manx. cg outing wor... hahaha... i'm not angry about anything or wad, but i'm just going to narrate what happened today. =)))
11.30am. i woke up. HAHA... i slept at 2am leii...
12.00pm i left my house
12.05pm i boarded the bus
12.30pm i reached tampines..
12.31pm i walked towards macs, and saw nicholas (continued walking anyway)
12.35pm reached macs, and looked for the ezlink card top up machine
12.36pm realised the machine needs a ATM card and the customer service counter had a LONG queue..
12.37pm walked back to the MRT stn.
12.38pm saw the guys there. they said sth like.. if i know we're not watching movie anymore.. and then i asked wads up.. and they said the ceiling. -.-" lame lah!
12.39pm toped up my card
12.40pm walked BACK to macs.
12.41 bought sth to eat. and waited
1.05 still waiting... even the guys disappeared.. and saw joanne and alvin tay. chatted for 1min blah...
after that i felt restless... walked about.. then decided to take the bus home. din wanna go home, so i went to vivien's house. watched the incredibles! so damn funny. then blah... used her msn for awhile... just killing tiime lah... 6pm++ i went home.. then mom told me cindy called... i called cindy back and THEN she told me cancelled. and said sorry a thousand times. aiyoo! and then just now lq oso said sorry a thousand times... :S... haha...
guess what. i think i'm falling sick. sianx. not b4 a retreat!!!!! sigh...
Life is so RANDOM.
8:42 PM
8:42 PM
i had my cry. i'm not so yet satisfied. i really need to sit down and talk with the Lord.
i've been using the word really loads of times today. lol.
i feel happier now. somehow nicholas c. has found the PERFECT word to describe my situation.
identity crisis
and tho the guys are sometimes really -.-", but need to thank God for them. they are also good listeners. haha... =))
in about 14mins my bday is over. sigh. anyway thank God for this day. it has been a day full of seasons of life [[the camp game?]] be it sorrow, joy or wadever. thank You for such caring frens - i know i can go to them in times of trouble... doesnt mean i'll not talk to You, but sometimes we need human help. ;)
Life is so RANDOM.
11:41 PM
11:41 PM
i feel like crying all of a sudden.
it seems that i'm just not satisfied with what God has given me.
he has blessed me with tons of stuff, and like bro sam said, He loves me and loves us to the MAX.
i feel like crap manx. why?!
i'm just so thankful for church frens. ppl like tiffy. ppl in my ministry. ppl like lq. cindy. my cg. i'm really really thankful. a thousand thankews really cant express how much thankful i am. be it to my church bros and sis in christ or God. i'm most thankful to God. what will i be without him? nothing.
i'm feeling so bad now. haii.
feeling terrible. feeling bad. feeling nth good.
why does such a nice day haf to end like this?
Life is so RANDOM.
9:41 PM
9:41 PM
i look damn ugly manx. but oh well. i'm satisfied
Life is so RANDOM.
9:41 PM
9:41 PM
aunties and nannies. lol.
Life is so RANDOM.
9:40 PM
9:40 PM
the gang acting dao. i wish i acted better
Life is so RANDOM.
9:39 PM
9:39 PM
heh. finally i'm 12!!! lalala... actually i want the 12 chg to 13 lah. lol.
so anyway, guess what. me and my family went to orchard yest to look at the lightsup. nice... but it's like.. normal. HA, i think i'll ask a few frens go orchard... then we can take picS! then we went to newton to eat supper.. by the time reach home, it was 1.30am.
that isnt all.
after packing my stuff for today [[you know, getting the bus fares and blah]] i switched off the overhead light and turned on my lamp. cuz, my gram will SURE complain de. hah. and i worked on mandy's bday pressie. took much longer than expected. and i had to construct a box to put the gift in. worst, i dun haf much materials!!! so i took the construction paper, cut here and there, use as little glue as i can [[cuz it's running out, i scared not enough]] and made a box. without a lid. >,<>4am. my goodness! i tot i'll finish at 3am. and then, i MADE sure i set the alarm clock. guess what? i overslept cuz it didnt ring. -.-""" my mom had to wake me up and it was already 9.45am! alamak... i missed the bus [[as usual]] but i wasnt really late for cg lah. i met nicholas [[from my cg]] in the bus....seriously, i was so blur! if i din meet him in the bus.. i miss the stop le.. mainly cuz i din sleep enough and i wasnt familar with the route [[i usually take 293, but i found out 291 is faster]] AND i was sitting facing the back of the bus. lol.
cg went as usual... blabla... and we decided tmr got cg outing. go watch movie. and the guys wanna watch shutter!!!!!! HA... but lq said cannot. gooood! hehe... anyways, we'll decide tmr... meet 1st then think. haha... i wanna watch 3movies. princess diary, incredibles and polar express. i think the majority would choose incredibles or polar express lorr..
and then. i went to church... ushering. haha... my ministry ppl were sho sweet! mandy and tiffy gave me pressies... then i got to do attendance!!!! wheee... and i was the welcomer lah. was terribly bz, cuz other then handshaking, welcoming and directing, we had to give them the target list and a phamplet. [[henry chong concert and christmas drama]] i think we [[welcomers]] did a VERY BAD job. really. we neglected the directing part.. and then it's like... the people anyhow walk themself... want to go where then go where. disaster!
as the taking attendance person.. (i did with alena) i had to go to the manger to count the spd attendance. i LOVE that part! click click click. haha! finish le the we went down.. [[vinnie, jul, wayne, alena, jacq and me]] we chatted for awhile about the retreat... i was posted to do standby with wayne!! =S haha... so we like during the sermon chatted abit.. heh. i told him i was very hungry.. cuz i only ate a banana[[i always eat bananas!]]... then blah... aft service...tiffy ask me where's my dog. LOL... then i say... where got dog?! hah, i knew what was cooking up lah... budden tiffy tried to get out of it.
at the car porch... i opened the cookie box... everyone came snatching! and everyone say it's very nice. ;) in about 10min... finish liao...
jacq then passed me the dog! >.< hah... so cute lor!
GM. hmm.... jul said if we are the type... in the middle of the night wake up need to eat de... then bring our own food. then wayne said that muz bring extra bananas. -.-"" i knew he was suan-ing me lor!!! hmph. hahaha...
after GM we went to macs... [[wayne jul mandy me and one of jul's and wayne's cg ppl]] wayne qing ke!! wahahaha.... so generous right.... =D
when we were eating.. this lady came to us... her looks wasnt really good lah...i mean...idc..but she does... so she asked if we're from lighthouse... and asked about the concert.. then say.. blabla... bottom line is she want to testify in her church but dun haf the courage... then one of the macs staff came and like 'chase' her away... according to him.. she was a regular in the macs... then like..ask students for money... haha...
it was interesting tho. she was talking... i couldnt much understand tho. chinese mah. lol. then she like.. saying some sorta testimonys.. can learn abit lah.
okay.. this is to all my church frens!
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hello peeps. thank you all SO MUCH for making this such an enjoyable birthday! special thanks to the ushering ministry, which ROCKS! extra special thanks to jul, wayne, tiffy, jacq, vinnie, alena, mandy, eunice, linda, avian, althea, shuhua and cindy. luvya ppl! =)))
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and heh... i havent pack my ushering retreat bag yet. sigh. i'm like... expert procastinater!! :S
Life is so RANDOM.
6:45 PM
6:45 PM
What smilie are you? Take the test!
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i'm a combo of the horse and the fish!! cooL!
Life is so RANDOM.
4:42 PM
4:42 PM
this song came back to me this morning, while i was presentmaking. i was singing while making.. and *pop!* came the song. =)))
i have wondered long over life's pathways
turning round and round in my own way
satisfy my ownself
seeking for life's meaning
like sheep i've gone astray
suddenly i met God's love in such a way
that the Son of God could change my ways
lifting all my burdens
showering me with love
with Him i want to stay
O Lord I will give my life to You
Loving You serving You as a pleasing sacrifice
O Lord I'll give my life to You
give my heart, give my strength
give my very best to You..
and oh, take a peek at the pics below. heex. ;)
Life is so RANDOM.
1:56 PM
1:56 PM
ooh.... with so much yarn, what do you think i'm up to?? heehee...
Life is so RANDOM.
1:53 PM
1:53 PM
this shud give you a better clue on what i'm making. heh.
Life is so RANDOM.
1:48 PM
1:48 PM
sigh. i havent got far in the presentmaking. grrr... i dun haf any ideas!!!! anyone can gimme ideas? UH HUH!! i ask vinnie. she's the art queen! hehe... budden means i haf to make sth different for her. no point giving her what she tot of right. hahaha... i'm so broke. tho my gram just gave me $10 for my bday. but i'm still brokee.. i need moolah! i wish money grows on trees. rain from the sky. haha.. impossible lah. and i have this feeling that my eyelids are going to be garfield-like again soon. i'm VERY heaty. sore throat coming, ulcers, swollen eyelids. grr.
btw, viven bought me a teddy for my ********. it's so CUTE!!! as you know, ppl are never too old for teddies. ;)
here are my choices for sec school. i need to decide the final one!
1. Presbyterian High
2. Anglican High
3. Paya Lebar Methodist Girls'
4. Chung Cheng Main
5. Ngee Ann Secondary
the last one i think haf to put anyhow le. what to do?! who ask MOE give six choices. i can only decided five! And OH. i'm eligible to go Cresent Girls'! but i think it's too far. =(
Life is so RANDOM.
10:57 PM
10:57 PM
ooh. this is another thing i did today. do i hear stomachs rumbling? haha....
Life is so RANDOM.
8:39 PM
8:39 PM
i'm so lazy to describe my day. let the pics do the talking. haha..and i'm so extremely irritated by the rain just now!! if i had known, i wouldnt have waited for my mom. GRRR
Life is so RANDOM.
6:40 PM
6:40 PM
OH. craft materials! since i'm BROKE now, i cant afford christmas pressies. BUT i got plenty of time to MAKE them! any idea what? =p heex
Life is so RANDOM.
6:38 PM
6:38 PM
Books books books. guess where i went?
Life is so RANDOM.
6:37 PM
6:37 PM
HA. i love this family better.
Avian is my Jiejie.. according to Althea, he's sexually confused. LOL.
Althea is my Niece
Tiffy is my Jiejie also, my 2nd sis.
Kiew Yuan is my Nephew. Woolala!!! i can scold him le!! WHEE!
and if you read Avian's blog... Avian actually asked Althea to do her homework. lol. what a reaponsible mom right. HAHA...
thats all for now. be back at night~
Life is so RANDOM.
2:10 PM
2:10 PM
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You Are the Individualist |
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4 You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. |
Life is so RANDOM.
3:41 PM
3:41 PM
a million thankews are not enuf to express my gratitude to God. really. the last few days of being pessimistic and all is really redundant. but i wont say exactly how much i got, that will be sorta complacent... if you really wanna know... it is... II III IX. go figure. =)
hah, muz thank some ppl in particular... ppl like joycelyn, shuhua, tiffy, tiff, lq, cindy, pris and all... yeah. thank you ppl. heehee...
lemme describe just now.
11.45pm. i walked to school.
12.00pm. principal starts talking.
12.15pm. the TOP student of SINGAPORE is annouced with the aggregate score of 285.
media goes on shooting... taking pics etc. I got on tv, lol.
12.30pm. principal STILL talking
12.45pm. finally they release the results!!!!
1.00pm. sheryl was (and IS) overjoyed. over the moon. over the stars!
1.10pm. media still shooting... interviewing.. bla.
in actual fact i was really worried about my science manx. haha...
my next plans: i think i'll go presbyterian high. but thats the 1st choice. how about other choiceS? i'm in a confused mood.haha...
and i MUZ watch the news today. i'm on tv! hahaha... the background lah...
Life is so RANDOM.
3:00 PM
3:00 PM
I snitched this from jianhan's friendster profile. it's so convicting.. will you run away? or will you lay down your life for God? often, i think, if let's say there's a chance for you to die for Him, then maybe it's God's way of telling you that your purpose is fufilled and it's time to let go...
There was this very popular church where a lot of people attended. After the praise and worship session, there was this gun shot all of a sudden. That guy who shot came forward and shot another time. He said," those who stay in the church will be killed." Many people immediately ran out of the church in panic while that guy continue shooting upwards. However there were still some faithful christian who stayed calm and prayed.. After all those who ran left the church, that guy went down and sat. Then he said," Pastor, you may start. All the hypocrites are gone." Although the whole church including the pastor was shocked, he continued preaching and the presence of God was great there.
Would you be the one running away or the one who remains faithful and willing to trust God and risk your life?
Life is so RANDOM.
10:19 PM
10:19 PM
i'm thankful. see my tagboard? heh.. thank God for frens.. four ppl encouraged me.. joycelyn and shuhua thru the board.. pris and lq thru msn. and ha, lq used "reverse psycology" i think. he said.. "gonaa be soo soo bad...i bet the rumors are wrong...cos its not 3 percent, its 20 percent" lol... he really 'hammered' into me that rumors are rumors. heex. seriously i shud thank God for a ldr using msn and his exams are over! if not really i duno who to talk with.. as in HUMAN. tiffy and tiff got band mahx.. then they are bz.. and then tiffy has limited time.. then some ppl i really cant talk with de... there are also ppl who are always away or bz.. so i cant really talk to them...blabla lah...
and hah.. i cant stand my mom anymore. she just zhen dui me lorx.. then always say we make her shout.. but sometimes it's really SHE herself wanna shout. like over the littlest things. then, who to blame? me?! maybe she cant accept the fact that i'm growing up. i read about that somewhere. but it's a fact and always a fact!
what crap is this... this person.."lin guang chang" a person my mom ALWAYS listen to... as in his books and cds lah.. he said milk will weaken your bones and not strengthen them! whattheheck. he practically ruined my life manx. this cannot eat.. that cannot eat.. and whats worse: my mom always 'listen' to his cds.. read his books.. and FOLLOW!!!! omg. then practically everything in the supermarket is bad lorx!
nvm. this another rambling post. anyways she really zhen dui me!
and guess what? pris sent me the background song in the life without limbs video!!!!!!!! it's called in christ alone.. but not the one we usually sing. yeapz.. and it's realllll nice manx! hehe... if anyone wants it can msn me... glad to send to you. =)
Life is so RANDOM.
1:37 PM
1:37 PM
my goodness. i'm on the verge of crying. my fren just told me that MANY ppl failed the science paper, and 97% ppl passed. which means 3% failed!!! i'm so scared manx. what if i'm in the 3%?! why lidat?! i tot MOE will moderate?!
BUT
pris told me that they haf this kinda statistical rumor aft major exams. sigh. WHAT IF I'M JUST SO SWEY?! what if i hit that 3%?! what if...
Life is so RANDOM.
7:36 PM
7:36 PM
i decided to be a copycat and copy tiffy.
i'm fed up with..
my folks nagging
staying at home
enduring their nagging
having no $$ at all for the next few weeks
sundays being so short
having nth to do
no one to crap with
no place to go and take a breather
having an idiotic sister (not that she's idiotic, the way she ACT CUTE totally puts me OFF)
being broke
myself
my indesiveness
hating myself. grr..
Life is so RANDOM.
1:45 PM
1:45 PM
picture this:you woke up finding yourself alone in the house. (good)
then, you mother and gram comes home from the Mall. and started nagging, flaring up for no reason. and you got shouted at just because you asked what's for breakfast. WHATTHEHECK.
thats my day today. what a nice start to my day AND the hols ya?! grrr.. i'm getting FED UP. very. why cant this world be without NAGGING folks!? my goodness... they dun like it, and so what makes them think WE like it?! we are human beings, my dear folks.. HUMAN BEINGS. i hope it's big enough for you to see. we haf feelings you know... sighh...
and my goodness, my fren is just so blessed. God actuallly asked her not to go camp! GOD... why you never tell me?!
;i just wanna go into my own innocent world..
Life is so RANDOM.
1:39 PM
1:39 PM
i think everyone in my family is making life difficult, FOR ME. God, why did you give me this type of folks who doesnt seem to love me, only make life difficult, and zhen dui me. i duno whats happening, but the attitude my mom (and dad) has towards me has changed alot. it seems that they are kinder to my sis, harsher on me. okok... then ppl will start ranting. "you so heng, got family!blablabla" i know i haf a family, but whats the use if they are lidat?! i wish there some ppl i can talk with now. i haf one in mind. but i think i'll be disturbing him. oh well. sheryl, forget it...
anyways, just to share this song. i think it's meaningful. we sung it at spd yest.
sweeT mercieS
Its our confession Lord, that we are weak
So very weak, but You are strong
And though we've nothing Lord, to lay at your feet
We come to Your feet and say, Help us along
A broken heart and a contrite spirit
You have yet to deny
Your heart of mercy beats with love's strong current
Let the river flow by your Spirit now, Lord we cry
Let Your mercies fall from heaven
Sweet mercies flow from heaven
New mercies for today
Shower them down Lord as we pray
Let Your mercies fall from heaven
Sweet mercies flow from heaven
New mercies for today
Shower them down Lord as we pray
Life is so RANDOM.
1:19 PM
1:19 PM
supposed to be tiffy directly on top of alena.. like icecream.. but oh well.. lol..
Life is so RANDOM.
10:17 PM
10:17 PM
alamak... tiffy look like adeline in this pic lehxx.. we were supposed to look neutral.. haha
Life is so RANDOM.
9:17 PM
9:17 PM
lalala... sunday is here again! (but will pass in like... a few hours)
today cg was really chaotic cuz cindy never come! LOL... we had a nice time torturing lq, didnt we? was had PnW with meiling's cg, then a bible quiz -glares- the bible quiz was well, hard. and lq had to snatch the paper away! grrr... but it was fun tho. ahahhaa...
then we went to the void deck to play game... yeah. enjoyed it lahh... hahahaha... it was funny lorx..
then spd.. ushering.. the funniest part was after service.. mandy and me was trying to take a candid pic of wayne. so damn funny.. then i succeeded! there was alot of snatching of cams and hps.. hahaha.... more playing ard.. debrief.. then lunch. i ate with eunice, alena, mandy, and tiffy! EXcluding kiewyuan and avian... they were so gross! pour this pour that.. mix mix.. alamak...
after that i went back to church...in the church office.. alvin tay, chenny, alvin chia and a few others were i THINK discussing the pre spd camp games. hahahaha... i din hear anything! then auntie christine asked me to go the 3pm service.. at least the end of it. WAHHHH... the speaker was TALENTED manx... the harp was soooo nice! very relaxing.. so shiok.. then after that i went back to the office.. alvin chia ask me wad age i am.. "12 lorx" then he and alvin tay tried to chase me out! LOL.. heng bro sam came to my rescue! hahahaha.... ;) i really really din hear anything! i was stoning! -innocent look-
at 5pm lq came to the office to get the guitar my mom was selling to him... i think the cheque is fake. lol..jkjk...
dinner.. i din eat there.. i went to the choir rehearsal.. i met tiff and errr... charlene there. hahaha.... all i can say is next week going to be quite shiok lorx.. hehex..
okay.. now you all can enjoy all the pics we took.. happy looking! =p
Life is so RANDOM.
7:12 PM
7:12 PM
need i say morE? failed!
Life is so RANDOM.
7:08 PM
7:08 PM
ha!!! this was one of the successful attempts to take wayne's candid. I DID IT!!
Life is so RANDOM.
7:08 PM
7:08 PM
eunice took this photo. featuring ugly me and erm, mandy looking... i duno...
Life is so RANDOM.
7:07 PM
7:07 PM
you didnt know tiffy is QUITE chio when she lets down her hair, do you?
Life is so RANDOM.
7:06 PM
7:06 PM
woah... yao dao ar...haha...
Life is so RANDOM.
7:05 PM
7:05 PM
tiffy was so kawaii! no?
Life is so RANDOM.
7:05 PM
7:05 PM
this pic was taken by shuhua! nice? lol..
Life is so RANDOM.
7:04 PM
7:04 PM
phototaking spree! this is alena and me...
Life is so RANDOM.
7:02 PM
7:02 PM
i cant understand.
WHY my feelings are sooo mixed up
why i'm sooo angry tho i tried to forget it
why i feel so tired after 11hrs of sleep
why it seems so empty
why everyone seem to go away
why time passes so quickly
why sundays always last so short
why i'm in a jumble of feelings
why my mood always swings
W H Y... i wanna know why. =(
Life is so RANDOM.
7:13 PM
7:13 PM
i'm going to sue mastereign if i haf the $$. my mom wanna complain cuz they 'abuse' us. if i see any of my future camps organised by them i'm NOT GOING. grrr... now i everyhere ache and pain lahhhh... so tired...and i'm super heaty sehx. wL.... i really mad at the guys laaa.. really really mad. but owell. shall not dwell on it anymore. sigh.
today i went to orchard for brunch. with family. mom want to collect hp from the service centre. i wanna go junction 8. buy some tees. but mom say need to pay meself. i no $$ le lah! and i haf no income from this week onwards cuz it's hol. sigh sigh sigh..
quote: you all come here for camp, not for holiday
another quote: we come here for camp, not for jail!
isnt it really true..
Life is so RANDOM.
3:08 PM
3:08 PM
i'm back. tired. itchy. achey! okay. let me describe the camp, which is FAR below what i expected. like NS lidat lor!
17 November-
I reached school at 7am. and then we had to sing the school song and national anthem. but we got to sit in the canteen, in our groups! haha..
Mrs Lew spoke. Mrs Shankar is leaving. awwwwwwwww!!! she's a very good vice principal lahhhh.... but she got another MOE posting. yeapz.
we boarded the bus at about 8.30am++. and rode to Marine Country Club in Punggol. which is like so nearby. i thot we going to changi! so anyway, we took the ferry to PU (pulau ubin) whole we were waiting for the ferry, the instructors were teaching us some cheers and songs. and ya, we dun call them 'teachers' but we call em 'instructors'. the boat ride was monotonous. and noisy.
we reached PU at about 10am? and we went into the confrence room. wow. AIRCON! it was SO hot. there, we were taught how to pitch a tent. for our sleeping. and off we went, pitching tents.
it was difficult and i think i was on the brink of passing out due to the extreme heat. yeah. no exaggerating lah. and ha, our accomodation for the 2nights are '1ST CLASS'. lol.
after pitching tents, was lunch. horrible packet food. i mean, not that we're 'tiao ti' but there's better food than this right? the rice was dryyy.. and we had oranges.
then came the super taxing ubin orienation. we had to walk from the resort, in the hotttttt sun, to Noordin Beach. with no one guiding us. we had to get there ourselves. and so we walked. and walked and walked. for i think at least 3km.
at noordin beach we played this game called back to back. we had to sit on the MUD which was wet. grr.
then was dinner. at the basketball court, we had to cook our own dinner. with the appartus given to us - 8cubes of solid fuel, a lighter, aluminum foil, a can of mock abalone, two packets of instant porridge, two tins that are supposed to be pots and two stoves. i forgot the actual name for them but what the heck lah.
it was a mess. the guys took it in their own hands. esp delwinder. everything like he's in charge. like real.
we had no bowl, no fork and no spoon. so we fashioned a bowl from the aluminum foil, each one one. and ate. and cleaned up. then we walked back to the resort.
when we reached the reost, it was night activities where i guess they want the group to bond. so we played games like 7 up.
okay. here comes one of the most infurating things of the camp. shower time. LESS than 3 minutes per person. great! once we stepped into the cubicle, we had to shower like.. super fast. no time to put on clothes de. we had to wrap in the towel and run to the other side of the washroom which is the toilet part. and chg there. yupp. thats what we did. if we reach the time limit then the instructor will pull the door. speaking of which, the resort too poor to afford proper doors izzit?! it was a piece of cloth so it like anyone can pull when you shower. disgusting!
after shower- supper and more bonding. everything haf time limit. very SHORT ones. ha.
=supper=
lights were out at 11pm. it was so hot! so we opened the netting and fly sheet of the tent. everyone did that. i had to remove the torches from the top of the tent.. but had to be super careful lest someone caught me. haha.. this is an innovation of Jean. cuz we had this loop on the top of the tent and so we tied torches to it.. like a lamp. ahaha.. creative eh? but scared drop. haha... and so after that it was used as a specs hanger. LOL.
18 November -
i slept for awhile, b4 waking up at two a.m to find out that one of my tentmates is sleeping on my LEG. hahaha... so i woke up another tent mate and we pushed her off my leg tog. eheh. THEN we found out the almost all the gals cannot sleep and were chatting, walking about etc. i then slept on and off.. at about 3a.m to 5a.m ppl saw shooting stars. I DIDNT!!!! GRRRRRRRR... at about 4a.m the muslims started to come out and went to the confrence room to pray. some of them complained that they couldnt shower, and they felt "unclean". the teachers din allow them to shower.. and some gals wanted to shower too but was chased back. and ordered to sleep. one gal got caught with a handphone [[not allowed]] but i duno what happened to her. at about 6a.m ppl started to go to the showers. we reported at 7a.m for the morning exercise. which are some really funny and lame stuff. haha... then came breakfast which was really dry beehoon + one wanton. we discussed about the prom night, when we had to choose a mascot which was ashik. we had to dress him up. hahaha.. we tot of some ideas blabla... and went out of the resort to look for some suitable stuff. then lunch.. which was equally horrible + pear.
Ha. now came the teamwork activites namely 'nitro crossing', ' mohawk walk', 'spider web' and 'wild woosely'. grouped under 'low ropes'. they really really needed teamwork. some ppl din play wild woosely tho. cuz the sun was too hot.
you guessed it. the next activity was HIGH ROPES. [[four different stations- like low ropes]] MY GOODNESS. we had to climb (of course with safety stuff) like.. 3metres++? Vertical. and then walk across the rope/log. i did the log one. it's like.. i keep telling myself, 'i'm not scared' but my legs trembled uncontrollably. i wanted to box my leg lor! LOL. so anyway, with reluctance, i let go of the starting point log and walked. slowly. and i started to pray. this high ropes thing needed balance and for me, trust in God. after walking the whole log, i walked to the centre and jumped off. and touched ground. so i was.. feeling so shiok and thankful. that i din fall. the instructor wanted me to go for the other three.. but i was really scared le. haha.. so me and my frens, we sit in the shade. it was HOTTTTTTTT!!! i drank loads of water but not enuf. i'm very heaty now. ahah..
after the whole thing was dinner. you know by now the meals are downright ewww..
then shower. we were the last in the queue cuz the instructor late to dismiss! with no instructors in the shower room, ppl took their time and the wait was long. one of my group gals cut queue but we shooed her back. hhaha. But I couldnt take my time. by my turn the instructors come in le!! wL!
then came prom night. boring lor.. except we sorta chatted with the teachers. not many ppl danced. ha. i would rather haf a campfire seriously.
supper - we had to get our mugs from the tents. 2 mins was all we had. i ran, but i couldnt find my cup in the time so i ran back [[ no time le!! ]] and i tripped over that dum stupid damned rope. alamak! but i got milo anyway, in a styofoam cup. lol. supper ws milo and biscuits. [[same]] we had to pack our bags and so lights off at 11.45pm. i was so tired lor! i slept like a baby lidat. everyone did. and we slept thru the night without waking up. sooo shuang! haha...
19 november [[today]] -
woke up at 6am. we reported at 7.30am with our bags. everyone was supposed to wear our camp tee but ashik didnt. when asked he said someone squeezed COLGATE onto his tee and he had to wash. wet, so he cant wear. the camp chief got angry when she found out that some guys kana colgate cuz ppl squeeze on them. but, no one wants to admit! stupid guys. gan zuo bu gan dang. (all action, but dun want to admit mistake) and we were sitting in the sun. and so, the gals got dragged in. we had to sit FACING THE SUN. without caps. no one allowed to fan/cover him/her self. wL!!!!!!! i got really mad manx. and cannot look down somemore. heng i got put sunblock! for those who know me quite well, they know i cannot be in the sun for so long. they inspected our toothpaste and found that someone (presumely the culprit) threw away his toothpaste on a table. how dum is that. BUT... we escaped early for breakfast cuz we had nth to do with it. the guys no breakfast until 11am. or until the person owns up. and we gals did the rock wall. haha.. i was crapping with the instructor and some frens. and escaped it! the guys i think they had to pick up litter or sth. and then we couldnt do abseiling cuz of the guys!! no guys = no abseiling. grrrrrr. nvm. then after that.. was some prize giving and i almost fell asleep. the culprit is still not found from what i heard. and we departed for home finally. once we reach sch i chg into shorts [[i was wearing tracks]] and bought an ICE DRINK. coool! =p
i think the instructors are temperamental. they like, they shout/set almost impossible tasks. =( but my group got a good instructor. yupp. he got two nicknames: the giant and the person. LOL.
feeling sooo achy cuz of the orientation thingy. my legs and my arms. and tired sehx. shud i go my mom cg later? it's the last this year lehx..
i missss spd camp manx. and yaz, i still need ppl to email me about the manasseh outing [[ preferred place + date and time ]] please tell me like.. from what date to what date can. yupp. thx...
and ha, we paid $105 for torture. lol.
Life is so RANDOM.
3:47 PM
3:47 PM
i am like.. so pissed off my my family these days. esp with my mom and sis. i think i haf a communication breakdown(s) with my mom. grr.. talking to her can be SO frustrating!
oh well. i haf to live with it i guess.
**never say never...**
Life is so RANDOM.
6:42 PM
6:42 PM
manx. why din this wind come earlier?! while i was like... sweating BUCKETS in the hall?! hah.
so anyway, i decided i cannot pon sch cuz i recieving a prize today. HA. what a nice joke. i was the one who packed the prizes and did the admin. for myself? lol. okok.. i din mean to sound proud or what. ahaha..
so, as i mentioned, the hall was SO HOT! my goodness. and i was like so uncomfortable cuz i sitting on the floor. ha.
the whole day is so boring. camp tmr. still not much enthusiasm. lol.
Life is so RANDOM.
2:29 PM
2:29 PM
these phrases are not linked. but i just wanna express em here.
-i'm the cause of it all. satisfied?!
-Jesus.. i love you more than my life, more than myself...
-my speciality is to make ppl blur. LOL.
the 1st phrase is cuz of my rather sickening family. hah.
and i like the 2nd and 3rd phrases. heehee..
Life is so RANDOM.
8:56 PM
8:56 PM
haha, here comes the manasseh outing. i got the job of organiser. LOL.. okok... crap aside, ppl of manasseh, pls tell me where you all wanna go... and a prefered date + time. thankew ya. haha.. email me.. =) hopefully everyone can make it! or did you guys already forgot about this tribe? i hope not...
Life is so RANDOM.
5:34 PM
5:34 PM
haf been packing the whole day. gah, so sianx. mom nag nag nag. even my packing style oso muz find fault. siao!
anyway, as i said, i packed the whole day. hate packing manx. haha.. finally it's done. ha.
downloaded hello finally. so now i dunnit worry bandwidth. hahhaha..
going for camp on wednesday. somehow i dun haf much enthusiasm. unlike spd camp. i guess i'm only excited that i can get away from my family. lol..
BUT... pre spd camp is coming!! woolalala.. that one is exciting. haha...
and guess what? i lost my journal. the one between cindy and me. uh-oh, if it gets into the wrong hands i'm dead. ha.
feeling tired manx. who likes packing?!
Life is so RANDOM.
4:43 PM
4:43 PM
the cave underneath the swimming pool slide.. (desaru)
Life is so RANDOM.
3:18 PM
3:18 PM
one of my personal favourites! GROW IN PASSION RUN WITH ZEAL... did i get it correcT?
Life is so RANDOM.
3:03 PM
3:03 PM
beautiful, isn't it..
Life is so RANDOM.
3:01 PM
3:01 PM
the black gang! (exclusion of bro sam - LOL) and oh, vin looks so motherly! whahaha...
Life is so RANDOM.
2:55 PM
2:55 PM
my cg! what are the dum guys doing manx.. some dum action. haha.. why din i smile?! oh.. cuz my smile is totally ugly - trust me.
Life is so RANDOM.
2:43 PM
2:43 PM
You're of the "I hate school"
breed!
You just hate going to school
and can't stand waking up every day just for
school. But no choice, you just force your way
through school and when the time comes, you
leave the country for other, better education
systems. Bah, at least you have the resources
to do so, you rich/smart bugger!!
Which Stereotypical Singaporean Student Are You?
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Life is so RANDOM.
1:55 PM
1:55 PM
sigh. she pushed the limit already. she refering to my mom. no.. i feel like NOT having a mom. grrr.. lemme quote her. "if you cannot serve at home, then you can forget about serving God." her words hit me like stones. it's insulting. so she's implying all my ministry work is useless lah? why not talk about HER. yes, she sings at cg. yes, she's the asst ldr. and so if she's cranky she has the license to blare it on ppl lah? to insult otherS? to say this kinda of things? and the worst thing is, after that she NEVER apologise. talk about face. what crap manx. so she's always correct. I'M always wrong. satisfied? whattheheck. i'm not really angry. i'm HURT. h.u.r.t. get it?! and she acts as though nth happened. what kind of mom is this...
and what, i gotta pack my room. like i duno it's messy. like i duno the whole place is just a mess. need to rub in meh? cant she just keep her mouth SHUT. it seems she has nth good to say! =(
Life is so RANDOM.
1:34 PM
1:34 PM
haha.. today is black sunday!
firstly. i was late for cg. whoops.. ehhehe..
then spd OSO late. whahahaha...
ushering.. was great.. black ppl! blue lightsticks! black doors and windows! dimed lights! tho it was on during PnW. awwwww* haha... and the recuitment thing... there's this p5 guy went to stage to promote sparklers. wahh... so heartwarming to know some younger than me is actually leading PnW. cooL! he sang...
you alone deserve all glory
for you alone deserve all praise
father we worship and adore you
father we long to see your face
for you alone deserve all glory
for you alone deserve all praise
father we love you
and we worship you this day...
i think he got alot of courage. yeah. for ushers, jul went to stage! i think she did terrific. you go gal~! i think we recuited 3 ppl! woohoo! ha, we ran out of time ya. so we literally and practically TEAR down the trash bags on the windows. haha...
lunch i ate wif vin, tiffy, alena, xue li, and jacq. did i miss out anyone? ahah..
cg sang this song. very nice. composed by one of the speedlighters. =) shall go to sleep! ahha...
I give praise to your holy name
i give thanks for your unfailing grace
for all the love you've shown
to make me your very own
i give thanks for your precious blood
that was shed to set me free
on the cross of calvary
that all who hearth may see
Jesus reigns.. Jesus reigns..
over all the earth he reigns
he's the Lord of all creation
maker of heaven and earth...
"...life is not so complex after all..." haha.. really?
Life is so RANDOM.
11:05 PM
11:05 PM
i'm back! haha... i enjoyed my hol lah. lemme type a modified version of my journal entries for
the few days...
11 November
I din know decphering malaysia's roads are so cheem! and i din know malaysia even haf police.
lol... it's hot enough to cook an egg on the sidewalk. ahahaha...guess what? we're LOST! desaru's exit(or izzit road???) 90. i think we missed it. grrr... din i
say m'sia roads are SO difficult to decipher?!
Lala.. finally we're in the hotel. 3.30pm! heng, here got channel 8!wheee... got bathtub
somemore.. =psigh. mei and ma keep teasing me abt derek. sighhhh... he's my kor, my fren, my good fren and nth
else lah!
6.30pm
just came back from the swimming pool. the waterfall is a good massagger lehx! hmm.. and a slide.
yeah.. yupp.. going for shower soon. then dinner and happy fish show! LOL... we rode on the banana boat just now. thrilling manx. but we asked the man to slow down or we'll
topple into the water. mei kept crying! crybaby. shhh.. haha.. the ride was ex tho. erm.
singapore $30. yupp. i took the WRONG PANTS! haha..
8.00pm
just finished happy fish. folks gone for din. da pao for us. ahha. the walk-in closet is so cool!
it's like, if you open, then will have light. close - no light. heh.. call me lame. =paiyoo... i think i miss singapore le. LOL. homesick eh..
10.40pm
now dad is being massaged by some guy. i think malay lorx.. in my opinion he looks evil. LOL. i
think i too paranoid le. keep thinking that he'll come back and rob us. haha.. nono! i'll trust
God - he'll protect us from evil and harm! yay! just finished playing this game called carrom. it's malay i think. ha! mei backed out and i was
leading! haha.. feeling so tired. tmr will be morning swim. then errr.. exploring? maybe shopping. ahaha.. wahhh.. muz thank God. we went to the activity desk 2 minutes late! but.. we strolled ard and
then found the desk open! whahaha... it closes at 9pm. yupp- and we loaned the carrom game. heex. =p
11.10pm
i muz say, the horizon was(is) really beautiful! (during the boat ride) the banana looks like a
pencil tho. ahah.. and ohhh.. the green arrow on the celing is pointing west. for muslims when they pray. haha.. one
mystery solved! =) (cuz we were wondering what it was. we tot it's an escape route of some kind when it's pointing to the mirror. LOL!)
12 November
9.20am
my bed = sofa. it's comfier than bed. loljust finished breakfast. [[buffet]] the ommelette so nice lor! long time no eat. ahha.. 2 cups of
milk + 5 sausages + baked beans + grilled tomatio + french toast = $16 RM. whahaha.. eX?
(fast forward)
we woke up at 6.30am to catch that stupid sunrise! LOL! no sunrise de! but i drew with a stick in the sand the ushering motto + 2 hearts and FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND! muahahah! i think the slogan one i develop for the usher ldrs. hehhe.. i photographed it! lol.. ha! good idea eh.. and i found out how the closet works! woolallaa.. it's using reverse switch. haha..
2.55pm.
hah. we went exploring b4 lunch. whahah! the La Cerama hotel beach. WL! so flat! so plain! got
areoplane! LOL. but it's really flat and dirty. VERY. the sea view is nice tho. kekex.and we saw
this CUTE SMALL CRAB!haha.. ate malay mixed rice. wah! the town so deaD! while exploring, we saw a dead monkey and frog! LOL.. gross! bought ice cream and instant noods. thats our dinner. haha..just finished a game of carrom. me and ma won! ha! =p it's damn hot i might add.. haha..
6.55pm
lalala.. after napping we went swimming. i'm dead tired!bla.. din ice cream and instant noods!
(did i mention that? lol) woolalala..
13 November
7.44am
ha. i woke up at 6.40am to find that mom and dad went to the beach le! hurry come back lei... i
wanna go beach!anyway, yest night was firecrackers. haha.. heh.. singapore cannot play firecrackers. =( today is our last day here. mom and dad wanna extend. but i said no. it's a hard choice. but i haf to usher. but this is a once in a blue moon chance. sigh. stay or not?
2.10pm
just finished lunch. very nice lunch! prawn dumplings and wanton soup. it's sho delicious!
actually want a 2nd helping of dumplings.. but no more le. =( so eat wanton lor. ahha.. anyway, we checked out at 12pm. b4 that went to the beach. btw, i waited 2 hours his morning for pa and ma!
4.00pm
went to kota thinggi waterfalls. the water is shiok lor! and i bought key chains. cool!
10.15pm
after the waterfalls, went to JB. shop. eat. and finally the qn again. stay or not? we decided
not. yeah. tough choice. so we drove to the customs. traffic jam! if day i dun mind. but night -
cannot do anything! grrr.. so anyway, it was jammed all thru causeway and finally cleard at the
woodlands checkpoint. yupp. now we're home. LOL -i actually expected to see "kota thinggi" of
some sort on a singapore signboard. hahaha..
Life is so RANDOM.
10:06 PM
10:06 PM
all of a sudden i'm feeling so empty. mixture of feelings. happy and sad. oh manx. what is happening to me lorx?! i wanna know...!!! nvm. i shud enjoy my hol. so long peeps. =) haha... i'm STILL in singapore. but on my way. soon...
Life is so RANDOM.
8:37 AM
8:37 AM
[[UPDATED 14 NOVEMBER]]
hahaha.. b4 i go for my hol..[[and to BED!ahaha...]] i wanna do some shoutouts!
miffy! - lalala.. jiejie arrr.. thank you sho muchie! for standing by me, giving me advice.. blabla.haha... and thanks for giving me the BOOKS! =p
tiffy!! - wow.. you are one crappy gal~ thanks much for crapping wif me on msn yazz. haha..
VinniE, JuliannA, ElinnA and JACQ!! - haha... you all haf been amazing ldrs. thx jul and vin for helping me thru the big headache. ahah.. (the cg thing) cant thank enuf lor!
next on the list will be...
avian kor! - lol... i'm NOT stupid hor. hahaha... yaya.. thanks for crapping wif me when i'm like... SUPER BORED! and the super sweet intro b4 your blog. haha... =)
wayne + nicholas c. - surpriseD? hahaha... since you two are ties for the "nicest of the bad" title, yeah. thru msn i found out that you two are better than i think. lol.. thx 1800-wayne for cheering me uppie! heex. =D
all my ushering mates! - lalala.. we usher on sundays. our bonds tighten. yupp. thx ppl for making ushering such a joy!
xiaowei! thx gal, for cheering me up when some dum ppl ka jiao me. lol.. yupp.. go for your exams! gambette! =)
everyone else! those who added spice into my life. those God put into my pathway. MANASSEH ppl! esp pris.. yupp. thx thx..
and ha, how can i ever forget this 3 ppl -
cindy and lq! - whahaha... i've never regret to chg cg le. yupp. you two are oso amazing ldrs. thank God! wheee... thx for making cg so nice lorx.. hahaha.... esp lq, who's just so lame and funny. i think i caught your lameness. haha... see?! cuz of you i become sooo lame. hahaha... jkjk~ =p
JESUS!!! - my wonderful friend and saviour. thank YOU!! for putting these ppl in my path. shining the light of the way. yupp. God.. thanks for being there. and in the 1st place, thanks for even converting into a christian. =) your ways are always the highest, timing always purrrfect!
that's all for now. please keep me and my family in prayer. and God bless all! =) lalala.. dun miss me ppl. heex. =D
Life is so RANDOM.
10:00 PM
10:00 PM
if i'm not wrong.. it's lq's(aka ah q.. lol!!) bday. according to friendster. ahahhaa...
Life is so RANDOM.
8:13 PM
8:13 PM
lalala... guess wad? i getta miss being at the class performance cuz i'm at m'sia!!!!! yay!!!! wheeee..... lol.. my frens are soooo jealous manx. cuz the performance we haf to sing a really lame song. heex...
Life is so RANDOM.
4:03 PM
4:03 PM
ho hum.. I'm one of the secretaries for the day! wheee! how it started:
mrs lim asked 5 of us to do some stuff for her. it was putting popular vouchers in an envelope. 480++ vouchers! whahahaha... then, after we finished, (in the HOD office - aircon!) mrs lim gave us some stickers and a name list. we were supposed to stick the stickers with names on em on the envelope. THEN we realised the vouchers are supposed to be awards! those... 1st 2nd 3rd stuff. wheee! means i getting a voucher!! whahaha!
after that, we had to arrange the enevlopes according to the name list. yupp.
following that was a break. anyway, doing the voucher stuff was better than sitting ard and watch the interhouse games. so boring! ha!
we had 1hour recesS! wheee! after recess, mrs lim needed our help again.so 6 of us - 5 of the same ppl + 1 more- went back to the HOD office. now, that was admin work! ha! so, we were given some paper, pen and some mark sheets. we had to source out the ppl who are in the first 5 positions and write them down. um hum! we checked and double checked. then mavis took charge of the new assignment - typing everything into an mirocsoft excel document. the others left, leaving only me and mavis. lol, i finally learned sth about excel! hahaha...
hmm... that took us many hours. cuz we needed to check everything. typing checking typing checking. and the malay names are esp difficult to type! that was only half of the job. the other half was, typing the top 3 for each subject, each level. but there're lots more to be covered by mrs lim. we just helped about.. half? yupp.
cuz of that, i gotta miss music! woohoo! music is really incridibly boring. really. tho i love singing. haha...
after finishing mrs lim's admin work, ms chiew came to me and asked me to print some stuff. that took half an hour. just nice! after i finished printing, it was dismissal. haha... kind jolin and mavis brought my bag down for me! thank you gals~!
wow. being is teacher is no easy task. now i know.. sho bz! hahaha... i think this is kinda an experience. as an admin worker? hahah... lol,i tot teachers only teach, give hw, scold ppl. haahhahaaa... dun tell. heex....
finally, at long last, i going OUT of singapore!!! lalalala... but haf to pray. m'sia is a dangerous place after all. foreign land. yupp. do keep my family in prayer. thx ppl. =)
Life is so RANDOM.
3:23 PM
3:23 PM
lalaas... i'm testing this font i like. i'm going to crap here. so lalas.
tmr i'm going to church! wheee!
thurs i'll be off to m'sia.
dad discouraging me from buying souveniors. which i duno why.
will still attend sunday service! ehehe... wont miss it for anything! -winks-
there seems to be surprises every sunday. lol...
tmr will be another boring day at sch. i cant wait for sch to end so i can fly and meet vin and the others! hah!
will rem to bring cam. will kill myself if i forget! hah... needa put a BIG reminder somewhere... lol..
there's the end of my crappy post. so long!
Life is so RANDOM.
9:30 PM
9:30 PM
this is going to be a ramble post again, so ignore if you wish to.
i'm so sick of pri sch friendships.. they obviously dun last. as i mentioned before, the "friends forever" in autograph books is crap. GOD!!! I WANNA GROW 13. NOW! sigh. 12 is not a blessed age, readers.. countary to the belief. 12 is not a blessed age...
mavis doesnt wanna reply my msgs. grrr. dun want right?! fine! dun need me right?! fine oso! just dun come looking for me when jolin demands her cd. humph.
-sobz-
Life is so RANDOM.
6:40 PM
6:40 PM
grrr. i hate mood swings manx. hate hate hate. hate self! =/
lemme update about yest night. explain why i cried to sleep.
first, my mom recieve a cheque thru mail. it was signed "Jesus C" and matt 6:33 (i think) is written behind. wow. i was amazed how God can be so.. amazing!
then, mood drops down down down. cuz, sis do proj last min, dad and mom angry, mom started shouting. grrrr... why she like to shout so much?! then i couldnt stand it anymore, and so i told lq i better go in case they target ME. yeah. and then i went to my mom's room and wished my folks good night. grrr... good night indeed! THEN my mom had to drag me into the arguement! always de! "if we din shout at mei, you wouldnt haf shut down the comp" wL. wad crap sia. i was logging off tho i wished very much to stay cuz vin managed to come online. GRRRR! then i was like.. so mad! mad mad! and then moodswings, and i started crying. i mean. i just had to let go. my mind is like, everything will accumulate. and then what ever made the whole thing overflow and i'll just cry. strange huh.
today has been as boring as ever. wish sunday last longer. wish PnW lasted longer. wish sunday will come faster! sunday is always the greatest day. Thank you Jesus for sundays. =)
Life is so RANDOM.
3:04 PM
3:04 PM
sometimes i think that my moods are sorta controlled by others. their mood dips, my mood will follow. like roller coaster lidat. i hate it! fine, if that's what you want, mood, then so be it. i dun wanna care anymore. and fine, might as well take this chance to say what is always hidden. i am afraid to show my real self to others. okay?! i'm not as strong as i look. call me weak. fine wif you?! then i'm off.
//dunnit to be worried.. cuz no one offended me. it's just another one of those cursed moodswings. //
Life is so RANDOM.
8:48 PM
8:48 PM
Life is so RANDOM.
6:45 PM
6:45 PM