i want to tell my math tcher tt i'm giving up and im gna fail math.
feel utterly useless, cant even do some math problems [the simple ones even] maybe i really am. cant even pass 2.4km run. while some nice ppl [whom i love] were cheering for me, some ppl were laughing, jeering. last of the whole class. but thank God for mr sim. he's so understanding.
wad an irony. i tell ppl not to hate themselves and i hate myself. ha. better stop it. but i cant. God please HELP ME.
went to mainey's house just now to study. love her and her house. and b4 i got on the bus we hugged each other. i really needed that.
wont someone come and encourage me. need hugs and prayers. thankew...
me: where are You God, when i most needed You, when i am so sick, weak and weary and when everything seems impossible?
God: i was right beside you holding your hand.
imagined that i was running on the beach and i fell. then God came and carried me. it was such a comforting thought.
Life is so RANDOM.
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