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Thursday, February 17, 2005

Dear God--
tho the glass ahead of me isnt THAT broken... but my heart is.
doing Your work can result in this?!
why is it so that the person who bought me to You seems to be stumbling me? i dont understand. i DONT understand how she (and he) can tell me not to go to church. how did they find the heart to say that?!
explain to me what is it to seek Your face Lord... what is to seek You, with all of my heart. i know i will find you.... but i cant comprehend.
these days has been so heavy. rush rush rush. sarcastic teachers. irritating classmates. kaypos in particular. but i thank You Lord, cuz in all circumstance praise You.... i think you are trying to let me reap the fruit of patience...
talking about heavy. HOW can i make HER understand that reaching home late is part and parcel of sec school life?!!!!?!?!?! how can i make her understand that....... hais. and when can they NOT drag the church in?! when can they not say "i want to talk to bro sam/cindy/lingquan/your usher leader"?? when when when!?
i'm so sorry Lord. i havent been focusing on You... i've bought myself self glory. which is pride... i want that to get out of my life now in Your name. teach me to be humble... and walk in Your ways. in your light of mercy and grace.
thankew for today's choir pract... tho it was disasterous... but it shows that we need to improve. yupz.
see no point in studying. but see the point in glorifying You, in it. education is just worldy. but we cant survive without it. bleah.
you are why i live. why i move. why i cry. why i sing. and my heart cannot go on without you

thank You Lord... how can we EVER thank You enough? i love you.

in your precious name. amens.

Life is so RANDOM.
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