Remember her? You gave her to me last year for my birthday. And you can have her tea party outfit, too. Okay?"
"Oh no, darling, that's okay." Her father brushed her cheek with a kiss. "Good night, little one."
A week later, her father once again asked Jenny after her story, "Do you love me?"
"Oh yes, Daddy, you know I love you."
Well, then, give me your pearls."
"Oh, Daddy, not my pearls! But you can have Ribbons, my toy horse. Do you remember her? She's my favorite. Her hair is so soft, and you can play with it and braid it and everything. You can have Ribbons if you want her, Daddy," the little girl said to her father.
"No, that's okay," her father said and brushed her cheek again with a kiss. "God bless you, little one. Sweet dreams."
Several days later, when Jenny's father came in to read her a story, Jenny was sitting on her bed and her lip was trembling. "Here, Daddy," she said, and held out her hand. She opened it and her beloved pearl necklace was inside. She let it slip into her father's hand.
With one hand her father held the plastic pearls and with the other he pulled out of his pocket a blue velvet box. Inside of the box were real, genuine, beautiful pearls. He had them all along. He was waiting for Jenny to give up the cheap stuff so he could give her the real thing.
So it is with our Heavenly Father. He is waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that he can give us beautiful treasure. Isn't God good?
Are you holding onto things which God wants you to let go of? Are you holding onto harmful or unnecessary partners, relationships, habits and activities which you have become so attached to that it; seems impossible to let go?
Sometimes it is so hard to see what is in the other hand but do believe his one thing. God will never take away something without giving you something better in its place.
Life is so RANDOM.
4:53 PM
4:53 PM
haiZ... ups and downs today. got sorta grilled by someone. i didnt go cg today. rach and grace dun wanna go... so we ended up in the sanctuary 11am service... so u can guess who "grilled" me.. ON THE LIGHTER SIDE.... i got to do stage offering!! did i mention how cold it is? hahaha i cldnt wear cardigan.. need to be presentable... jiejie wasnt feeling well...*disaproving look* then folks want to eat dinner there.. so i go to choir prac as audience.. haha. engie's leading next wk. USHERING RETREAT!! yay... it's kinda confirmed... got consent form and everything.. but jiejie cant go... awww!! i wonder who can make it... but i think joanne and grace they all can go lah... and shuhua... hope she can go...=) still stressed~ i wanna shout... scream.. wadever. i'm feeling really stressed... vin is online but she got pia-ing assignment... eeks... haiX.. or can tok to her... AHHHHH!!
Life is so RANDOM.
6:52 PM
6:52 PM
haiz... got another 20min to kill. so i'll happily sit here and type type type. i'm so bored...
"it's not my habit to wish my students gd luck, but, i tell them, 'haf real joy and fun in doing your papers!'" yeah... my viceprincipal said tt.. shez a really nice person~
okie... here's another story...
.:: bE PaTieNt ::.
this is a true story which happened in US. A man just bought a new truck. He came out of his house to admire his new truck. To his shock, his 3-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shining paint of the truck.
The man flew into a rage, ran to his son and knocked him away. He snatched the hammer from his son and hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment.
When the father calmed down, he realised wad he did and quickly rushed his son to the hospital. Although the dic tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands.
When the boy woke up from the surgery and saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently asked, "Daddy, i was jus playing wif your toy truck. I'm sorry id i spoilt it." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers growing back?"
The father was speechless. Tears rolled down his eyes. He knew that his son's fingers are not going to grow back anymore because of wad he had done in a moment of rage.
.:: ReFLeCtIoN ::.
Think abt this story the next time someone steps on your feet or you wish to take revenge. Think 1st b4 you lose your patience with someone you love. Trucks can be repaired. repairing broken bones and hurt feelings are not as simple as to sending them to a garage. it takes a long time.
very often we act rashly or say very hurtful things to ppl around us because we lost our temper or patience at tt moment. We fail to recongise e diff between the person and the performance. We forget tt FORGIVENESS IS GREATER THAN REVENGE.
Ppl make mistakes. we are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever. Never give yourself an opportunity to regret wad you have done. ALWAYS THINK 1ST B4 YOU ACT. be patient. forgive and forget. love one and all.
if you judge ppl, you haf no time to luv them. .::Mother Teresa ::.
Okie!! tt took 20 min. need to go now~!
Life is so RANDOM.
2:07 PM
2:07 PM
I'M BACK. from the LC exam... i woke up @8.05 when i'm supposed to be there @ 8.15!!! omg.. thank God i live only 5min walk from my sch~... wah... i was like... "OH MY GOODNESS!!!" whew.. reached there in time. it's quite dumb.. exam start @ 9am they ask us go so early...so... we couldnt bring anything in the room.. except for our pencil cases... i scared my wallet get stolen.. but still haf to leave it outside.. wad are they thinking?! our sch is having a thief around and they ask us to leave our wallets outside?! they're nuts.
later got tuiton.. ruin my sat.. but... 17 more days and i'm FREE!!! YaY!!
btw... i found the mp3 for the song already!! jiejie sent it to me yst!! yAy!!
You are my joy when my world is full of sorrow... You're the peace in my tmr...
[music: Jesus what a Saviour You are]
[mood: tired... "_"]
Life is so RANDOM.
1:54 PM
1:54 PM
this was given out in school. I changed it a little~
...tHe PaRaBLe oF tHe PeNcIL...
The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.
"There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil, "before i send you out into the world. Always rem them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be."
"One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in someone's hand."
"Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you will need it to become a better pencil."
"Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you make"
"Four: the most important part of you will always be what's inside"
"and five: on every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write."
The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.
Reflection
Now replacing the pencil with you. Always rem and neva forget and you'll become the best person you can be.
God is the Pencil Maker ya?
One: you will be able to do many things but only if you allow yourself to learn from others. Help other ppl enrich your life.
Two: you will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going thru various probelms in life, but you'll need it to become a stronger person.
Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you make. Learn from your mistakes and become a better and more lovable person. God forgives all mistakes!!
Four: the most impt part of you will always be wad is on the inside. ppl will grow old and their skin will wrinkle. Inner beauty is more impt and lasts longer than external looks. God looks @ the internal, not the external.
Five: on every surface you walk thru, you must leave your mark. No matter the situation, you muz continue to do your duties.
Allow this parable of the pencil to encourage you to know tt you are special and only YOU can fufill wad you were born to accomplish and do wad God wants you to do.. Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think tt your life is insignificent and cannot make a change.
God luvs you~! let Him bless you wif this parable and i hope it is encouraging to all~
Life is so RANDOM.
1:05 AM
1:05 AM
okie...today's entry isnt going to be gloomy~
my class went totally insane and NUTS today. we had sci games, and one of our class jokers cut three holes in a plastic bag. then he put it over his head. he was trying to be the banana man~! haha.. then mrs lim said "any weirdo figures in the class, whole group disqualify!!" all cheered. haha... less competition... but the joker whipped off the bag in time to get back into the game. so... this game isnt new to us, so we all know the ground rules....
1. excessive cheering -10 pts
2. prompting -10pts
3. unnecessary standing -10pts
so three things tt are deadly and will cause us to lose 10 pts per head... woah..
so we had major fun.. haha.. not bad since psle is 18 days away huh~..
and then during class... bon threw jensen's chair... RIGHT @ MY DIRECTION. great. a few more inches and i kena... then jensen threw bon's table and it hit the partition. i think ms teo heard it lah... heng mrs lim not in class or they kena.. i think they're angry wif each other. less then 30secs later they made up again...haiz... SO LAME.. why mua i sit @ the gender border?? okie lah.. it's quite fun to sit dere.. haha...
i asked mrs lim wad we are going to do aft PSLE... she say "i havent tot abt it hor... maybe study for sec 1?? ehz... tt's quite a gd idea!" wad i did was to shake my head like a lunatic.. LoL...
tomorrow... psle LC... haiz... so not going cell again... =S
Life is so RANDOM.
5:40 PM
5:40 PM
I HATE 16 SEP!!! wad happened?? i dropped the WHOLE wok of beancurd on the floor! GREAT. so my mom got blamed... i feel so sad. cuz i asked her to help me take the wok.. i'm not very expert @ tt.. very unsteady. but she say i do it myself.. muz learn to do it myself. so, result? orange gravy, meat, the mushrooms on the floor. YIKES. did i mention i hate 16 sep? everything is going SO bad for me....
wad colour will it be? let me publish this and you will see...
Life is so RANDOM.
7:49 PM
7:49 PM
another tiring day. ALOT OF HW. i have never stop feeling tired/worn out/frustrated since the start of sch. these 3 wks is = stress. bleah...
today is baaddd. i hate 16 sep forever. i lost my pencil from my mom- it has some sentimental value and it really rare now... then have this have tt... sTrEss. this is only the tip of the iceburg, as i understand...
i'm @ Acts 10 already!! hurray.. okie.. i know IT IS considered SLOW since i started erm... more than a year ago? haiz... and i started from MATT!! haf a hunger for His Word now.. every day before slp read at least one chap.. YAY!!
tmr got adult cg. my family is expecting me to go. i dun want to go. i need a break. really need a break. but ppl will start asking me "y you never come cg arh?" esp the adults. haiz. y didnt i say tt i dun wanna go in the beginning? my folks ASKED this before, but i flaty say i want to go. i wished i hadnt. i haf this desire to go back to Lentor. rach and grace are there. haiZ.
so sian... haf to go do hw now.. EMS + Chi again....
Life is so RANDOM.
3:47 PM
3:47 PM
will blog alot these days. i need to let out my feelings. or else i'll go bonkers. FRUSTRATED. that's the word. let me repeat: FRUSRATED. sch life is really frustrating. all the deadlines. the rush. the homework. teachers say they also has the same workload.. but it's.. different. in e 1st place, no one asked em to give so much hw. NO ONE. everyday homwork: EMS + Chi. all subjects and they keep emphesizing "it's only ____ (put number less than 20 here) days to PSLE! No time left! you all must work hard! then you can play all you want after PSLE.." it's like.. ok. it's NOT crap. i admit. it's true. but it becomes NAGGING. everyday it's lidat. "if the govt doesnt want ppl to die young, why give us studies to stress us up?" -tiFFy- i luv tiff. and vin. and pris.and all my church ppl. they are the best. i luv sunday also. SCH PPL REALLY FRUSTRATE ME. sorry avril... you too. i dun really hope you read this but if you do, so be it. three weeks. how long is that? 21 days. 504 hours. 30240 mins. 1814400 secs. it isnt long. not long. but it seems distant. how i wish the day of placement wld come faster. speedy. i do things speedy now. when is 9 oct coming?! it really seems distant. very.
why did God create sibs? i cant understand and will never understand. God's wisdom is to great for me. i'm only a flea of His creation. a very small part of His wisdom is in me and it can never compare to His infinite wisdom. back to sibs, i cant stand my sis. I REALLY CANT. why.. i see other ppl's sisters or bros.. they all so communticative. mine? shouting. sacarsm. screaming. that's how WE communicate. can she grow faster? it all seems so slow. very slow. need i repeat?
i assure you, this will be a very different colour. i luv this. i need a change.
Life is so RANDOM.
3:13 PM
3:13 PM
heehee.. now @ sch comp lab.. dun tell my teacher~ things can get really bored round here. haiz.. i forgot to mention tt @ jac bday surprise.. the birthday guys and gals had to take out candles with their mouths.. jac had to take out most... ew...hahaha.... this comp is real slow, btw.. so boring.. and no msn.. arggh..~ need to go!! bb guys..
Life is so RANDOM.
9:16 AM
9:16 AM
haiz.. not exactly crazy abt sch but.. mm.. it's going to be PLSE b4 i know it.. 3 more weeks!! i cant wait.. even if i'm free for just 2.5 months. better than nothing.. then it's going to be PLAIN FUN!! yippee... (i know i sound crazy but.. I'M REALLY SOOO EXCITED!!)
Today.. work work work.. the chers didnt waste any time.. haiz.. my sec sch.. how arh~!! i dunno where to go..
and tt student bible rocks.. thanks juliana again!!
CINDERELLA STORY.. arggh!! today qu bu cheng.. i think i sld be going on Wed with avril.. um.. if we find another person.. that is~ avril wldnt budge if only we two.. who was the one who suggested only we two~??!!
Yesterday's random colour is brought to you by TiFfY!! Today's provider will be... ShEr.. heehee.. wad will it be??
WAD I SEE: TONS AND TONS OF HW.. CHINESE ESP
DID I MENTION HOW MUCH I HATE CHINESE??!!
Life is so RANDOM.
3:25 PM
3:25 PM
hahaha... we had a belated bday surprise for jac!! everyone was so secretive... and i think jac smelt a rat... so aft ushering we're supposed to be in the playground, "missing" debrief.. then vin will blindfold jac and lead her to the playground.. by e time the candle wax all drip to the cake alady!! gross.. we took ministry photos.. this time it's not too bright.. YAY!!the cake was super.. left over actually want to give sam.. but then he say he scared fat.. lolx.. 0 Days, 5 hours and 1 min to sch!! haiz!!
Julianna gave me a student bible.. yay.. i finally haf one.. i haf been looking high and low.. haha..
Wat is todays random colour?? i wonder.. NOT READY 4 SCH.. why is the MOE so stingy?? extend the hols lah..! =S
Life is so RANDOM.
6:23 PM
6:23 PM
REFLECTIONS
went to toa payoh to eat today. Had two disturbing tots/scenes/wat-u-call-it
#1
I went to this hawker center and bought sugar cane juice. the girl there looked a teeny tiny bit horrifying. she had one normal eye but the other was really small and set back, like cave in... thank God that we haf normal eyes~!!
#2
I passed by HDB hub. there got hang 10. an auntie was caught stealing and was trying to get outof it by making a commotion. every1 was crowding around.. craning their necks to see wad was happening. Why cant she just admit she stole?? haiz..
#3
my minstry rawks.. but um.. i dunno whether to change.. Lord pls guide my steps. mmm... should i go choir?? and WHERE SLD I GO FOR SEC SCH?? i'll be stuck there for 4 years.. so i dun want to make any wrong move.
haiz!!! my chinese is in the dumps.. how am i going to face my folks?? jiejie julianna is starting the "Help Sheryl Big Project" running for 2 weeks to help me.. haha... thank you jiejie!! =)
Oh ya.. everyday i'll put a random HTML colour.. so dun mind the wierd colours~ heehee..
Life is so RANDOM.
10:18 PM
10:18 PM
i luv this too!
Life is so RANDOM.
2:29 PM
2:29 PM
i luv this layout and the music.. supposed to be yesterday gao ding.. but blogger lag.. dumb..
anyway.. hmm.. last sat i went to east coast!! there's this humgonous tree which i can lie down in between.. wah.. but next day back so pain.. i'm going to chop tt tree..
msn is getting me hooked on the comp.. arggh! as this wk is hol.. my mind actually switched off!! oh no.. got supp from mon to today.. my html is getting betta!! yay...
...SOS SUNDAY...
Very chaotic.. but good.. the harvest is plentiful but WHY ARE THE WORKERS SO FEW?? ppl queued from i think 12 plus.. it was like a tap which cant stop flowing.. hahah. anyway.. this sos quite little ppl.. prob cuz of hol.. the drama was good.. although i didnt really listen to bro sam's message. Aww!! we got to sit @ the window panes.. lol.. dun tell k?! hahah...
... OTHER PPL'S BLOG...
got tiffy's blog.. we exchanged add.. got many ppl's blogs tt way! discovered many many things and got a deeper understanding of ppl. hmm.. kk.. tuition next! haiz..
Life is so RANDOM.
2:14 PM
2:14 PM
"Looking at Sheryl reminds me of myself when I was 12. The neither-here-nor-there-age..the little girl trying to find her place, her identity, her grounds and foundations in this messy messy world. If not for Christ, I would not have found it, and I think she will find hers in Him too." -pris... -
i totally agree with this lor.. it clearly describes my emotions.. but how come i haven't found my place, identity, grounds and foundations yet??!!
we were walking in the underpass in orchard.. heard this song "majesty" played by a man. it's so nice with ppl just glorify God's name in the streets..
i'm going to kill joshua next fri.. i met him and stephanie at scotts isetan!! sort of frightened us.. imagine this..
you were walking down the streets with two frens with a hand came swinging by..
that's wat happened.. lolx..
Life is so RANDOM.
12:13 PM
12:13 PM
manasseh gals night out!! woohoo!!!
supposed to be at marina bay.. with the whole tribe attending.. but only 3 oof us went.. so we decided to change venue.. ORCHARD ROAD!! so long neva go alady.. 1 year plus..
i was like so geared up during the day.. wat to wear.. etc. finally decided on jeans in school.. when the rain came splashing down. Arggghh!!! oh well.. wore berms instead.. thought of wearing skirt oso.. but forget it..
mrs lim dismissed early!!! by 1/2 h. isnt that amazing.. but she was shouting at someone when we left.. was really furiously scolding a boy..
i literlly flew home. called joanne and isabel and sarah.. all not going!! boo hoo.
actually i was quite down @ sch because i sort of lost my temper at avril.. i feel so bad u know.. but then she really stretched my patience lorx.. she's almost never enthu one.. it's like very bo chap one lar.. not her problem she just dun care. i came back from the canteen and then saw her face was like very sian lidat.. then i asked her if she was angry.. then she ignored me lorx.. i was like pissed... then i shouted at her.. so now she still ignoring me.. so sad.
kk.. back to night out.. i thought i was late!! missed the bus and the train.. but i was still early lar..
we ate at hans.. shopped.. then i saw this REALLY CUTE top.. $9.90only leh!! no $$.. actually we wanted to eat the mud pie at the dunno where. but the queue so long.. we ate icecream at macs instead..
pris actually borrowed God chasers FROM THE LIB!!! so blessed...
reached home at 11pm.. very tired..
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TODAY.. report books. arggre went DOWN EVEN FURTHER. Shucks.. now it's 237.75.. argg.. 3As 1B. tt dumb chinese paper!!! avril is still ignoring me..
Life is so RANDOM.
11:44 AM
11:44 AM