seems tt two songs remind me of My Utmost for His Highest 2 2004. Be Magnified and Purify my Heart. hehe.
yest we sung Yet will I Praise Thee... and i felt so touched by it.
for TODAY, well i'm sick. sore throat... ulcer and blah. hope it ends b4 sunday. and got slight fever.
and, a gurl got transfered to the seat next to me. sighs. no one in class can stand her la. >.<"
she's so...... nvm.
and i was so tired lo. cuz i was trying hopelessly at 12.30am to get the thread in the needle. ironic la.... my skirt hook made of metal BROKE... bahs!
yeah. sick. eeekks.
and my msn nick is "the best place to be is at the foot of the cross"... i knew it'll attract some comments one la.. one alr came. the first phrase in the conver was "yeah right". what the heck. who cares anyway. hahaha..
anyway, isnt it true? the best place to be is at the foot of the cross... yup! =D
Life is so RANDOM.
8:35 PM
8:35 PM
well... today had bday comm mtg, at 10am... woke up at 7.45am. -.-"
we planned abit for the ushering cny outing! hahah... so far so good... hehe...
then was cg... hmms. cindy shared on the passion of christ, and during sharing, i shared about this verse, which i've been looking for, for a LONG time...
you will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all of your heart - jeremiah 19:13
yeapz. and at spd, ushering.. i did stage! ahahaha... i was wondering WHY they make the steps so small la.. hahaha...
then the msg was about stongholds in our life.. and after that, bro sam opened the altar for those who wants to pray about any stronghold in our life.. i was sorta amazed la, cuz alot of ppl started gg to the front... like... just 'rush'... yeah. and bro sam asked us to kneel down la.. and oh, jacq was praying for me... during tt time.. sigh. i wanted to kneel.. but, duno WHAT dum thing is holding me back..i really duno wad... but in the end when the prayer ended and the sung the song i finally fell to my knees... the best place to be is at the foot of the cross... at his feet. =)
the keyword is pride. it's amazing how pride can build up in your life. and it's a BIG mountain.. big one.. tt we need to break down. it's sth like a stronghold i think.
after spd, i had debrief, and pract with lq for pnw next week. ahh.. then lunch, and went to tm to buy sth. then off to home. and, i'm RUNNING OUT OF TIME.... i got a sci test tmr and i havent studyy... omg... better go.. =)
oh ya..i tried sth with my sis... we agreed tt for one day, she's the big sis and i'm the small sis... lol... in two hrs she gave up and wanted to switch back. it works k... heex. =p
Life is so RANDOM.
9:48 PM
9:48 PM
1 minute ago: shower. (rather, 5min ago)
1 hour ago: eating dinner
1 day ago: went to lib, lentor cg, and school
1 year ago: sch? ahhaha...
Words to describe the situation of now: now... sick and tired of my folks. and sch. hahs... but thank God for church and frens, or i'll..............and oh.... it's cold now. wind blowing. hahahaha...
Things I want: berms. 3 quart pants. formal not so high heels. aiyah. more clothing la. and a hp with line...... blah... ahahhaa
Songs listened to: oohh.. it's too LITTLE to mention...
Things accomplished: almost finished condensing hist chap1 into notes, halfway through my newly bought book, buying dinner, my math hw, sketching lots of leaves! (i seem to fall in love with drawing leaves, lol)
Windows open: in my house, lots of windows are open. and on comp, i have three windows open.haha.
Things around the computer: two printers (one spoilt) my dad's phone, my bag, a book, some mysterious device, pens, liquid paper, letter weighing machine, a pencil holder, two speakers, sticky labels, modem, my pencil case, drawing pencils, drawing block, paper.... ahaaha.. i knoww... my table is so messy lah!
Thoughts of now: brrr.. it's cold
E-mails: msn acct, two yahoo accts, one i havent used for a long time, and a lissaexplains.com email acct. hahaha...
Lyric: "you will overcome, and the trials you go through will fall one by one... as My grace pours over you" CFNI- Seek Me and find Me
Random: hellox.. my name's sheryl...
Spell your name backwards: gnehc iuh oey lyrehs
Where do you live?: boring sengkang...
Describe yourself in three words: temperamental lame crazy
Who is your worst enemy?: satan
If you could have ANY animal for a pet, what would it be?: hmm. sheep! ahaha...
Do you know what a spork is?: "Sinagpore's Pork? *LoL*" tt was vinnie's answer. LOL... and no, i duno wads spork. hahahahah...
What is the latest you've ever stayed up?: 5a.m
Ever been to Belgium?: nop
Toothbrush: yello systema.. heex.
Jewellery worn daily: erh. nop. i've stopped wearing earings, cuz my ear pierce got infection. =(
Underwear: ....
Shoes: slippers, sch shoes, formal sandals.... and sandals.. i love sandals!! =D
Nail polish: none. haha..
Handbag: dun have
Favorite top: hmm. my hang ten tees! and this white blouse from my mom...
Favorite pants: my pink berms! nice coloured and comfy...
Perfume: none. i smell nice enough. like real. lol.
CD in stereo right now: my burned cd. hehe...
Tattoos: No dun have dun want.
Piercings: ears! two. one infected one fine.
Current music: was listening to seek me and find me
Wearing: orange hang ten tee, checkered shorts.. my fav blue hairband! specs...
hair: messy. hahahs..
Makeup: i wear makeup once in a purple moon. hahaha..
In my mouth: teeth, gums, plaque, saliva, and the pear taste
In my head: heavy.. thinking about tmr. which is SUNDAY!
Hearing: the tv, the msn sounds, and my typing. and oh, my family's voices.
Wishing: for alot of things. like, a revival in spd, in church, in singapore, and in the world.
After this: chatting. reading. sleeping. packing bag!!!
=-=-=-=-=-=-=
hahaa... today is boring la. i borrowed vivien's calculator for math. getting used to her calculator. not a good sign, cuz my sch's calulator is different. lol.
yeah. boring eh. tmr is sundayy.. =)
Life is so RANDOM.
8:39 PM
8:39 PM
ahh. came back from cg. my FORMER cg. i MISS THEM TERRIBLY!
anyway. after sch.. went to the lib to study. cramm hist into my brain. then walked back to sch bus stop, waited for rach. for a HOUR. gosh. then there, at the cg, i sang as backup singer. the mics failed on us. haha. and then. oh. the curry was nice. =)
and. i. want. to. move. back. to. lentor. cg. now.
i wanttt.... please lahh... in serangoon i'm in the middle of nowhere. and i cant even sing backup lahh. and wadever la. why must it be tt if my parents move, i have to move?! unfair.
but, these are the wise things knocked into my head today.
- do not worry about anything, instead pray about evt.
- seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added onto you
- therefore do not worry about each day... for the day will worry about it's own. sufficient for the day is it's own trouble
sigh.
this is becoming a complain blog manx. cannnnnooott! must chgg..
Life is so RANDOM.
1:29 AM
1:29 AM
i'm pretty impressed. this post... shall be kinda insightful i guess. anyway nth much happened today.
so yeah. impressed. well wad my mom shared with me was,
1. it's not that we do not trust jesus, but it's that we dun trust him enough
2. trust is a hard word to use.. because it starts with a T and ends with a T, the cross of jesus.
wow. true statements.
and another one which lq shared with me.
do what you want, or you'll regret it.
yup. so i'm volunteering for the waitress job. it's still serving the Lord. =) and guess what. my first offical choir pract start next friday~! yayy..
and today, there was CF... yeapz. made paper frogs. lol. my frog dun jump. and discussed abit about the purpose driven life.
tmr, is a exciting day. i'm going back to lentor cg for a visit!!!!! yayyyyyyy... i miss the place. i miss rach. i miss every1. ahh! and i'm backup singing. =D hehe.
haha.. not enough insightful right. but wadever..
Life is so RANDOM.
8:19 PM
8:19 PM
do u realise...
today is exactly a month after the tsunami?
today, is 26 january. =)
Life is so RANDOM.
10:35 PM
10:35 PM
heh. another boring day. stayed back in school to study. me so guai eh. lol
anywayz. tmr got CHINESE test, and i totally have NO mood to study for it. heck... who cares liao lahh.. i have no heart for chinese... and i wanna DROP it. gahhs.
and bahhs. STUPID BECKHAM.... WHEN IS HE PAYING HIS $1.20?! I NEEDA GIVE THE MONEY TO MISS YOGES LAHH!!! hahahahaha....
and hehehe... cant resist doing a survey... =p it;s extremely long, i warn you. hahaha...
ME ME ME!
[my name is]: sheryl
[in the morning I am]: sleepy. and rushy.
[all I need is]: God's love, grace and mercy...
[love is]: patient love is kind... it does not envy does not boast. it is not rude.... blah.. lol.
[I dream about]: many things.....
-W I T H.T H E.O P P O S I T E.G E N D E R-
[what do you notice first?]: hahahhaa... i notice nothing?
[dream boy/girlfriend]: None at the moment.
[do you believe in love at first sight?]: love at first sight? maybe
-W H O-
[makes you smile]: hahaha... ppl. ppl. and ppl!
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]:erh. i duno.
[has a crush on you?]: him? i hope not. lol.
[do you find easiest to talk to]: lalala... the ever so chatty gurls in ushering~!
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: no. not worth my time hahs.
[save aol/aim conversations]: auto saved. hahaha... but it takes up my disk space
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: my foot. hahahaha.... it's great to be a gurl okay!
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: my mum's friend..
[hugged]: erh. my bolster? haha
[you instant messaged]: liz!!
[you laughed with]: erh. i laughed AT vinnie's post. hahahaha.. about her.. *OrAnGe* hair!! =p
-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: erh no. hahaha..
[ever get off the damn computer]: duhhz... PUB will be celebrating if i'm on every minute. haha
[hable español]: no i can't speak spanish...
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]:no and never.
[could you live without the computer?]: i dun think so.
[what's your favourite fruit?]: apples, oranges, starfruit, watermelon, pear etc..
[drink alcohol?]: sorry... underage
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: both lah. phy pain got all the ointments... emotional got God... but it still hurts. =)
[trust others way too easily?]: erh yes. haha
-N U M B E R-
[of times I have broken my heart? ]: are you nuts. who would break their own heart?!
[of hearts I have broken?]: erh. how would i know? hahaha
[of boys I have kissed?]: ewwwwwww..... NONE , thank you.
[of continents I have lived in?]: one!
[of drugs taken illegally?]:oohh... promise not to tell ah... i eat panadol. not counted? sorry. haha.
[of tight friends?]: a handful..
[of cd's that i own?]: LOTS.
[of scars on my body?]:none! hehe
[of things in my past that i regret?]: too many to list down really...you won't wanna hear them anyway...i mean who never made any mistakes?
" I ... "
I KNOW: quite much. and i know the fact tt, YOU, cant go to heaven without salvation. heex
I HAVE: too little time to sleep.. and... a wonderful classs, cg, church, and ministry!
I WISH: -points to wishlist- and a new sister that is not so irritating~!
I MISS: my slacky timetable..
I FEAR: the six legged thingos. hahahha...
I HEAR: the tv. and my typing.
I REGRET: too many things..HEY. didn't you just asked me that?!
I LOVE: many many things. and i love God!
I ACHE: for sleep
I CARE: for almost everything that concerns myself and my friends and loved ones...
I AM NOT: pretty.
I DANCE: erh no. ahah
I SING: all the time~
I CRY:sometimes. when some ppl just push it.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: read the Bible...*guilty look* and pray. -double guilty look-
I WRITE: my name. my class. the date on my assignments. haha
I WIN: doesn't matter...
I LOSE: my lame side when some ppl just dun want to get serious about things tt need to be serious. hahahaha... confusing eh.
I CONFUSE: myself when i over-think and get too many opinions...
I LISTEN: music.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: in front of the comp. in school. in my room. in my HOUSE... and i wish tt all the time, in church!
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: things. hahaha..
W H A T . S O N G S …
Reminds you of an ex lover: i don't have an ex-lover.
Reminds you of an ex friend: erh?
Makes you cry: jesus reigns. on my knees. eagles wings. cant think anymore.
Makes you laugh:hahahaha... this camp song with actions. i think it's called father abraham. ;)
Makes you smile: erh...... hahaha
You never want to hear it again: the dum CNY songs! (and during christmas, the christmas carols repeated over and over again)
Reminds you of your childhood:alalala... i'm still in my childhood. heehee.
Sums up your teenage years: well. MY TEENAGE YEARS ARE NOT OVER YET~!
Makes you want to get married: erh no, i dun wanna get married. haha
You like out of your parents record collection: erh. they dun usually listen to songs..
You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: oohh... many many. heh
You love the video more than the tune: nop
You heard today: CNY songs???
Was stuck in your head: giving my very best to you
Remind you of your new crush/love: dun have...
Makes you think of sex: no comments
Makes you think of being alone: welcome to my life
Reminds you how you feel about your friends: If we hold on together
Are embarrassed to admit you like: no idea...what's so embarassing???
Perks you up: All the upbeat songs...
You love to sing: I sing almost any song....
Y O U R*
*hair color: black!
*first crush: erh. i think tt was in p3? lol. dun laughh..
*boyfriend/girlfriend now: For the 454568745454348742124895454345412, i DON'T have one and i dun need one now!
*crush: sighs. none at the moment. haha
*color of your room: - white. with a purple wall.
*righty or lefty: RIGHTY.
*hobbies: stoning, lettin my mind run wild, creating stuffs, challenging limits, arts, gaming, blogging, sleeping, eating and doing things for people heehee..
*sign: no sign, no zodiac. i'm human.
M I S C E L L A N E O U S
*do you like school: no comments. hahaha
*do you like to talk on the phone: not really
*do you have your own phone line: nop;
*can we have your number:oh sure. dream on. LoL
*do you like to dance:erh. i'm not gifted in dancing. my sis is. hahaa.
*are you scared to ask out your crush: -.-".
*do you think cheering is a sport: yeah, maybe.
E I T H E R // O R
Coffee or hot chocolate? ICED both!
Big or little? for what?
Lace or satin? Depends on where i'll find it.
New or old? comfort is the best.
Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? er... ???
Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? er....?
Vogue or Material Girl? er?
Sweater or sweatshirt? both are fine.
T shirt or tank top? t-shirts
Skirt or dress? skirts
Wool or cotton? cotton~
Rose or Lily? lily!
The way it is or the way it was? the way it is.
Oldies or pop? both are fine
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? for the LAST time, NO!
Do you have a best friend? "jesus you are my best fren.. you will always be, nth will ever chg tt!"
I N . T H E . L A S T . 2 4 . H O U R S . ... H A V E . Y O U .
...Cried? nop.
Helped someone?yeah. BUY DINNER
Bought something? oh yea...heehee...
Gotten sick? headache now
Gone to the movies? i wish!!!!!
Gone out for dinner? go out to BUY dinner, yes
Said "I love you"? erh. no
Written a real letter? nah.
Moved on? Kinda.
Talked to an ex? .....
Missed an ex? i tell you sth. i wanna box the setter LAH!
Written in a journal? what am i doing now????
Talked to someone you have a crush on? nooo
Had a serious talk?nop
Missed someone? nop
Hugged someone? nop
Fought with your parents? nop! i'm guai one lo! heex
Fought with a friend? nonono.... i TOLD you i;m a guai kia! hahaha
Do you.....
Wear eye shadow? once in a green green moon
Put on a "front"? yep when all else goes wrong, it's man's natural instinct to act fine.
Kiss on the first date? no lah.
Have a crush on someone? >.<"
Eat with your mouth open? No. it's rude!
What color is your floor/carpet in your room? brown drown wood finished with some plastic stubstance.
What was the last CD you bought? tt was LONG ago...
How did you spend last summer? define summer...if its ard April to July, i spent it at home, school, church and speedlight camp!
When's the last time you showered? at 7.30pm today
Are you tired?very
Are you lonely? no
Are you happy? i guess so, hungry more like it
Are you wearing pajamas? no i
Are you talking to someone online? tiffany and rach
What are the initials of your crush/interest/spouse? ........
What is your astrological sign? refer to "sign"
What is the sign of your crush/interest/spouse? see above.
What time is it? 9.15pm
Do you wear a watch? yup! cant live without a watch. heh.
How many coats and jackets do you own?: 2
Favorite pants/skirt color?: hahaha.. anything will do. as long as it doesnt look old fashioned..
Most expensive item of clothing?:hmm.my OP shirt tt was bought years ago?? lol
Most treasured?: everything though they'r all materials of the world, my friends and loves ones, haven't i answered that before?
What kind of shoes do you wear?: slippers. sch shoes. ushering sandals. sandals. and sandals! sandals rawks.. hehe.
Describe your style in one word: i duno. LOL. =)
Life is so RANDOM.
8:08 PM
8:08 PM
hmm. today.
i was late for cg... well i was waiting for 291 opp the lib.. budden really late liao, so heck.. i just took a bus to the int and transfer. didnt care.
and in cg we talked about prayer. nice topic. cuz i dun really understand prayer. =)
spdlight, pnw was nice. bro sam preached about living faith. and after spdlight, i ate with vinnie, tiffy, mandy, wayne, eunice, alena and jacq. yay.
and AFTER lunch, went back to church. choir prac. waiting for my folks to eat finish. then choir pract finish, pract with lq for pnw next next week. aiyah. middle of it, dad called to say they're done. wad bad timing. -.-"
yeah. still got compo to finish. wth. sianx la.
and who says sec 1 cannot stress?! hai.
Life is so RANDOM.
9:44 PM
9:44 PM
try this.
http://www.happyhub.com/network/reflex/
how fast or slow are you? hahahha... =)
Life is so RANDOM.
8:23 PM
8:23 PM
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sianx lo.
i'm not in the mood for hw.
not in the mood for anything.
just wanna sleep. and get away.
gahhhhs...
chinese. why did God invent chinese arh!? it causes so much miseryy... i hate chinese lahhhh... if only it's not compulsoryy... fat hope.
anyway ally said if i worked hard for it i can drop chi in... erh.. sec3 or sec4?
eeeeee... thats a LONG TIME AWAYYY...
hai. i'm complaining again. i shouldntt... i shouldntt..
i wanna talk to some1........
and sundays rocks my socks. sunday = tmr! yayyy
Life is so RANDOM.
4:15 PM
4:15 PM
suddenly have this fired up feeling. hahah... turn speedlight upside down! ;)
anyway. still got math and chinese to finish.. and i duno wad was the teacher thinking. (no rhyme intended) monday there is ting xie for lesson 1~3! (as you prolly know alr) but that is making me stressed up lah. means arh... 1 lesson average about 15words. 3 lessons = 45 words! (phrases, rather) gahhhhss.... wth..
ahhh... WAD IS THE TEACHER THINKING?!
eeekkkkkksssss....
ohwell. tt's the thing about going to a ''good school''. >.<" sigh. stress sia.
i want to go out manx. just to chill.
btw.... there's a SIX FAITH CNY GATHERING~!! woohoo! wheeeeee.... looking forward to 8th jan. hehe...
Life is so RANDOM.
1:01 PM
1:01 PM
i'm watching this news show.
and it showed a train.... tt was stationary during the disaster.... well, wad happened was, the ppl there tot that, if they get into the train, they'll be safe.
but nonono.
they didnt expect a second wave... and they din expect it to be so powerful, until the train toppled to its side. it's so sad.
but owell... we cant blame them. anyone there would think tt the train is steady.. heavy and wont topple... and wow... if the waves can topple a heavy TRAIN, those OLD ones which are really heavy(!).. then it must be really really powerful.
people are still picking up wads left of their lives... salvaging wad they have... and clinging on to precious memories. my heart goes out to them.
Life is so RANDOM.
11:04 PM
11:04 PM
lalala. today, my 'clique' came to my house. gahs. we wasted ALOT of time, as always. they were supposed to reach compass point at 12, but in the end, 1pm then reach. -.-"
and then alot of trouble la.
BUT.
it worked out pretty well. we managed to finish the props for the proj -- mask.. scenery and evt. haha. so much gigling ard. we just finished. =)
and hahs. i keep forgetting today's FRIDAY.. not saturday. anyway, i got tons of chi hw to clear. my first zuo wen of the year -- i think i lost my touch with chi compos alr! and ting xie, lesson one to three, zuo ye lesson one to four. eeeks. plus proj(s) odds and ends. gahhs!
BUT again.
phillipians 2:14 says tt do evt without complaining or arguing. and well, we cant do it without God's help.
"and there i saw a bright light of hope.. shining from christ, and christ alone. =)"
Life is so RANDOM.
8:07 PM
8:07 PM
heehee. today i planned to eat lunch then go home. but the end-of-day announcement made me stay till 3.45p.m... for a meaningful cause~
it has kinda been bor-ing. and finally the teacher explained the distribuitive law... which drove me totally nuts yest! -.-"
yeah.
now to the 'important cause'!
i went for this christian fellowship after school........ it's called.. GoMAD!
haha. MAD is an acronym. it's meaningful. cuz guess what is stands for.
GoMAD! = go make a difference~!
yeapz. i spent about 1h++ there. nice place. hehe.. had pnw. fellowship. talking. and realising tt we all have probs putting Jesus, as the centre of our life. and the attendance. i think 20++ ppl. little eh? well well. there will be more.. soon! =D
for pnw we sang as we gather, heart of worship.. and making a difference. why i say this is because, i wonder if God is telling me to go ahead and sing making a diff and heart of worship for cg. hmms.
gahs. hw. teachers seem always to take the opportunity of hols and give extra abundance of hw! >.<
Life is so RANDOM.
4:45 PM
4:45 PM
gahs. i ran half a round ard the stadium today. and got real tired. >.< lousy me.
then swimming. i forgot my goggles. kind lillian lent me hers.
and we walked..... very slowly back to school. why? it's science... tt means mr simon's (aka mr wh) class. heh.
my friend. the gurl with the attitude prob. she performed an extraordinary feat yest afternoon. she KNEW she couldnt make it across the road... but she still DASHED. if she did tt a few secs later, cars will be honking at her. then... we reached the mrt stn. her train arrived b4 she could go to the platform. well. you guessed it. she DASHED up the escalator and evt. my gosh. can she have abit more sense?
anyway. i did abit of thinking. perhaps i have no right to say tt she has an attitude prob. =)
and... my group (rather, my clique) composed this poem in lit today. i think it's nice. even tho none of us have much of a poetic flair.
-the owl-
in the forest i took a stroll.
accidentally i tripped over a stone.
i fell flat on my back and looked up at the sky.
shiny stars glimmering through the night.
i stood up and turned around.
i thought i heard a sound.
i saw two big glowing eyes staring at me - so scary right?
i switched on my torchlight
and looked directly in its eyes.
i saw the bright light of hope
and realised the beauty in the owl's eyes.
well. nice? comments please.
and, thanks alvin.t. for teaching me the stupid LCM thingy! heex.
oh ya. now i agree with tiffy. wad was i thinking when i said maths is getting easier. easier my FOOT. lol. =p
Life is so RANDOM.
6:16 PM
6:16 PM
bah. my dad did it. i was freakingly PISSED off by him. again. and i was so pissed that i wrote a page long complaint. supposely to cindy but i shall type some here. cant stand having only a revenue for venting. here goes.
i havent been managing my money well. i did not want to lose my tie.
i broke down with conviction yesterday. i owe the treasury money and after wad jacq said on sunday, i felt compelled to give. nonono... it's owing HIM money and i feel bad. gah.
my dad dun understand. he's confused. i dun understand either and i'm oso confused. you know why? lemme tell you. because i'm stupid. get it? in the first place, i wonder how i got into PHS... how i ever passed my exams. or why i come into this horrid world.
"you need to sacrifice in order to gain"
wad crap. havent i sacrificed enough? i pay for evt on my own, bus fare (crazy sbs) stationey, files, food. lunch, class funds and wadever funds. and hello, i only get 30 bucks a week. i'm just asking for a little more so you dun have to pay for my extra things! the most ironic thing is tt i have to pay for my transport. gahhhh.
and hi again, secondary school is not like primary school where you get food for even 10 cents and the aunties make an effort to rmb your facr. at least, my school dun. evt is slow. the popular bookshop auntie, the pe shirt seller and the food seller. it's really slow cuz they take their time!
i want to sack myself. wad a stupid treasurer i am. i think my teacher is blind to choose me.
i need to talk to some one human or i'll go bonkers.
i feel utter crap.
-=-[today]-=-
that was yest night. you can guess how pissed i was. (or am) thats not the whole thing k. and anyway i wish i'm equally gifted for my lit. hahs.
well. the two ppl who got it from me acted innocent. as expected. cant they have abit of a sense for responsibility?!
well. i'm still surviving. i shared soup with a friend. thank God. she din ask me to pay.
i dun mind they cut my allowance but they pay for my transport.
i dun mind lor.
but wadever.
ahh. stressed.
Life is so RANDOM.
5:50 PM
5:50 PM
guess what.
i did my accounting.
i'm really dead broke.
this week, i have no money to eat.
totally my fault.
gahs.
what am i supposed to do?! i dun even have a pathetic cent. >.<""
Life is so RANDOM.
9:17 PM
9:17 PM
argh. i cant believe it. i'm stressed only at the 3rd week of sch?!
it's very cheem... even to me. my best explaination is tt i'm stressed without feeling really stressed but at the end of the day i'm still stressed. get it? i bet you dun. hahs.
this gurl i know has a major attititude prob. ahh.
and guess wad. my form teacher called me when i wasnt home. form teachers DONT call ppl for nth lor! gahh... i still duno wads up.
anyway today is tiring.
and hahs... math is getting easier.. eng is getting tougher. eng is asking crappy qns.
wait till i get to sch tmr. i'm pissed. two ppl will get it from me. >.<
anyway i just viewed the pre spd camp pics. so nice! well thank God there's suck things called cameras. hehe.. it was very.... hmm... how shud i put it. heartwarming? yeah.
so there. tmr is tuesday. cant wait till wednesday. cuz it's the shortest day and there's chapel service. yay.
Life is so RANDOM.
9:04 PM
9:04 PM
well. today is my first time leading pnw for cg. must thank God for lots of things.
1. it didnt rain.
2. my leaders.
3. my bros in christ in my cg.
4. the spirit was moving in our midst.
yup. during cg we made resolutions. there were some sad stuff but i shall not dwell on it. after cg was spd.. i ushered! haha... it was great lah.
and wad else. oh.. there was GM... it was quite long but i learnt alot from it.
it was quite a sunday but i have no time to eleborate.
anyway.. i wanna kill some1 but thou shall not murder. haha.. he almost murdered me okayy... scaring the heck outta me. gahs.
so there. =)
Life is so RANDOM.
9:57 PM
9:57 PM
gahs. fell asleep yesterday after eating painkiller. major headache.. now better.
manx. i really love the words of the song. he's really the king of all i i love him more than life. =)
and guess what. livejournal server has i think crashed and no one's LJ is working.
sianx. hw hw hw. i wonder why, prisch stuff is sho ez but comes to sec sch, it majorly jumped to so much cheem-ness! i totally CANT understand my eng qns. dahh.
and arh, the teaching system is not tt good either. teach half half than ask us to do wadever hw. how to do lah. i stupid can.
uh oh. that above sentences prove tt a big mood swing is about to come soon. >.<""
sigh.
wad i'm happy about is......
` #1 more day!!! wheeee....
Life is so RANDOM.
11:55 AM
11:55 AM
gahs. today, alot of things happened oso. good and bad... lemme start.
well. i met my chinese teacher... which had given me the task of buying files. PURPLE files! whee.
english was interesting. some1 described me as pretty and i was SO honoured. i dun consider myself pretty k. i consider myself totally ugly. so anyway i kana picked by teacher to read whats on my paper...i couldnt get past the word before pretty... cuz the word pretty came from a boy. >.<
then. here comes the bad part. my stupid asst, cuz of his total laziness, lost $47!!! my gosh. and the best part is, he keeps pushing the blame... to ME.... when it's his fault. and now the teachers is on MY heels. i wanna sack him manx. anyway... hai.. sheryl.. dream on lah. you are most prolly going to get sacked first~!
d&t was interesting. the teacher got us some sort of thinking. i love this the most. if you fail your O's, can you go to a JC? think about it. i suggest you stop for a while to think... then read on. =)
yeah.. and after school, i met mainey at j8 for lunch! i was lk... 30min late cuz sch dismiss late. gahs. i tot she will pangseh me. LOL. she didnt. hehe... aft lunch she went for her theory lesson, and i waited for her. 30 min only. and we went to popular to buy some stuff. i got some cheap fabric paint! and of course, i bought my class files. 36 of them. manx. now i'm aching ALL OVER, cuz of my extremely heavy bag. or bags. so imagine me lugging home evt. argh.
so here comes the answer. can you go to a JC if you fail your O's? well.. yes. get onto a taxi an go to wadever JC you want. HAHA.... =p
well. that taught me to think out of the box. heh.
Life is so RANDOM.
6:22 PM
6:22 PM
wow. alot of things happened today.
firstly, all of a sudden, i love the song more than life so much. i'm glad i din permantely delete from my comp... i esp love these two lines--
how can it be... you are the one who died for me... lifted for all my shame.
how can it be... the scars in your hands are for me... you are the king of all.
then, today was the first chapel service held in the history of presbyterian high. i must say it was wonderful. christian, or non - christian, every1 sang the two songs... above all and still. the chorus of voices was really nice. it's so... chapel like... yeah. so it was very nice... and my pe teacher, mr sim, did sth that kinda touched me. cuz the chapel was filled with sec1 and sec2 ppl... it was really noisy. esp the sec2s. and mr sim, even tho he's not a christian, he shouted sth like this in chinese.. "this is the house of God! can all of you be quiet?!" gosh.
hmm. i had pe today... haha... i think i will never do well in short dist running. it's my first pe lesson in 2 years. did quite well, considering tt fact. and oh... science was damn funny. we were late cuz pe was b4 science... and mr william hung was early... so right... he din see us mah... he went to 1F, down the corridor. and then HAHA.... we saw him, and the chairman quickly opened the door and all of us slipped into the classroom... 5 min later, mr W.H came to our class.
Mr WH: erh... is this 1 faith? do you know where's 1 humility?
class: nonono this is 1 grace. -laughs!-
mr WH: oh. ic
class: -laughs somemore- no lah! this is one H!
LOL... he was so blur lor! and our class name was displayed very prominantly on the door... =D i almost wanted to say.... noo... this is 1 agape! HAHAHA.... =p we should try tt eh... get the whole class to say tt we're 1 agape is he is ever so blur again. nehneh.
yupp... and the classroom was SO STUFFY... that i almost fainted, seriously. i was feeling ever so terrible... the feeling that it's as if i'm aching all over...
right.
after school, went to amk central to eat lunch with my friends... long johns! hehe....
tmr.. maybe meeting mainee.... (spas--- wo---?=p) for lunch! wheee....
oh ya... today it's BB day... got video speech by the President of Singapore.. (duh)
and guess what. my mom was looking for the chords, O Lord i need YoU. and... she found althea's blog in the search engine. gosh. means tt she also can find THIS blog. ahh.... all my secrets here leii! (and i've not really been saying nice things about her =x) manx. this is another reason tt i want to put pw. hai.
countdown: 4 more days!
Life is so RANDOM.
5:40 PM
5:40 PM
hahs. today is a very boring day.
i almost fell asleep in mr william hung's class. LOL... looks lk the whole sch calls him tt.
and blah.
afternoon got this digonostic test. eee.....i drifted in and out of sleep.... sigh. am really tired these days... tho i sleep alot.
gahs.
countdownn... 5 more dayys.... yays!
Life is so RANDOM.
5:32 PM
5:32 PM
ahhh.. i was almost late fer schh! wL... i forgot to bring my chi books... rush home to take... and only to find out there;s no chi! cuz the teacher nv come! ahhhhh.... -.-"
well... met my eng teacher... she's very nice! then today got scii.... (mr william hung?) and blah. supposely got math, no math. book so heavy lor! gahs.
oh yeahhh.... i'm appointed as TREASURER! wheee... the stupid asst treasurer.... just sit thr shake legs. hahs.
so my first day as treasurer... i couldnt strain my voice to shout... and so i asked a guy to shout for me. the original msg was "if you cant pay today, pay tmr." he shouted..."if you cant pay tmr, pay today." >.<
after sch... i stayed back until 5pm. cuz have to discuss proj. manx. i'm really fed up with this gurl. her attitude is just not right lorh. and i'm stuck with her for the whole year. she dun wanna do her part, give excuses to go home... dun wanna stay to discuss.. like she very tired cuz she slept at 10pm. crap lah. other girl slept at 2am oso nv complain lor! argh. oh well... we just have to try our best... let God do the rest.
wow. i lk tt sentence. do my best and let God do the rest. yay. i'm gg to trust in him....
Life is so RANDOM.
7:44 PM
7:44 PM
well well. today i was seen in half U. hahaha... got this awards ceremony... got 2.50. HAHA... so you see ppl... i'm NOT rich. i barely had money in my wallet!
so anyway. i tot i'll be super late for cg. but this year they weren't so crappy. lol. i was half an hour earlier! haha. met grace on the bus... so long nv see her liaox. cg was at void deck. the second level of golden pines.. not too bad lah. some cgs are there oso. today's sharing... erh. we shared about the week lah.. our schools and etc. yeahhh...
then we went for spd. sermon quite good... hallmark of the new generation. =) sat with cg.. when was the last time i sat with cg?! hahah...
after spd.. i went ard kajiao-ing ppl... lol. then prac for next week's pnw... and lunch. wow. big grp today. avian, kiew yuan, althea, vinnie, lynette, tiffy, alena, me, mandy. heh.. played 9 squares and ____ magic. hahs... i still cant get the 9 squares logic. call me slow.
dahhs. aft tt went back to the office... 3pm service lasted way longer then usual. yeahh..
grandma fell... hai.
pray. must prayy... make prayer a lifestyle....
Life is so RANDOM.
6:57 PM
6:57 PM
yays! i finally finished this thing! well.... to all of you out there.... couldnt get the LEW ushers pic... i love you all too! =D
Life is so RANDOM.
6:53 PM
6:53 PM
hmpf. this first proj of the year is making me damn irritated and cranky. moody. wadever.
firstly, i met my frens today at plaza sing. dahhs. we wasted 1h looking for each other cuz there were TWO ctrl stns! so i searched the entire mrt stn not to find them. so frustrating. and then, i called the WRONG number... cuz my fren handwriting not clear. and i dun have the other's numbers. argh.
the discussion wasnt very fruitful either. one of the gurls, had that sian look and didnt participate. then it was as if we were broken into two groups. gosh. if this continues, how to finish the proj?! it takes like... 28% of our mid year results!
so anyway, we decided that the proj is centred on the topic friends and we are having a good and bad guy. we're supposed to draw a comic of at least 12 pics. ahhh...
hahaha... decided to ask some lame ppl for suggestions tmr. you know, i know alot of lame ppl. ;p
dahhs. i better go. some1 is behind me... hinting me to get off. i HATE that feeling.
manx. i must quit complaining! but... heheheh.... some unfortunate ppl are going to get it laterr.... ;)
Life is so RANDOM.
6:42 PM
6:42 PM
well well.
back from oreintation camp!
well.... one of my classmates, Japhia, fell from a chair while playing a game. poor gal... hurt her head, i think. and we wrote a get well card for her!
yeah. yest was team building games, and the campfire! wow... they sure have a really cool way of starting the fire.......
and yay! 1 humility won the best overall class award!! woohoo!
haha... pretty tiring.... wanna sleep. no... slept on bus. ALMOST missed stop... woke up a few stops b4 my house...... heh.... too bad eh. -.-
hmms.
sunday have the awards ceremony. but lost the stupid letter. and mr chua cant be contacted!! goshhhh.... it's 200++ dollars leii.... cant do without the letter.
and i've got this feeling tt pride is going (or alr?) building up in me.... cannot cannot.... must chg. after all i'm in 1 humility! haha...
looking forward to next week. yays! nervous + excited... heheh....
well. offical school starts on monday! still got the lit file cover to finish....
Life is so RANDOM.
3:32 PM
3:32 PM
school.
HAHA......... my form teacher's name quite difficault to pronounce.. so when we greet her we kay kiang...... not greeting her we call her miss yogert. LOL! hahahha... so mean right. i got meaner stuff. my sci teacher look lk willian hung. hah.
so yeah. school again. i'm having school blues, i think. i'm thinking wad will happen if i go to plmgs... sigh. wads wrong with me. and my mom smart lah. dun want to make any choice about my school... so if anything goes wrong it's my fault alone. -.-"
dahhs. i joined choir! manx... missing pri sch choir.... SKPS choir RAWKS! wish i can visit them... hmm.... shall call some of the seniors soon... heheh
hmm.... was wiped out... fell alseep on bus and NO, i din miss my stop! too bad right. *lol*
tmr sec1 orintation camp. pack halfway. haha.shall continue later... halfway thru my lit file cover too... hehehe.... it's really nice... i love it. =D
and i miss skps!!!! ahhhhhh
Life is so RANDOM.
8:02 PM
8:02 PM
so make this short and sweet, today isnt a nice day.
frustrating.
first the timetable is so messy.
then i got scolded anyhow.
so let me tell you that i haf 'chg-ed' my perception.
even in christian schools, teachers are also abit......... sigh. you know wad i mean right.
then i queued 1h just to buy two P.E shirts and shorts. and got late for chinese.
i'm so tired!
no no good day lahh......
bleah....
havent choose songs for cg yet.... havent finish evaluation.... havent do lots of things!
arghh....
Life is so RANDOM.
9:32 PM
9:32 PM
well. today is boring. talks. and i was late, by one min. cuz i was lost. but hello, the school is so big k. hahs.
yeah.
then aft school went back to visit some teachers. actually one. my form teacher. i was kinda amazed... cuz not much students came back. last years the and years b4 there were ALOT of ppl coming back.
had a nice chat with form teacher, mrs lim. she's a nice person lah. hahah...
there ends the day?
off to do 2004 evaluation thingy. haha... =)
Life is so RANDOM.
5:35 PM
5:35 PM
hahas, heard of church without walls? my cg experience cg without walls. ok. that was a lame attempt at a lame joke. hahs.
so ya, we din have a 'place' to have cg, so we held it in the void deck. it was pretty awesome actually.... cuz it was sort of 'open evangelism'. haha.....
then it was raining heavily.... haha... got caught in the rain, din take out brolly cuz lazy.=p
anyway.... as i was saying, we din haf a place.... so held it at the void deck next to church. the worship wasnt so dead. can be better but slowy lah. we sang this song...
start a fire in me...
let the flames run free
burn away e dross
holy fire of God
so let it begin
let it be new
let me be used for your sake
giving glory to your name
i can live
knowing that you
reside in my heart
o Lord you are a fire....
yeah. it spoke to me. hmms.... sth that touched my heart happened...
and then there was sharing. pretty nice sharing honestly..
and then we went through this cg evaluation 2004 thingy.
well... the devil was up to sth, cuz when the ldrs started sharing... the rain got heavier. but who cares. hah... yeah.. was very cold... and rain everywhere on out faces.... aiyah... no one cared lah.
then there were people sorta staring... guess thats what happens in a 'cg without walls'. budden no one cared too...
then... ushering and speedlight.... did security... and blah.
lunch with eunice, alena, tiff wong, vin and jul... jul wasnt feeling really well...so she left 1st. eunice oso... yupp...
then went to the office and talked to ppl. hahaha... yeah. there ends sunday... but alls not over. not yet.
occured to me that 2005 can be a year of change... for cg, for speedlight, for the whole church in fact.
cg can be better. be it sharing, pnw, or discussion.
speedlight can oso be better. where is the fire? why does it die off after camps?
well.... cant say much for the whole church.... but can be better lah.
esp cg..
we're gg to be more enthu for God...
and blah.
you know?
Life is so RANDOM.
9:14 PM
9:14 PM
dahs. i was doing a survey halfway and realised i did it b4. lol.
well....i could amend abit.
[fav quote] ...the beauty of revelation is that all things end in love, hope, and peace
manx. it touched my heart.
Life is so RANDOM.
3:40 PM
3:40 PM
quoting Pastor Rony yest, he said "today, will probably be the most solemn new year's eve we ever had"
true.
it felt weird 'celebrating' the new year.... but anyway, when the clock struck 12, we prayed for the tsunami victims. and true, if one week ago i mention the word tsunami to you, you will prolly think that it's some sushi that goes well with wasabe. or some jap noodle.
during pnw.... we were singing through it all. it was then i realised... if God can bring me through the last super hectic year, full of ups and downs, then he can do so too this year. this year... will be no better lah... more hw... more problems... more crazy timetables... more responsibilities... and blah. but with God why fear... cuz he is there... =D
then we sung Jesus we enthrone you... after some prayer... and memories of my last day in sparklight rushed over me. it was a touching moment.... with the guitar playing.... with us singing.... a solemn moment, yes.... but it was oso so peaceful... so tranquil. and best of all the Holy Spirit was sweeping through the entire room.
then ya...so paiseh... while pastor clarence was preaching (i think), i suddenly started coughing endlessly, and my block nose came in. -.-" heh.
after the service.......... HAHA.... lq's hamsters so cute! but can bite. hahaha... then he began giving ppl crazy handshakes...we began wishing ppl happy new year. i saw some ppl i miss so MUCH.... like priscilla! okok... i saw her not long ago... and joycelynnnn..... so LONG nv see her liaox! yupp yupp... saw alot of ppl lah.... and messed lq's hair countless times and i think i'll be in trouble tmr. LOL... =p hey.. he started it k. hehehe... then cindy disappeared right aft service... cuz haf to catch train.... in the end oso missed the train. =(
hmms.... after that went to coffeeshop.. mom and dad wanted to eat.... and blah. knocked out in bed at 2.55am. i think. so early right. heh.
Life is so RANDOM.
2:41 PM
2:41 PM