dear God.
as i was sitting on the floor in the classrm just now all the feelings of remorse just washed past me.
im really very very tired... want to bang the wall... tired physically.mentally.spiritually and the list goes on.. i know v well i shouldnt be complaining.. aft all, You were the one who suffered more than me... i know You understand me very well.. inside out, way more than myself.
feeling very jumbled. i dont even know what to feel. this family's falling apart and i'm helpless. yes, maybe she doesnt mean it.. it hurt my heart alot and You know... what can i do but pray? is it a very hard fact to accept, the fact that being bz is a part of life?
sometimes it's just so superficial. smiling when i dont feel like smiling...
really want to break down but something's holding me back.. i know it's You Lord... i know it's You... the one that sustians me and all..
and yet will i praise Thee... lift my hands and sing yet will i praise Thee... way high above my circumstances i will praise You Lord..
i belong to You... you have said "this one's mine"... and truely the devil cant snatch me away..
i love You Lord... i want to run back into Your open arms, knowing that You will welcome me.. thank You for Your grace which gives me strength everyday...
as good friday comes... i reflect and think upon Your sacrifice for us...
Life is so RANDOM.
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