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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

bah. my dad did it. i was freakingly PISSED off by him. again. and i was so pissed that i wrote a page long complaint. supposely to cindy but i shall type some here. cant stand having only a revenue for venting. here goes.

i havent been managing my money well. i did not want to lose my tie.

i broke down with conviction yesterday. i owe the treasury money and after wad jacq said on sunday, i felt compelled to give. nonono... it's owing HIM money and i feel bad. gah.

my dad dun understand. he's confused. i dun understand either and i'm oso confused. you know why? lemme tell you. because i'm stupid. get it? in the first place, i wonder how i got into PHS... how i ever passed my exams. or why i come into this horrid world.

"you need to sacrifice in order to gain"

wad crap. havent i sacrificed enough? i pay for evt on my own, bus fare (crazy sbs) stationey, files, food. lunch, class funds and wadever funds. and hello, i only get 30 bucks a week. i'm just asking for a little more so you dun have to pay for my extra things! the most ironic thing is tt i have to pay for my transport. gahhhh.

and hi again, secondary school is not like primary school where you get food for even 10 cents and the aunties make an effort to rmb your facr. at least, my school dun. evt is slow. the popular bookshop auntie, the pe shirt seller and the food seller. it's really slow cuz they take their time!

i want to sack myself. wad a stupid treasurer i am. i think my teacher is blind to choose me.
i need to talk to some one human or i'll go bonkers.
i feel utter crap.

-=-[today]-=-
that was yest night. you can guess how pissed i was. (or am) thats not the whole thing k. and anyway i wish i'm equally gifted for my lit. hahs.
well. the two ppl who got it from me acted innocent. as expected. cant they have abit of a sense for responsibility?!
well. i'm still surviving. i shared soup with a friend. thank God. she din ask me to pay.
i dun mind they cut my allowance but they pay for my transport.
i dun mind lor.
but wadever.
ahh. stressed.

Life is so RANDOM.
5:50 PM

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