| my life seems to be like a deadly cycle. my faith seems to be distant. everyday:: sleep at 11+, wake up at 6.30am, not enough sleep, cant concentrate in class, not in the mood for studying, dun study for tests, pass borderlinely, CCA, go home, get scolded/ sarcastic remarks and blah, use comp, do hmwk, never do qt, never do 8to820 (sorrry lq --and sorry God) cuz not in the mood, feel not good, go sleep. and it repeats. why am i not in the mood for everything?!!!!?!?!?!!? not even in the mood to talk to Him. feel like crap manx. arghhhh. ='(( everyone seems to be going through sth bad now... wad the heck. whyyyyyyyy.... and Mrs Uan talked to us about something today. 11 years ago there was a massive killing of a clan in africa, and the clan being killed ran to a city called Cogo (i think) 1 million ppl died.. and those who ran... the women ARE (notice the tense?) gang raped everyday. no one helps them.the husbands abandon them... no support, have to tc children... and it's not widely known. it's still happening NOW. it's so sad isnt it. the millitants do not have a heart at all. perhaps it's better if they end their life, but they have children. they may have the enemy's children too. they never aborted them... cuz the children are innocent. oh... how i pray that they'll see God's light of hope.. they dun even know God i think.... my heart really go out to them. how blessed are we... in singapore we seem to take things for granted. including me. many a times we forget there are many people out there going through worse things. |
Life is so RANDOM.
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