will blog alot these days. i need to let out my feelings. or else i'll go bonkers. FRUSTRATED. that's the word. let me repeat: FRUSRATED. sch life is really frustrating. all the deadlines. the rush. the homework. teachers say they also has the same workload.. but it's.. different. in e 1st place, no one asked em to give so much hw. NO ONE. everyday homwork: EMS + Chi. all subjects and they keep emphesizing "it's only ____ (put number less than 20 here) days to PSLE! No time left! you all must work hard! then you can play all you want after PSLE.." it's like.. ok. it's NOT crap. i admit. it's true. but it becomes NAGGING. everyday it's lidat. "if the govt doesnt want ppl to die young, why give us studies to stress us up?" -tiFFy- i luv tiff. and vin. and pris.and all my church ppl. they are the best. i luv sunday also. SCH PPL REALLY FRUSTRATE ME. sorry avril... you too. i dun really hope you read this but if you do, so be it. three weeks. how long is that? 21 days. 504 hours. 30240 mins. 1814400 secs. it isnt long. not long. but it seems distant. how i wish the day of placement wld come faster. speedy. i do things speedy now. when is 9 oct coming?! it really seems distant. very.
why did God create sibs? i cant understand and will never understand. God's wisdom is to great for me. i'm only a flea of His creation. a very small part of His wisdom is in me and it can never compare to His infinite wisdom. back to sibs, i cant stand my sis. I REALLY CANT. why.. i see other ppl's sisters or bros.. they all so communticative. mine? shouting. sacarsm. screaming. that's how WE communicate. can she grow faster? it all seems so slow. very slow. need i repeat?
i assure you, this will be a very different colour. i luv this. i need a change.
Life is so RANDOM.
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