hmm.. i think shud pray for some ppl here. in praticular.. lynn.. linda.. cindy... lq (i think i know only these ppl taking the As and Os) as well as everyone talking exams!
//Dear Lord.. i just pray for these ppl. please pour down your showers of blessing on them.. blessings of strength.. of quick thinking.. of good memory and a spirit of dilligence...wisdom and good health Lord..be with them Lord.. as they go through this period of exams. after it all.. they are going to glorify your name with good results. yes Lord.. in Jesus name i pray.. amen.//
hahah... now it's to bed. :( there goes super sunday. sigh. tmr will be sooo boring! mass lec. hmm...night world. goodbye super sunday. good night God. ;)
Life is so RANDOM.
10:23 PM
10:23 PM
hmm.. i found this somewhere.
http://lifewithoutlimbs.org
its about the guy nick who doesnt haf limbs. need i say more??
and i found this is althea's blog. a link to me. lol
sheryl +small outside, big inside
ahaha
and you havent see this coooL thing!
Life is so RANDOM.
6:36 PM
6:36 PM
Did i ever say that sundays simply rawk?! heex...
today we celebrate birthday queen's birthday! (wow.. i'm really wondering when i become so lame. ha!) the doggie was soooo cutE!!! *hint hint*
cg.. hmm... cindy lah! :S say wad i co lead PnW wif her. omg.. i had to pray lor! my prayers are not fantastic sia.. very broken.. and it's like the words.. cannot find. lol.... anyway.. that aside.. cg was.. great! hehehe...
erm.. we played this game called find the electric thingy. i think. lol.. erm.. lq got forfeit. haha.. then he share wad he's previous cg does. lol! so funny lor! hahahax.. (in the end.. cldnt think of a funny one)
then breakthrough erm... i dun haf my book. heex.. so lq lend me. so convienent hor?! in the end i help him do. hah.(see? i wasnt wrong in saying lq bully me. ;) heex...)
got this qn.. duno wad.. how can we use the word of God to break habits. i was feeling lame i guess. i mean. it's not really related to the qn. haha.. then i said "use scissors break lor!" lol.. i told u i was feeling lame. ;0-)
ushering was kinda slack. i mean.. i the whole service was kinda slack in my opinion. yazz...
after service got usher debrief. -duh!- then i had to make sure tiff din run away. hah! heng got wayne help me. lol...
then bday queen decided to go macs. phototaking session!! make sure vin comes online to send the pics to me.. hehehe!
there ends super sunday. perhapes the only thing bad about sunday is my parents nagging. sigh.
tmr is the start of november!!!!! *hint* dun pretend. heex.
anyway.. i got into the bday comm. i think. hahahaha... mandy watch out wor! heeheee!
next sunday will rock. i dun think i can tell wads going to happen. haha. but it's definetely fantastic. ha!
Life is so RANDOM.
5:49 PM
5:49 PM
tmr is sunday again!!! woohoo! anyone knows how MUCH i loveee sundays?!
anyway.. din managed to go MS today. budden went to the lib. finally. haha..
hmm.. every1 of us are hungry for God's fire.. hey Father! heard us?? ^^
from wad i read in some blogs.. the last HGM is better.. hm.. haha.. long time no go le.. i think the last one i went was on my birthday... last year. yaa..
having kinda lotsa mixed feelings now. sigh. muddleD!!
sunday. we can just step into the house of God.. forget about everything. wow.. love sundays. it's a special day. ;)
Come Holy Spirit.. Fall afresh on me....
Fill me wif Your power.. satisfy my needs
Only You can make me whole..
Give me strength to make me grow..
Come Holy Spirit.. fall afresh on me..
And then i duno if i haf said this b4.. but if i did i'm going to say again. It spoke to me yest..
It's the eleventh hour. Just believe...Just believe...
i just lovee this marquee.. lol..
Life is so RANDOM.
10:43 PM
10:43 PM
almost forget this impt post.
Life is so RANDOM.
1:21 PM
1:21 PM
the meeting was great~!! hmm.. sat wif tiffy.. althea...and jh. then came along joycelyn and clara! hehe...
PnW was solid. er, pacer and girlie and another gal led. ya.. and bro sam played the trumpet. ha
then after that erm... the altar was open. for those who want to recieve the gift of tongues. erm... i went wif athea and tiff. tho i already recieved it as a bday pressie from God last yeaR! ha. budden i went cuz.. i wanted to be renewed in the Holy Spirit. ya.
go back le right.. then erm.. pray lor.. budden i didnt really pray. cuz i tot i shud rest in His presence and peace. ya.. so i just close my eyes and enjoy His rest.
at the end of the service.. we sang majesty. impromptu. hahaha.. (pointed out by jh)
then at the lobby... i found pris and vin!! hehehe... tickling session started. ;)
feeling extremely joyful. hehe..
Life is so RANDOM.
11:18 PM
11:18 PM
great. so much for saying my days are crawling ever so slowly. and it's almost NOV!! yay! which means- my bday is coming soon! hehehehe... dun pretend... ;)
hm.. next week will be packed at sch.
monday - mass lecture
tuesday - HPB (again!)
wednesday - comp lab. but it wont be fun =(
thursday - sci experiment
friday - camp briefing and marketing talk. eek!
haha... hmm... later going to holy ghost meeting.. wif tiff and her cg. yupp... so let the spirit of the Lord spread like wild fire~!!
Life is so RANDOM.
2:32 PM
2:32 PM
spell derob backwards. so sianx! and right, the most ridiculous thing is... we still haf to go sch for post exam stuffs.
chatted wif mr ow during PE... and hey.. he said that other schools.. they go places like.. sentosa... cruise... zoo... etc. :( and we go? HPB! -rolls eyes- alamak..
still tired. i feel kinda guilty. i actually fell asleep while praying b4 bed. my goodness...!!
since i'm soo bored.. there's nth much to post about. chatting wif wayne budden the conver seems... dead.
having alot of mood swings these days.
that's it for today i guess.
Life is so RANDOM.
2:42 PM
2:42 PM
today i attended a health camp by healthzone. fun yes. heh.
the bus ride was incredibly smooth. when we reach there, this guy called mr mick, wif his two girl helpers named joy and sarah, got us settled down.
firstly was a morning energiser, whereby we had to pass a wooden hoop around in a circle. but we had to hold hands and not let go. and not drop the hoop. 6 Joy won, but we are not sore losers. the game was great fun. there was cheering... "faster faster!!!" haha... so the hoop is like.. over our heads. lol...
next was this game called small small world. we had to form teams of 4. 8 teams in all, 4 from each class. there were 2 classes, btw. so the four ppl are given a mat. actually four small ones pieced tog. we had to walk around it when the music is played. when it stopped, we had to keep our feet in the mat. haha.. imagine all the tiptoeing. each round the mats were reduced in size. we won!!! hehehe... we had this brillant idea, thanks to peiling! we could do anything, so long as our feet were in the mat. when the mat was only one piece, which is about... 30cm x 30 cm, everyone was racking their brains how to put 8 feet in the mat and balance. peiling tot of sitting on the floor, and pile our feet in the mat. heheheh!! they said we could do anything right? lol. the prize was this puzzle board, for us to personalise.
Thru that game, i learned sth else. in the christian perspective. sometimes our tots are so confined. like for example keeping out feet in means having to stand in the mat too. it's obviously not the case, and we haf to think out of the norm. moral of story: the conditioning of the mind. which is wad we learn in breakthrough! (shows i got listen, hehe)
next was... a memory game. i hate memory games, so lets skip that.
then came The Amazing Race! we had to finish a crossword puzzle, while journeying around healthzone. there were two smokescreens, more formally known as roadblocks.
that occupied 1/2 hour. after that was break, when we were given a raisin bun, an apple and a cup of water. i skipped the water. haha...
Then was the personal pledge making. boring...
then was the results!!! me and mavis didnt win. :( but...... we had fun. thats most impt anyway. hehehe... so the top 11 had to pick a key, and pick a box to open. there was a prize in each box. Jensen and Jia Cheng got the grand prize!! worth $108 and a tee. i'm in desperate need of tees. hahaha...
that was end. so.. the rest you know..take bus back.. then eat eat.... home.. blabla.
And did i tell you i lost my pen? and bought a collar pin. and bought this super cute stressball!!! lol...
Life is so RANDOM.
5:07 PM
5:07 PM
i was sleeping on a hard, cold bench. that was cos dumb sis's bag was occupying the sofa. i was waiting for YOU, to finish typing your testimonial for swordlight. When YOU needed the comp, I will hurry my work and in 5 mins or less, the comp is YOURS. i was lying there, tired, laden with my own probs. i was tsking myself. myself! and you thot i was tsking you. did it ever ever ever occur to you i was tsking life? myself? my so called probs? i do have probs, even after exams. who is without?! you tell me. and why do you need more than 3 hours to type a testimonial? you are typing, not writing. it's only a ten min one. why do you need such a longggg time?! Sometimes i wanna pray. talk to him. i juz dun haf the privacy to do it. wads wif it?!
Life is so RANDOM.
4:56 PM
4:56 PM
Sunday is the greatest day. today is
anyway, as i said, we had a div. meet and erm, kenny spoke. yeah.. then there's this song, which i dl le!!! it's called... thank you for giving to the Lord. i think so. wadever, it is a nice song. haha...
speedlight, was great! PnW was really nice, led by joycelyn. Tho i STILL cant find the "I love You Lord" only the lyrics. hehe.. then when we sang my redeemer lives.. we jumped! hehe... the guys, me and cindy. haha.. duno why the gals didnt wanna jump.. it's nice to jump for the Lord. erm... and the ushering ministry oso jumpeD! lol... i hope the spirit will catch on. like a fire. 'cept this fire is good. haha...
okay... shall explain why today is not SO great. i think my dad today right... zhen1 dui4 me. i just haf this feeling. he kept asking me to eat. then say wad wad... then ask me to pack this pack that. sigh. maybe me oversuspicious? i dunO...
still hungry. but shall not ask for food anymore. dun give him a chance to zhen1 dui4 me le..
Life is so RANDOM.
6:53 PM
6:53 PM
i getting irritated!!! dum.. my internet.. or rather my comp.. has gone siao ding tong le... anyway, i juz returned from lin's house. hehe.. housewarming. erm, i missed lynn... but.. when i reached, lijia was dere. then i go fetch tiffy.. come back john, yong bin, and alvin chia there le.. haha.. then yong bin had to go.. so we all in lin's room.. surf net.. lin's great idea lah! go see wad pig pictures.. eeee.... all the pig brain.. the heart.. and pig cut open.. ewww!! then listen songs.. chat chat.. then right.. all of em abandon tiff and me.. go parkway.. haha.. so we wif jianhan.. take pics.. hehehe... so i finally haf a proper msn pic le. tho the pic quality no good. hahaa...
now kinda tired. hope i dont get dc again. or i'll sue microsoft. lol..
Life is so RANDOM.
9:48 PM
9:48 PM
sheryl is currently undergoing torture... grapefruit= sour + bitter!! yikes... i haf to finish one jumbo somemore... eeks...
Life is so RANDOM.
2:05 PM
2:05 PM
N.O.T.I.C.E - SKIP THIS IS YOU WANT TO
okay, i guess this is the last post of the day. dreams part 2.
there's this dream that "haunted" me for a very long time le. derived from the last sentence, you can hereby conclude that the dream, or rather, nightmare, is kinda scary. here goes.
hmmm, i love my gram alot. cuz she was the one watching me grow up. giving me treats. the one who scolded me when i did wrong and praise me when i do something right. The one who embraced me when i was sad.
Then, on the other hand, my sis love my ex maid alot. She was the one to watch my sis grow up. as a result, she's kinda biased. and, normally, from what i observe, maids dun usually get along well with grandmothers. okay..
I dreamt that my ex maid(let's call her Auntie) and my gram as well as I were in Malaysia. I think it was KL. then, as i said, they dun get along very well. my gram said that that's because Auntie "tried to harm me by kicking me when i was young" then i dreamt that...that...that... that... sorry peepz...i cannot juz express it like that. it's kinda an knot that is binding my heart really tightly. i couldnt tell my parents. i had many confilcts wif Auntie. many many that it appears that she hated me. to bits. Then i confided wif my "penpal". guess wad happened? She replied, and the reply was lying around. cuz i was packing and somehow fell asleep. then pesky sister picked up the paper (so coincedental?) cuz she liked the pattern and felt jealous. Seconds later she showed it to Auntie. Auntie read the letter and tot that i was badmouthing her. And we started quarelling. Was i wrong to tell my penpal my troubles? and this "confiding of my troubles" was "madmouthing" in the eyes of Auntie.
sigh. that is one of my burdens that i carried for a long time. i hadnt gave it to God it. I suppose it's high time i give it to Him. yeap. i'm going to do just that.
I promised my fren i wld go cg today. i haf second tots. sighhh...
Life is so RANDOM.
4:29 PM
4:29 PM
The Straits Times - 17 October 2004
The Bible's Second Coming - William Furney
THE Bible is back.
Verily I say unto thee, the secraphic tome is making a stealthy reappearance.
Often touted as the world's best selling book - only occasionally surpassed by a new Harry Potter - it is also the world's best never-read book.
(blablablablabla...)
An online reviewer of the former (The King James Version Bible), porsie from Borneo, said, "I have attempted to get through this novel again and again, and it wasn't until i realised that it had a whole... load of authors that i understood the reason it's so unevenly written... The creation of the world in seven days? Give me a break! It takes that long to drive across US..."
(blablablablabla...)
And while we may not like to attest, the Bible has become so ingrained in Christian lives that it naturally spawns generations of doppelgangers, albeit for financial, narcissistic and un-altruistic gain: The Beauty Bible, The Ultimate Guide to Smart Beauty; the Sales Bible: the Ultimate Sales Resource; and what about: Bad Girls of the Bible And What we Can Learn From Them (Wisdom for today's woman from strumpets Jezebel and Delibah)?
(blablablablabla...)
Life is so RANDOM.
4:03 PM
4:03 PM
dreams. nightmares rather. i've been having em for the past few days.
firstly, i dreamt that my parents were two mediacrop actors(actresses). and they were divorcing and i was stuck in the middle.
secondly i dreamt that one of my so called friends who betrayed me last year purposely came and taunt me.
Thirdly, i had a horrible dream, that i know, but i cant recall it now. :S
wads wif it?
Seems i hate alot of things huh? now add this to the list: nightmares
eeks~ who likes anyway? unless you are sick somewhere in your head. hahaha...
hmm... my trip to heartland mall a few days ago. i juzt remembered something kinda disturbing. i strolled into a 2nd hand bookshop that day and saw a book. "the Buddist Bible" it was titled.
-rolls eyes- hello? Buddist Bible? tho i kinda had the urge to open it, and look, but something told me not to. then i told my friend that we should go popular. now. ha... and i got away wif it. =p
Life is so RANDOM.
3:53 PM
3:53 PM
one day.. i think in one of my mock exams. i read a very small part about the diary of Anne
Frank. How ppl wanted to wipe out Judiasm. How they got captured. And wad was awaiting em.
Concentration and labour camps. for some people, including children aged 16 and under, they were
gassed. it sure was an instant and painless way to die. budden.. dont people even haf a
consience?! both outcomes are soo cruel. and then you haf wars. a good example would be WW2..
hey.. singapore was a victim okay.. it seems to me that ppl enjoy killing others. making war.
they dun value peace. Sometimes i wonder why God allow this type of things to happen. then my
mind drifts of the Titanic tragedy. New World Hotel collapse. Nicoll Highway collapse. The RSS
courageous thingy..I was listening to "heal the world" by micheal jackson. then.. it's like.. i wondered why God dun
heal the world. budden tiffy say.. He heals the world.. sometimes we just dun ask Him. Non
believers. It's we never ask Him, not that He dun want to heal us. And sometimes, i wonder why my tots are never complete. dun blame me ppl... =p
Life is so RANDOM.
8:28 PM
8:28 PM
today is sooo sianz! all the fun crappy ppl not online.. linda went off le.. so now having a chat wif rach.. which dun seem to be very active either. i want tiff come online~!! hmm... yeah... slept in the study yest. cuz gram was coughing coughing.. very noisy. cannot sleep. yeah.. so move to the study. hehe.. anyway i want the study as MY ROOM! heh.. i want my own room sia. tmr.. sch.. will be talks talks talks. hate talks. so boring... :S sigh. i HATE boredom. so sian now.. could read books but run out of books le.. hahaha...funny huh.. so now typing... listening music.. blabla..OH SO BORING... post exam boredom.. i call it. haha.. got hW.. say alot.. no Hw.. say nth to do. sighhh... prob is hw always come at the wrong time. hahaha...
Life is so RANDOM.
3:49 PM
3:49 PM
humph. i cant stand it anymore. i think one day i'll get really really fed up of this stupid house. dum family. ok. then people will start ranting... "you are so blessed. some ppl dun even have a family! thank God you have such a wonderful family instead of complaining and complaining. " :s -rolls eyes- and hey.. 12year olds have some BIG problems. dun thinhk we small... 12years only! your head. we do have big probs. i think cuz 1. PSLE 2. this is the last year MOST people dun value friendship. (last year yes, but they still dont value yet.) 3. people surrounding duno whether to treat us as "maturE" or "inmature" (as in age) parents duno if we are old enuf to be independent. arghhhhhh... my folks always act practical... omg... their 'practicalness' is to set this rule.. set that rule... roster this and that. like camp(those military stuff ones) leh! :S
i want to grow older now!!!!
Life is so RANDOM.
1:53 PM
1:53 PM
no neos. no $$. mom say no. only got sore throat. :s sigh. i shud haf forgo the ice cream. choc somemore.
anyway, my sis won and she got to tag along. grr. once we reach the Mall we bought ice cream. from KFC. then we shop shop. got the pressies. so cute! but i cannot say wad are they. haha... *surprise surprise* so we window shop most of the time.. yeah.. shopping and more shopping.. i bought some sushi... and yea.. that's about it. so now sore throat. arggh...
and...dad say if i want internet... no hp. hp.. no internet. i think choose internet better. haha...
Life is so RANDOM.
8:52 PM
8:52 PM
hehe... i'm about 1 hour away from heartland mall. SHOPPING!!! lol.. going wif vivien. if got $$ then take neos. i never taken a single neo in my life! humph. ha. needa shop for bday pressies. anyway got so many new shops. muz rem to take $$ for ice cream~! haha...
anyway.. came back from IMH 2hours ago. and no, i'm not sick. my gram need to do follow up. dunno wad brain chemical inbalance or sth lidat. not cut out for sci stuff. haha.. yeah... and now i'm kinda tired. [when am i not tired?!] sigh.
**finally, my rich text editor is working! no more html editing for posts! hehe.. and i'm doing blog cleanup. deleting some posts. hmm....**
~*-sMiLe*-~
Smile!
It costs nothing, but creates much.
It enriches those who recieve it
without improverishing those who give it
It happens in a flash,
and the memory of it sometimes lasts forever.
None are so rich they can get along with it,
and none are so poor but are richer for it's benefits.
It creates happiness in the home,
fosters goodwill in a business,
and is the countersign of friends.
It is rest to the weary, daylight to the discouraged.
sunshine to the sad, and nature's best antidote for trouble
yet it cannot be bought, begged, borrowed or stolen,
for it is something that is no earthly good to anyone until it's given away!
make sure you leave them as one of yours
For no one needs a smile so much as those who have none left to give
A smile is always welcome
for it opens doors and hearts as if it were a key.
Smile!
Author Unknown - from Stories for a teen's heart 3
Life is so RANDOM.
2:19 PM
2:19 PM
i'm tired. i wrote a letter to God last night. poured out almost everything to Him. in darkness. i'm really tired. mentally. sigh
Life is so RANDOM.
9:54 PM
9:54 PM
haha... LQ told me yesterday maybe my dream is juz post exam stress. hahaha... anyway, i'm jjuz going to trash it aside. :P
cg was, as usual, great. hehe.. budden cindy hurt her ankle. so two of my frens are limping today. :(Rach didnt go cg.. she went to you know you know.
Worship was.. God of wonders and Here I am to worship. Singing here i am to worship reminds me of 2 May this year.. one day aft my wallet and phone was stolen. it was a sunday so i was at cg and we sang here i am to worship. there i was.. asking myself is God really wonderful to me. It was really difficult to sing that song at that time. But obviously God WAS really wonderful to me. :)
at sharing.. i shared abt my moms return.. FREE FROM CARROT STICKS!! Haha.. at 1st actually i dunnit to share one.. then some particular ppl sabo me. hahaha... hmm... tonight shall ask about the two taps. post exam stress?? i'm not so sure abt that.
ushering was also, as usual, great. i did attendance. haha.. me and tiff W. was in the manger... wif jacq.. cheny.. juliana.. elinna and dominic clacking and clacking the counters. cooL sia! hehe..
tiff (the older one) had a pillow wif her name stiched on it from her cg! so sweet. then me and the other tiff snatched from her. and then cheny and wayne oso joined in. lolx.. And Alena was finally back!! yay!
lunch was wif tiff W.. jian han.. some gal i dunno.. jul..alena.. eunice.. and mandy. (did i leave out someone??) the topic of conversation was mostly about being the single child in the family. WHICH I WANT!!!!!! aft lunch to office.. there we sung wif althea playing guitar! love that sia..
my cousin is sooo cute! i hugged her 5 min ago.. then she came to me.. and i say.. "bao bao" (gimme a hug) then she say.."ni gang cai yi jing bao wo le."(you juz now hug me le) -.-" haha. yeah.. we having "family gathering" everyone from my moms side. anyway... we are closer to my mom's side than my dad's~ hehe..
okok..
i gtg.. and eat!!!
Life is so RANDOM.
7:13 PM
7:13 PM
i had a dream. quite scary lah... i TRY to describe everything here.
i had a very big house. 4 stories high with the centre hollow. (sth like wad u see in a mall)------> i was on the 3rd floor doing dunno wad ------> then this policeman (i think) barged in wif a guy. (call him "bad guy") -------> policeman proceed to interogate bad guy -------> bad guy shouted that he's a "chinese fallen angel named lucifer" --------> bad guy lunges at me -------> poked me wif sth -------> me shrinked to a very small size --------> since the floor doesnt haf railing.. -----> he threw me down the hollow hole --------> landed somewhere where there were science stuff... labartory appaturus. --------> and my mom woke me up. :s
anyway, the whole dream was i think in the "chinese 7th month" budden i dun believe in all that crap liao.. so wads wif it?!
while i was eating.. someone tapped me on my shoulder twice.. hmmm?
AS USUAL.. mom and dad nagging nagging nagging... it seems they enjoy nagging..
AUNTIE MILA CALL!!! budden dum dum sis snatched the phone from me. darn. FYI auntie mila is my ex maid. yeah.. now shez in canada. i used to hate her but well.. thats the past. :)
Someone explain the dream to me??
**DUM DUM SIS!! i wanna tok to auntie mila!!!!!**
Life is so RANDOM.
1:19 PM
1:19 PM
I just want to know... why my mood has gone from good to bad.
Lack of sleep? or maybe my mom was using the comp for too long when i was in the middle of sth. or maybe it's because my fren has irritated me the 1st thing i wake up? cuz i slept on the floor? cuz i lost track of time? WHY?!
Life is so RANDOM.
5:02 PM
5:02 PM
i've been waiting for the WHOLE day to vent this. Actually juz now in the comp lab can bog.. budden mrs lim tot it was email n said no.darn. SO~
Relationships between me, jean and yvonne + avril and sher are no good sia.. everyone zhen dui mavis. so, being wif her.. i oso kena. avril is getting "jealous" i can sense it well. why cant every1 juz be friends? instead, they accuse ppl of "stealing" their cliques. HELLO!!! frens are supposed to be shared. sighh... then i was being suan by em... throughout the whole period!! jean, thinks she is the boss of every1's lives again. when can all these STOP?! i feel like i'm in a pressure cooker and about to EXPLODE. maybe.. if there all only non christians involved, i can understand. there ARE christianS! this feels like tug of war, wif me as the "cloth". i'm getting sick of this!
Life is so RANDOM.
11:24 AM
11:24 AM
u guessed it.. i'm SUPA TIRED. i dunno why ar.. yest wasnt SO tired.. weird..
Todays party was the most unhealthy u will ever see. Wad we had: Tibits, drinks, nuggets, and bee hoon. thats all. hehe... so while we party.. we played games.. like.. game of life and UNO! lol.. and there's this movie.. but SO boring.. called School of Rock. so i played UNO and UNOstress wif mavis. and u guessed it again. she and sher didnt get well AT ALL... being the middle gal sucks sia.. pressure..!
there's a few gals in me class.. i tell you, i'm going NUTS! all they know is to complain complain and complain. and COMPLAIN!! like.. ie.. children day concert. some tchers stayed until like.. 10pm++ excuse me, they haf their own children, families and responibilities to take care of. but to give us juz this memorable concert, they sacrified it all. know wads being appreciative?! okie.. i haf to agree, some items are quite boring.. but it's still hard work. and they say "cheh! like that only!" when the principal say.. "let thank all these tchers, they haf stayed until 10pm last night to prepare, rehearse and decorate the hall!" and instead of clapping in thanks, all they say is "10pm only waD!" sigh. when can i leave this place? i want it NOW!
Life is so RANDOM.
3:54 PM
3:54 PM
hehe... i woke up at 5 today to pick mom~ then we went to hougang to eat breakfast. by the time reach home.. haf to go sch le... heh... surprisingly i dun really feel tired. my mom brought a jacket for me! and now i'm wearing it.. hehe... brrr.. it's so cold. other than that... shan zha juan... mei got the most pressies... alot of dolls... but.. i went to compass pt and shop the whole day wif my mom!!! i got 2 very nice ushering skrits! hehe... each 19.90... quite reasonable lah..
SCH.... UNO...STAR CHECKERS... STRESS.. SNAP...! and of course the cd rom. i finished the slide le. so i can surf net for... tmr and fri! lol..
mavis is coming back tmr. i am feeling hopeful. after all... sher and her not on gd terms.. and i'm playing wif sher.. sigh.. when can this class feud end? i'm really SICk of this friend no friend business... i had enOUGh!
music.. was fun! wwe played this supermarket game... real cooL..but... some ppl are really so wet towel... no fun...
tmr ms teo treating the math hope class to pizza!! yay~ tmr got our children day celebration oso.. heehee..
Life is so RANDOM.
9:32 PM
9:32 PM
100 things about me!!
1. my name is sheryl
2. i love ch8 dramas
3. i love my church..
4. ...and all my jiejies and korkors!!
5. i listen mostly to english music
6. i love noisy music!
7. my mind wanders alot
8. i would haf jumped last year...
9. ...if i havent be a christian
10. i hate being 12
11. i'm very lazy...
12. i love hugs!
13. i feel much more appreciated in church
14. and i think my classmates/schoolmates sucks
15. i'm want to join CAM...
16. ...but i dun haf the abilty to get in
17. i love reading...
18. ... esp mysteries!!
19. i am NOT a goody-two-shoe!
20. i haf a VERY bad temper. wanna try?
21. i'm a big worrier...
22. tho the worrying is useless... cuz things always go nicely (most of the time)
23. i sleep during exams
24. i dun take PE
25. i'm always tired.. which i dunno y
26. if i sleep in the afternoon, most prolly i cant sleep at night
27. i'm scared of my folks..
28. i'm the rash type
29. very impatient
30. wants to be the single child
31. artistically and musically inclined
32. not too much tho
33. i'm VERY untidy
34. i always get heaty
35. i get frustrated easily
36. i haf a very sweet tooth
37. i cant live without the internet
38. and friends
39. i spend most of my recesses alone
40. i'm scared of cats
41. cuz while i was eating fish porridge... some dumbo cat sprang on me
42. english is my forte
43. i suck at other subs
44. i was from the choir
45. SOPRANO!! hahaha...
46. tho i was once attached to alto
47. my spelling is in the pits for both eng and chi
48. ppl say i speak well
49. i hate showering in cold water
50. i want to sell off my sis
51. if u want it for free... i'll accept gratefully!!
52. ppl say my sis is cute... and i want to throw up at that
53. i became a christian on... 22 march 2003
54. i love helping teachers
55. dun eat chilli
54. always hungry
55. hates worksheets
56. always broke
57. very sentimental
58. hates to crumple paper - tears em up!
59. i have motion sickness
60. wants a room for myself
61. always in a dilemma
62. haf sinus
63. hates strawberry icecream
64. loves cold stuff
65. loves soup!
66. laughs alot
67. has BIG mood swings
68. will feel extremely lost without a watch
69. Loves fruits
70. WheN I TyPe LIkE ThIs... i aLwAyS MaKe SuRe tHaT "L" iS cApTiAL LeTtEr
71. hates being too hot or too cold.
72. hates unreasonable ppl
73. irritated easily
74. wonders where deceased grandparents go to...
75. cant stand being ignored
76. hates shorts/trousers in the past
78. loves chatting
79. had a maid
80. study in air con classroom :P
81. loves singing
82. and ushering!
83. loves crunchy stuff
84. hates backstabbers
85. always fall sick
86. cant stand crying scenes on tv
87. cries only under pressure
88. cant stand cigarette smoke.
89. the furtherest i went to is thailand
90. my hair is very very messy however i manage it
91. i never and will never play barbie dolls
92. hates hypocrites
93. the longest i ever slept is... 13hours
94. totally cannot keep to personal timetables...
95. always scrape cream off cakes
96. swam 40 laps at one go... in p2 i think
97. hates Times New Roman font
98. kills ants by throwing heavy books on em
99. likes reading eng newspapers
100. can do crazy things at crazy times - like packing my table at 12midnight
thx to avian who gave me this lame idea...lol..
Life is so RANDOM.
10:00 PM
10:00 PM
yes... i'm having on off headaches again.. yest running temp..
ok... shall describe my day.. it was both happy and (insert a bad emotion here)
hmm... we started on our 1st post exam activity - compilation of class gratuation souviner cd rom. the whole purpose is for classmates to rem u. so each person haf to design one powerpt slide. about him/her self. well.. mine is prgressing quite well.. hehe... and the rest of the day was flipping through the sec sch imfo bk and playing games. yeah.. i finally touched UNO aft one year. haha
recess was quite a big disaster. i finished my food and approached xinyi, avril and huiwen wad happeneD? i sat down - they stood up. coincedencE? fat hope..even avril doent understand. i juz need ONE fren on earth who is studying in the same sch that UNDERSTANDS.. is that too much to ask for?
at class i played UNO wif hanisah, sher, avril and raudhah. every1 was crapping all the way but it was great fun.
now... eating carrot sticks. AGAIN... 3 days in a row le.. and the taste of carrots juz... like.. make me want to throw up.anyway.. i AM sick.. now ON again... sighhh...
tar tar sauce + hundreds and thousands + choco chips + bacon bits + CARROTS! thats wad my sis is eating now.. yucks!!
my patience and strength are running out....... renew me Lord..
Life is so RANDOM.
2:23 PM
2:23 PM
until now i can still rem this newspaper article from camp. it's about this gal.. being killed cuz she said that she believe in God.. wad wld we say? wad wld you say.. and wad wld i say? will we really say... "Yes.. i believe in Jesus"? or would we deny our Lord God? what if someone juz ask us this at gunpoint?
when i cry... i'm juz comforted that God collects every of my tears.. he cares. he knows everything. he juz.. knows. it's juz the fact he's my Father.. on who lives in heaven.. who knows all... who is so powerful. why some ppl juz dun wanna accept him? they haf nth to lose. but lots to gain. he has showered his love for us everyday. every breath we take. every moment we are alive. all because of his grace. when you are alone.. you are actually not.. he is always beside you.
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btw.. i need some advice. i was aching really bad yest night.. and it rained aft that. was does that mean?
Life is so RANDOM.
4:21 PM
4:21 PM
sighhh... MSN IS DOWN AGAIN!!! I dunno is my comp or the program... i checked the singapore website and the overseas one.... it says all systems are stable and running... the other say... it have same difficulties... WHO TO BELIEVE?! tell you... i'm going nuts!
anyway... on the lighter side... the randomness column is going to be updated... every week! haha... i found this site called the javascript source.. it's cool manx... that name reverser... the cursor and i found sth called buzzwords! cooL sia... and there's this age finder..etc... hehe... too many to put here...
i'm pretty bored... today no sch.... me not EM1... hehe.. so... lemme do another wu liao quiz... lol..from friendster! specifically from avian's bulletin post~
__`*.sChOoL.*`__
Seng Kang Primary Sch... which will change in 2.5mths time.
__`*.cLaSs.*`__
6 Faith (A)
__`*.fOrM.tEaChEr.*`__
Mrs Michelle Lim
__`*.rEgIsTeR.nUmBeR.*`__
21 (gals are majority!!)
__`*.wHu.iS.iN.uR.4.sIdEs.In.KlAs.*`__
fr0nt.. mavis/yvonne (depends)
baCk.. avril
Left.. rachael
riGht.. always change... hehe.. one of those pesky guys lah...
__`*.mOdEl.StUdEnT.*`__
Errrrr... xiang peng? darren? seow koon? Andrea?
__`*.cLeVeReSt.DoU.aHoU.*`__
Andrea... Xiang Peng... Ding Xuan...
__`*.gEnIuS.*`__
art genius -> not that i know of... my class dun really like art...Rachel!
eng genius -> the whole class.we're in the class according to our eng grades last year..
chi genius ->hmmm... andrea? shu wei? kelmond? xiang peng
sci genius -> xiang peng...
math genius-> still xiang peng... he's one smart genius
_
_`*.cReAtIvE.iN.kLaS.*`__
errrrr.... my class creativity not very good...
__`*.wHu.iS.fIrSt.In.KlAs.*`__
Xiang Peng
__`*.wHu.iS.lAsT.In.KlAs.*`__
err... i dunno...
__`*.cRaZy.GuY.iN.kLaS.*`__
Ding Xuan
__`*.cRaZy.GuRl.iN.kLaS.*`__
Rachel
__`*.lYkS.tO.lUfF.aLoT.dE.*`__
Me... almost whole class?
__`*.hAtEs.(bOys).*`__
All the guys... dun u know guys in my class are dumbos?
__`*.hAtEs.(gUrLs).*`__
can i change the qn? Gurls who hate me: tons.... WHY?!
__`*.lOuDeSt.VoIcE.iN.kLaS.*`__
Ding Xuan
__`*.aLwAyS.sHoUtS.iN.kLaS.*`__
Ding Xuan
__`*.sOmEoNe.In.KlAs.ThAt.hAtEs.MuA.*`__
the whole class... WHY AR?!
__`*.cUtEsT.gUy.In.KlAs.*`__
none.. the guys in mua class sucks...
__`*.cUtEsT.gUrL.In.KlAs.*`__
haha... i dunno... Andrea?
__`*.yAnDaO.In.KlAs.*`__
Koh Bon
__`*.cHiO.bU.In.KlAs.*`__
hmm....? Andrea i guess..
__`*.qUiEtEsT.In.KlAs.(gUyS).*`__
Darren? no.. all the guys are noisy
__`*.qUiEtEsT.In.KlAs.(gUrL).*`__
jia yun... sighh.. when can she open up?
__`*.aLwAyS.bEiNg.TeAsEd.*`__
ME... darren... (we're not associated...btw...)
__`*.nO.pAy.AtTeNtIoN.iN.kLaS.*`__
Me.
__`*.nOiSe.CoNtRiBuTeRs.In.KlAs.*`__
Ding Xuan..Koh Bon and gang...
__`*.aLWaYs.TiO.sCoLdEd?.*`__
Shen Hao... jeffery... koh bon and gang
__`*.bLuR.QuEeN/KiNgS.*`__
Me... jeffery... (again i'm not to be associated wif him)
__`*.pErVeRt.FrEaKs.*`__
i dunno...
__`*.jOkE.cOnTrIbUtErS.*`__
the guys... particularly koh bon and gang..
__`*.n0tTi.YaNdAoXx.*`__
the guys... they are so not guai..
__`*.n0tTi.cHiO.bU.*`__
hmmm....?
__`*.lAtE.cOmErS.*`__
yong xuan wif a record of more than 20 late comings... this year.
__`*.pOnTaNg.KiNg/QuEeN.*`__
wattheheck?
__`*.sTiNkO.*`__
i dunno...
__`*.lAmE.dOu.aHoU.*`__
the guys...
__`*.fAv."sEnSeI".*`__
Ms Teo!
__`*.kNs."sEnSeI".*`__
Mrs yoong...
__`*.fAv.SuBjEcT.*`__
eng... art... music... all other subs suck...
Disclaimer: i'm NOT targeting the guys.. it juz happens that it's TRUE...
Life is so RANDOM.
3:31 PM
3:31 PM
I DUN EVEN KNOW HOW TO SCOOP INSTANT NOODS!!! sighh... useless me.. haha... i had 1/2 packet of noods today as breakfast...then go church... i forgot 4 things!! 1.Wallet 2.Notebook 3.Cindy's notebook 4. WATCH.... man.. do i feel lost! LQ... if u r reading this.. juz want to let you know that you havent ans my qn!! hahaha... cg.. everyone was complaining bout the sci paper... hopefully they'll moderate. :P we had sharing.. whether wars are acceptable to God. NO... shall not eleborate.. lazy..haha...
TODAY I CAN WEAR USHER TAG LE!!!!! yay.. haha.. mandy dressed superb today sia! very nice.. i think my ex cg laugh at her lah.. but still nice.. haha.. she did stage... and that dum dum cheney... cant stand him.. eng fail... i gratuate le.. he still say i trainee.. lol.. I NOT.. haha..
cldnt eat wif the ushers today...gtg see mp3 wif dad... but no use.. all sold out!! 49 bucks only leh! but we bought a fan.. and we went to old airport road to eat.. PRAWN NOOD!! yay... very nice.. and i complained i want a hp.. haha... then my DIS... (dumb irritating sis) say... "all u care is a hp!" i retorted.."dont i even haf the right to DREAM and WISH?!" and she said no.. i wanted to cry sia... cant i even dream?! sighhh.. aft that bowl of noods i'm still hungry.. lol... big stomach... :)
very tired... i'm kinda tired mentally and physically... ii'm oso kinda tired of putting "such a strong front" sighh.. i'm very weak sia... Lord help me...
Life is so RANDOM.
7:15 PM
7:15 PM
i'm so bored!! finally... msn went back in order.. but no one's online.. as expected...and heck... lemme complete this thing... from vin's blog... err... 10mths ago! lol...
1. What's your name?
sheryl...!!
2. How old are you?
12... miserable 12! i wanna go 200 NOW!
3. Do you have any nickname?
try calling me these at your own risk. Salad...xue ren (cuz my gram pronunce "sheryl" as "xue le"... Carrot... (notice all food?!)
4. When is your first love?
God!!!
5. First kiss?
my mom and dad snatched it... 11 years ago...
6. How tall are you?
1.49.. I WANNA GROW TALLER!! T-A-L-L-E-R!!
7. How many girl/boyfriends have u had?
No time for bfs...
8. Sour, spicy or sweet?
SWEET!! i haf a big sweet tooth ;)
9. What would you do when you are free?
wad a nice qn! i'm... as u know... juz FREE!! heh... i'm going to torture my folks....play comp... blog.. dl songs... chat! read... etc etc G
10. Hobbies
hmmm... blogging.... reading... chatting... listening to songs.. hehe..
11. Do you club?
Nonono...NEVER.
12. Favourite magazine?
*teenage*
14. Are you drinker?
I drink water everyday! so.. am i counted as a drinkeR?
15. How much money will you bring when you are out?
weekdays: $2 | Saturdays: usually cashless | Sundays: $4 -$5... so now u know when is the best time to rob me.. lol..
16. Car, diamond or money?
money? i'm broke these days......
17. What phone are you holding now?
[I’m typing on my keyboard.. Not holding any phone now.]
Hahahaha that's Joycelyn's answer... well.. i'm holding a HOUSE PHONE... pathetic huh?
18. Coffeebean or starbucks?
no money to eat at these places... heh... i'm not rich u see...
19. Where do you stay?
In a little corner of the world...namely seng kang...
20. What is your favourite food?
hahaha... anything that's NICE and not SPICY... esp mom's cooking! and the chicken chop noods...and the fish slice noods from tamp!
22. Chocolate, Sweet or cake?
err... i wldnt mind if u rephrase this qn.. but if you're asking whether i like any of them.. I LUV ALL!!
23. Can your ears move?
er.... only if i move them... you mean u cant move your ears?!
24. Do you dye your hair?
no... awww....
25. What languages do you speak?
Eng.. chi... broken hokkien and teochew..lol...
26. How many phones in your house?
errr.... minus the two hps... io haf... 5 phones... haha.. (2 not working i think)
27. How many toilets?
i haf a million.. hahaha... i haf TWO lah.. need so much for wad?
28. When you are doing your business in the toilet what would you do?
err...usually i do my things fast... so do nth lor... maybe read?
29. Do you swim?
yeap!! but now.. not so often.. hehe.. swimming skills going downnn...
30. Do you gamble?
NOPE and never.. anyway i'm underage.. lol..
31. What is your favourite sport?
cycling... and swimiming!! but overall i hate sports...!!
32. Love,techno or classcial?
classical... wads techno?
33. What is your favourite drink?
Depends on my mood... soya bean?
34. What is your temper?
want a try? it's free...
35. What kind of person you are?
i'm a gal..
36. What would you wear when you go to bed?
[My $789 green Versace satin gown along with my $2345 diamond & crystal tiara and heavy make-up, not to mention huge diamond earrings and a thick pearl necklace......] that's part of vin's answer. haha.. depends... sometimes nightgown.. sometimes t-shirt and shorts... :P
37. What is the 1st thing to do when you wake up?
[I say “Good morning Jesus.” ] well, that's what joycelyn said. so sweeet... eh *guilty* i... drag myself to the washroom...? or sleep back! haha...
38. Do you eat breakfast?
err... no... not really... usually there's nth in this hse for me to eat... :(
39. Favourite tv show?
alots!! ch8 shows.. hehe...
40. Who do you want to meet?
God...!! my everlasting saviour..
41. What type of person you are?
i'm nuts.. haha...
42. Where do you like to go?
church!!
43. Do you wear specs?
yes.... i hate it.. so ma huan...
44. When is your birthday?
28 Nov... there... i told you...dun pretend u dunno....!!
45. Do you buy branded goods?
no... no $$ haha...
46. How many hours do you spend talking on the phone?
countless... tho lesser nowadays... ppl who call me are mostly irritating...
48. If a guy or a lady want to know you as a friend, would you give your number to them?
Err maybe.
49. Do you watch R(a) movies?
no.. not interested.
50. One night stand?
[. . . . . . . that reminds me of my bed... Zzz.... Finally! Done! eh btw where's qn 13 & 21?! cheater manz....]that's vin answer.. haha.. is she observant.. errr...?? i dun like to stand thru the night... might as well sleep!! haha...
Life is so RANDOM.
3:40 PM
3:40 PM
MAMA!!! IF U CAN SEE THIS I JUZ WANT U TO KNOW I MISS YOU!!
yeah right... sheryl misses mom... lol..
I stayed until 12.30 juz to wait for that stupid dumb thing to dl... okok.. God songs not dumb.. the dumb thing here is LIMEWIRE... claim it's the fastest... omg.. hehe.... but today things are speeding up alot..!! btw.. i was supposed to slp 2 hours b4 12.30!! lolx...
and yes... as my tagboard says... msn is down of mantainence. arggghhhh.. i needa send sth to mandy...
yeap... i used yest "waiting time" to do a contact list... which reminds me i haf to call ppl today.. chatted wif elinna until 12 on the phone... and wif lq until.... dl finish!! whee! hehe...
this morn... errr... went out wif dad for
listening to... FREEDOM!! yay! haha...
oh ya... yest i made this blog called AASST wif avian... haha.. it stands for An Absolutely Silly Skin Tester...lol... as u can derive from the name.. it's supposed to test skins... in case go siao.. lol... and i drove him nuts yesterday...hehe... sheryl actually bullys someone! hahahaha.....
Life is so RANDOM.
2:07 PM
2:07 PM
sighhh... i dont... feel happy... mom and gram went to china today... i think reach liao... or maybe not?
sci is juz so difficult.. i was racing against time.. and i almost lost.. i cant believe it - i needed to RACE! never happened b4 for sci... sighh... my hopes of getting into cchm are DASHED... i think the COP is 240 if i'm not wrong.. hiax!! i'm juz not happy.. and this morn.. my sis sld know better than to step on my toes... wait i dun bring her swimming bag to sch she die ar! swim wif uniform! haahha.. okok.. jkjk.. but she sld really know better...
REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO SUNDAY!!!!! cant wait.. sunday seems the day i'm REALLY happy... hehe.. can see all my jiejies and korkors.. hahaha..
juz toked to my neighbour.. so sad.. i was wondering why her daughters nv go sch.. then she say..'nv... grandfather passed away..." i really didnt know how to react and wad to say.. then the lift saved me.. saved by the lift! hehe... i think the grandfather is a catholic... i hope so.. at least still got chance... y'know.... yaya... wad sld i eat for lunch?? *stumped* sighhh... life will be so much diff....
Life is so RANDOM.
11:34 AM
11:34 AM
okok.. the 1st sentence of my previous post is toking abt today's chi exam...
time passes so fast! tmr last paper! yay!
i'm thinking of going to cchm... suggestions??
i think tha day the invigilator is bad mood lor... yest oso suan me! budden today she said: "okay! open your qn booklet. check......blabla... okay.. close the booklet. think about the phrases you're going to use... how r u going to write. you all caught a glimspe already right?" *class shakes heads* "huh? okay! lets check the booklet again! pg 1......." hahahahah!!! nice sia! it's about a guy.. overslept.. missed sch sports day.. blabla...
WHEN WILL SUNDAY TMR AND SUNDAY COME???
Life is so RANDOM.
6:36 PM
6:36 PM
THE FIRST QN ALREADY SO DIFFICULT~!! haha.... i learnt one thing aft 3 days of exams. it's more tiring than lessons okay!! wah... alot of stamina manx.. very tired.. keep dozing off during exam...=p hehe.... today.. i dozed off.. then b4 the tcher wake me up.. sth inside me kept asking me to wake up.. budden i seem to be fighting against it... haha... wads happening?! so in e end oso the tcher wake me up.. lol...
yest lin send me all the nice songs... all rawk manx!! the freedom and sth happens esp... !! hehe... i will shout a little louder than b4!! i'll praise a little longer than b4!! i'll lift my hands a little higher than b4!! i'll dance a little more freely than b4!! Jesus totally rawks!!!! yay... praise God...
today will be pizza lunch.. hehe...
Something happens... to me when i bow down to worship you... i will fall down to my knees even if the world doesnt worship you.. i will love you in everything that i do... oh my God.. oh my Lord... i'm changed by you love as i worship you.. there's hope.. there's life.. in the light of your love...
Thanks Lin... and thanks God....!!
If anyone know where to find this song... pls tell me!! the song is... I love you Lord.... thx!!
Life is so RANDOM.
1:43 PM
1:43 PM
yest i was searching for a blogskin... and i found a nice one so i contacted the maker... added her at msn.. woah~! she's actually althea's classmate! wow... haha...the world is juz so linked... heehee.... shez helping me make a skin aft exam!! yay... 1st time ppl make skin for ME... haaaa
Life is so RANDOM.
5:50 PM
5:50 PM
this is an essay written by me... some ppl say it's too gd to be mine.. owell.. say wad they want. the ending is not true of course.. it's wad i WANT it to be. haha. jessica is obviously me.. this was actually for my tcher.. about honesty between frens... comments pls. thankew!
Jessica loved being with her friends – Ella, Emily, Irene and Jina. Jessica kept “being the boss” but subconsciously. She didn’t know of this weakness at all. Her friendship with her four friends had distanced but she acted as if nothing was wrong. Finally, the dreaded day came. Her four friends wanted a total break-off.
“No!” she objected. “Why?”
They didn’t answer and walked away. Jessica slumped on the pillar next to her. WHY? That question repeated itself many times in her brain. It was supposed to be a fun day – there was an excursion to the Road Safety Park. This had ruined it.
The bus arrived and Jessica’s class started to board it. Everyone was with a friend except for her. She felt lonely. She leaned against the window and tears streamed down her cheeks uncontrollably. A classmate noticed her crying and informed the teacher. The teacher asked her what was wrong and asked Jina to sit with her. Jessica felt a tiny bit comforted, but not for long.
Once at the Park, Jina abandoned her and returned to the other three girls. Jessica was alone again. All the feelings of loneliness returned to her. For the whole day, she felt down.
Slowly, as the days passed, she slipped into mild depression. She felt confused, puzzled, sad and angry. At the very least what her so-called “friends” could do was to tell her why they did not want to be friends with her! She sought help from her teachers and parents. A few meetings were arranged but all did not turn out well. Her classmates were starting to take sides. Only a few friends were on her side.
She thought of a plan to find out the reasons. She asked two friends to act as her “spies” to listen to gossip the three girls were spreading. She thought this was the best way to find out why they did not want to be friends with her. Unfortunately, her plan was found out and reported to the teacher. What Jessica got was a scolding from her teacher and her mother. Jessica felt angry. Her teacher accused her of bribing her two friends. Although she denied, her teacher held firm. Back at home, her mother also started accusing her.
Because of this, Jessica missed many days of school. She thought that her whole world was collapsing and school was meaningless. Her few friends had their own best friends and when it came to group or pair work, no one would work with her. No one would be with her during recess. The problem went on unsolved and dragged on over the next year.
One day, Jina approached her and told her the reason. She listed all of Jessica’s shortcomings.
“Then why didn’t you all tell me earlier? You should be honest with me, and then I can change. If you don’t tell me anything, how am I supposed to change??” Jessica exclaimed.
“Oh Jess... We did not tell you because... Because... We were fed up and sure that you wouldn’t change,” Jina replied.
“How did you know I wouldn’t change?” Jessica asked.
Jina was then stumped for words. Finally, she uttered a word of apology.
“I should say sorry to you too. Sorry,” Jessica said. “So we’re friends again?”
“Yah!” Jina replied joyfully.
Life is so RANDOM.
5:09 PM
5:09 PM
sighh... bad things seem to happen more these days. injustice... i'm almost close to saying life is NEVER fair. i mean... it not juz about exams. tests. it's about justice. take cheating for example. if you report it to the tcher, it's something gd. why side the popular? why take sides in the 1st place?? and so wad popular?? if really muz side.. then sld side the right ppl. wads wrong wif the ppl?! and if the wrong is a CHRISTIAN... it's a really no gd example for non christians... sigh...wad is the world turning to??
y'know.. this reminds me of my experience last year. i dun mind sharing here. i was p5.. and in august some probs sparked... i lost majority of my frens, anyway.. they are not true frens. but.. i looked at it differently then..so...my class was taking sides. i was really helpless.. then i fell into mild depression.. (okok.. i know wad you're going to say.."huh? p5 only depression ar?! siao! so young gt depression liao!" it's POSSIBLE okay) yeah.. it dragged on and on.. i forgave at camp... forgave long ago... but they dun.. so wad can i do? nth... leave it to be. i's their loss anyway.. haha... seriously.. if i havent accepted God yet.. i wld haf jumped. i really really felt so helpless. and the support of my frens. thanks ppl!
two look forward dates: SUNDAy and FRIDAY!!
a few shoutouts...
david!: hey guy.. i know u wont be reading this.. but i juz wanna say thanks! for helping me through yah!
tiffy!: jiejie! thanks for listening (and still listening) to my rants so often.. hahah....
jul!: thanks for the Help Sheryl Big Project.. haha....
wayne: heyyy... thanks for the laugh today... 1800-WAYNE... hmm.. muz write in my address book... haha.. needa a laugh now and then~
ViN!: thanks for telling me submit to authority and trust Him that day...! i dont regret it! hehe...
eLiZ!: hehe... thanks ar.. for your TLC... hahaha tho u wont be reading this too...
tHe wHoLe UsHeRiNG mIniSrTy!: hey... thank God for this ministry... it rawks!
Life is so RANDOM.
4:33 PM
4:33 PM
"When you set a goal, make a determination to accomplish it. Then put effort into taking action to achieve your goal. When you take such an active approach, you'll begin to see changes in many areas of your life..."
math is quite ave... haha.. prelims easier~ lol... i die liao.. but i think can get A.. haaa
Life is so RANDOM.
12:41 PM
12:41 PM
aft hours and hours of searching for a blogskin, i gave up and used one of blogger's instead. hahaz.... editing the html was... quite okay, since blogger labels everything.. hahax...
psle.. eng.. it's quite okay...hmm... the invigilator sucks... so sarcastic... "i cant wait to see your results... you are SOOO confident, i'm amazed!!" huh... like real manx...
i juz had this urge to cry when i walked to sch.. i juz cried..y'know.. but the lift stopped at the 6th floor and i had to dry my tears... and i made sure it wasnt red... sighhh....
chatted wif lq yest on msn.. asking him is life ever fair.. the day b4 pastor rony preached a sermon on this.. i muz get it.. haha... so anyway... he asked me to bring it up in cg... he said it's a gd topic to tok abt..the focus is mainly on persecution in christian homes.. when you are juz the only christian in the household.. i actually wanted to put "life is never fair" as my nicky.. but.. why pass judgement so quickly? "is life ever fair" was dere instead.. and "prisch frenships almost always never last" was turned to.. "thank God for the gift of frenship" why put it negative anyway?
feeling kinda dampened these few days... exams maybe?? sigh... i sld go study now... sianZZ...
Life is so RANDOM.
5:04 PM
5:04 PM
i know i know!! i sldnt be here at all~! budden tmr eng mah... so can slack ABIT...i promise...!!
neck still pain.. and how come no one's commenting?! hahahaha..."where's the world's cutest huh..?!" lol...
one thing: primary sch frenships almost always never last. trust me.
TMR IS THE EXAM.... haihai..... so fast....
...::I Will Give You Praise::..
As long as there is air to breathe
As long as there is live in me
While the river runs into the sea
I will give You praise
While the raindrops fall down from the sky
And the sunlight beams down from on high
While the lion roars and birds can fly
I will give You praise
From the rising of the sun
To the setting of the same
I will lift my voice
I´ll sing praises to Your Name
King of glory, I´ll worship You endlessly
For that´s what You’ve created me to be
As long as there is air to breathe
As long as there is life in me
While the river runs into the sea
I will give You praise
And though my days on earth will pass
The praise in me will always last
For however long forever lasts
I will give You praise
...::You alone::...
You are the peace that guards my heart
my help in time of need
You are the hope that leads me on
and bring me to my knees.
and there I find You waiting
and there I find release
So with all of my heart I´ll worship
and unto You I’ll sing
For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we worship and adore You
Father we long to see Your face
For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we love You
and we worship You this day
Life is so RANDOM.
3:46 PM
3:46 PM
countdown....1 day 3h... 27h...1620min...97200secs.... this post goes to show that... time passes real quickly....
Life is so RANDOM.
8:42 PM
8:42 PM
some ppl may notice my head tend to go left today... haha... yeah.. sprained neck. hate it! pain sia~
finally i got rach to go to cindy's cg!! how i did it: kidnapped rach and dragged her to cg.. haha.. jkjk.. budden the whole sec2 div went tracting today!! awww... so.. part of my job is done!!
today is fellowship sunday... so we went to eat at 12... heehee...
PnW was great........ dunno why i can hit the high stuff today... budden now cannot liao.. haha
hmmm... GM... err... i can wear the usher tag liao!! lol... i'm in the publicity comm.... (i wanna be in the bday sub com!!!) heehee...
needa go.. dad naggin, AGAIN!! (i wish i haf my own comp...!!)
Life is so RANDOM.
6:59 PM
6:59 PM
WHEN CAN THIS NOISE STOP!!?!! argghhh... yeah~ they are "redecorating and repairing" the carpark.. and excuse me, I NEED MY SLEEP!! hello... talk about being considerate... anyway... i wanna rant here... so bear with me... or just skip.. not a very nice post... need to let go of bottled up feelings~ here goes... sorry ah peeps~
Okay.. moms say they understand, like real! they want us to confide in em, and if we tell other ppl more than we tell em, they complain. tell them too much, oso complain. haix.. some stuff are just NOT meant to be told to moms. can they just UNDERSTAND?! some particular stuff is just out of bounds to em to know. and danggg the tchers. say "one week before the exams, take it easy and relax" like... ERRR?! they give so much hw! call that relaxing. when did hw become recreation?? just b4 the exam, pia pia pia. y do they like to pia so much?? we not jing zhang, they jing zhang for wad? cuz they haf targets. they scared other tchers laugh at em cuz we haf "not so good" results. we oso haf targets wad. tchers say they stress.. we more stress kk! i just cant stand this crap.. three more days. who will be wif me...? who can just understand?? and i just want to be accepted in this community...(the renovation will stop only in APR 2005...sigh)
Life is so RANDOM.
1:09 PM
1:09 PM
haix.. i'm not falling sick... I AM SICk... headache and fever... exams are around the corner leh... pray for me kk..
Life is so RANDOM.
7:55 PM
7:55 PM
dunno anyone wld appreciate this.. but i'll put it here anyway... i did it cuz i'm bored.. comments?? lol..
Life is so RANDOM.
2:14 PM
2:14 PM
i was typing one of the chicken soup stories.. then i felt i sld get this out NOW.. or i'll
ok.. this is kinda sad... so if you can comfort me... then read. if not.. then.. dun read lor.. budden if you wnat.. then go ahead.
I'M REALLY FRIGHTENED OF MANY MANY THINGS...
i'm just scared of losing my gram.. my mom... my family.. okok.. i admit.. sometimes i think my family is very u-know-wad budden.. it's like.. my gram is like.. haf chemical inbalance.. (wattheheck??) my mom and my gram going to china next wk.. i mean.. aft all china WAS (and IS) a communist country..wad if... my mom IS a christian... wad if...........WAD IF..?? i guess you know wad i'm thinking...
can let me shout??
ARGGHHHH... I'M GOING TO HAF A BREAKDOWN SOON...IT'S JUST A FEW MORE DAYS.. CANT GIVE UP.. BUT I WANT TO!! I KNOW I KNOW.. I P6 ONLY.. BUT SO WAD?? P6 CANT HAF STRESS HUH. PSLE VERY EASY HUH? WE JUST DUN HAF THE INTELLECT TO JUDGE WHETHER THE PAPER WILL BE EASY... WE NEVER KNOW.. Y PPL KEEP SAYING TT IT'S GOING TO BE A BREEZE?? AND WHY ARE THERE PPL DISCOURAGING ME?! WHY?!? CAN I JUST DISAPPEAR FROM THIS HORRID WORLD..? PLEASE?? *CRIES*
Life is so RANDOM.
1:25 PM
1:25 PM
i think i going to sick liao.. haha... havin headaches on and off.. i very scared sia.. esp for the math paper next wk.. if this darned headache comes at the wrong place and the wrong time, i'm finished. anyway, i almost forgot today is children's day... until my ex principal emailed me "happy children's day!" haha, so much homwork, you call children day.. :S
woke up today at 9, no thanks to grandma. she has been nagging me to wake up sonce 8.30am!! (i think) hai. cant let me sleep meh?! eat breakfast, then watch telly.. then i fell asleep.. haha.. i think slp 2 hours... budden i still tired.. (told ya.. i'm falling sick) *YAWNS* haixxxx... no one's online.. i have this longing to tok to someone.. anyone..
Life is so RANDOM.
12:48 PM
12:48 PM