<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/7343761?origin\x3dhttp://lightshining.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Saturday, April 02, 2005

i wonder if they were thinking of what i feel...
haha, anyway i had too much practice in putting up a false front; they'll never know what i really feel..
felt so damn irritated by them... all the crap i have to go through. it's so argh.

why everyone else is perfectly healthy, without the stupid curved spine, and why why why.
now everyone who comes my house will ask why is that red rope there. hah.
i'm trying to act like it's no big deal, but it's NOT. ='(

stupid therapy. stupid spine. stupid braces.
feel like banging the wall again. i guess it's just best that you help me pray i wont. thanks.
feel like crying. sigh.

oh, maybe, it's just the pride.

oh well. who ask myself, born like that. feeble and weak.. so yup, it's my fault. ha.
lalala.. found out a truth today.. everything's my fault.. haha..

i think, it seems to you tt i'm talking nonsense.. if you dun understand the above it's perfectly fine.. there's no need to understand... haha..

Life is so RANDOM.
2:07 PM

Get awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.comGet awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.comGet awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.com