Friday, October 01, 2004
i was typing one of the chicken soup stories.. then i felt i sld get this out NOW.. or i'll die faint. heehee.. 1st time use this tag..
ok.. this is kinda sad... so if you can comfort me... then read. if not.. then.. dun read lor.. budden if you wnat.. then go ahead.
I'M REALLY FRIGHTENED OF MANY MANY THINGS...
i'm just scared of losing my gram.. my mom... my family.. okok.. i admit.. sometimes i think my family is very u-know-wad budden.. it's like.. my gram is like.. haf chemical inbalance.. (wattheheck??) my mom and my gram going to china next wk.. i mean.. aft all china WAS (and IS) a communist country..wad if... my mom IS a christian... wad if...........WAD IF..?? i guess you know wad i'm thinking...
can let me shout??
ARGGHHHH... I'M GOING TO HAF A BREAKDOWN SOON...IT'S JUST A FEW MORE DAYS.. CANT GIVE UP.. BUT I WANT TO!! I KNOW I KNOW.. I P6 ONLY.. BUT SO WAD?? P6 CANT HAF STRESS HUH. PSLE VERY EASY HUH? WE JUST DUN HAF THE INTELLECT TO JUDGE WHETHER THE PAPER WILL BE EASY... WE NEVER KNOW.. Y PPL KEEP SAYING TT IT'S GOING TO BE A BREEZE?? AND WHY ARE THERE PPL DISCOURAGING ME?! WHY?!? CAN I JUST DISAPPEAR FROM THIS HORRID WORLD..? PLEASE?? *CRIES*
Life is so RANDOM.
1:25 PM