"honor thy parents"
sian sia... this is so much for me... they suan me like directly... and blah. and the most hurting thing [yes i'm damn hurt] is that they actually say i dun care about the family.. and i'm as if i'm not part of the family. what crap is this. just because i didnt want to go to the movies and had to skip a family gathering cuz got hsewarming. please lo... gimme a break. =(
yah.. lingquan said that she dun mean it... oh really... she had to say tt like duno how many times... haaa....
i couldnt stay at cin's house yesterday. duno whatever dum reason.. and wadever. and today i couldnt even eat with the leaders just because school starts tmr... what kind of reason is that. they better brush up on their reason making. ha.
yes i'm so negative now. vv pissed...
anyway... lemme describe yesterday and today...
[[yesterday]]
cindy called me at 1.30pm, telling me to go to tampines to bring the cg to her house... hsewarming. wahhh so last min lorr... she was supposed to go... so ANYWAY... i went.. met them and all.. lq was like vvvv late... and blah...then we saw alvin and he decided to go with us.. yahh... and we like last min decided to buy cindy a pressie.. the girls were like "THIS!" "no.. THAT!" in life bookshop.. haha.... the guyS? outside making alot of noise... haha.. so in the end they paid.. and we were running ard to find some dum wrapper... mini toons, 2 bucks excluding the wrapper... like daylight robbery lor... lol... so we ran to toys r us... and FINALLY to popular... haha.. the leaders [lq and alvin] were like... asking us to hurry... and what.. when we chose the wrapper.. they said.. "aiyoo!! this oine so ugly!" -.-"" who were asking us to hurry ah??
and haha.. alvin kindly sponsered the wrapper and the tape... we like ran to the back of the bus... and started wrapping! so noisy lor... me and ser kept shouting.."TEAR THE TAPE!" haha.. so funny lorr... then right... i had to divide the paper into two... no sisscors... tt leon have laa... but after we finish then he take out... -.-"""!!
haha.. reached cindy's house.. had alot of fun sia... and i tell you.. being their tour guide is soooooo tough lor! they walk SO SLOW when we're alr like.. late... wahhh... lol...
then right... cindy wanted to play soccer in her skirt.. haha.. lq kept saying "cindy... you're wearing a skirt laaa" hahaha.....
yeah... the guys went down for soccer... and blah.. then we went down oso... lq talked to us about today... [[actually wanted to go LEW but this chged my mind]] he said today cg got extended pnw.. yah...and we just prayed there lor... vvv nice sia... =)
yeah.. wanted to stay at cindy's hse to like do qt together but my parents said no without giving a nice reason.. [they realllly have to brush up on reason making]
so at the end i was v glum lor... but we played heart attack.. hahaha... i always win!! lol...
lq walked me home and i wanted to do qt.. when my family sleep.. but they sleep like vvv late.. so in the end i fell asleep... v tired.. 2.30am.. and i woke up at6am to pack my dumbo table... wahh...
[[today]]
went with cindy to the 9am service.. the pnw was nice... be magnified was so nice... yah...
cg... -.-" haha.. lq was leading pnw right.. and he was like saying that our body is a instrument of praise.... and demo-ed like.. alot of ways to praise God... it was crazy laa... haha... but so funny...
pnw was nice... i really tried to imagine i was alone... dun care about the ppl ard me... closing my eyes really helps.. yup... same for speedlight oso...
went to speedlight earlier to book seats.. i tell you.. really praise God.. the ppl who went today for speedlight was like.... 19 people!!! wowwheees... we miscounted and in the end louisa, patrina and lq had to sit separeted from us... haha... pnw vv nice!
haha.. dozed abit like towards the end of the service.. really couldnt take it liao.. was like super tired...oops... haha...
after that, lunch with carol, cindy, patrina, lq, denise and did i miss out anyone? was a lame lunch laa.... haha... i love my div sia...
went to the office...MATH! and was laming ard somemore la... haha...
wanted to eat with the leaders as i said just now... dad said no... duno some dumbo reason... sian sia...
wishlist: to spend one entire day [read: 24hrs] dwelling in God's presence. as in just be still... praise and worship.. yah...
sigh... going to finish math
and i'm planning to just tell my teacher i cannot do my history assignment... i really duno what to do........ =((
Life is so RANDOM.
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