right... i'm SO right. for once i DUN WANNA be right... there's really sth wrong wif avril. she didnt speak A SINGLE WORD to me starting from 2pm yesterday!!!! omg.. haix... do friendships really last forever?? like those "frens forever" scrawled in autograph bks are a TOTAL LIE.. she like ignored me.. when i tried to ask.. SHE'S ALWAYS LIDAT. i hate to "die" w/o knowing WHY i died. it's really hurtful and the feeling really sucks.. when shez angry.. she dun want to to why... it's like so condemning.. pri sch is always like tt. can someone pls... TURN THE CLOCK... please x infinity and thanks alot!! a million!! infinity!! i wld thank you so MUCH. *phone rings* brb... ans phone..
BACK. the caller id said private...for tt second i held the hope tt she was the caller. because it says private. her no. is private. but it's FOR MY SIS. *sigh sigh... cry CRY...* is there a shoulder for me to lean on?
Anyway... on the bright side... I FINALLY got a break from this clique. it's like so waste time.. we haf only 1/2 h for recess and the clique doesnt know how to use 30mins wisely. they will chat and chat... by the time we reach the canteen... there's no time to eat. I mean.. CANT THEY TOK IN THE CANTEEN?! time is just too precious to be wasted away like tt.
i tried to but a really "brave" front today... act confident.. etc. but it's really tiring me down. i really tired. really sad. really discouraged. haiX...
lets see.. who's online now..? rach and kenneth.. only.. when i logged on 10mins ago there's no one at all.. haha...
Stress manz.. why did theey invent this word? everyone's a victim..
this page is so impt to me... at least i haf a place to vent all my stresses... thank God for inspiring the creators to create blogger~~
except for the frenships built in chuch and wif the Holy One.. there's no much of a possbilty tt frenships last forever.... i haf leart this again and again.. i refuse to accept it.. but looks like i haf to...
Life is so RANDOM.
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