Thursday, February 10, 2005
been thinking about alot of things these days.
from family to church to school to friends. to my own life. spiritually, mentally, physically and you get the idea.
thinking back why in the first place i send tt sms to lq? telling him i want to lead praise and worship for cg. i really have no idea.
why did i choose presbyterian high?
why did i not choose to stay in my previous cg?
why did i not choose to dun serve in ushering?
why in the first place i chose God?
seriously about 99% of the answers to these qns are i have no idea.
quoting meiling : its at times like this when u try to give it all up to God... and let Him work through you
and. when. did. my. mom. become. like. this?!
trust. wads the meaning of trust..
she doesnt trust me. doesnt trust my sis. doesnt trust her friends. only trusts God and my dad. when when when did she become like this. so narrow.
wararghhh...
[[take all of me. i love you. and all of my hope is in you.]]
wishing. hoping. praying -*
Life is so RANDOM.
5:31 PM