Saturday, April 30, 2005
sorry to do this again.
7 hours 29400mins 17640000secs.
it's been a long time eh. i've known her for 1year and almost two months.
people who know abt it have been telling me that it's part and parcel of life.
i duno how i'll react tml. cry? wads the use? crying over split milk.
mum dun let me go TM with her. it's my first[okay maybe not first but you get the thing], and prolly the next one will be a loooong time away. cant she please understand? maybe she lost too many good frens and is numbed.
but i'm not. i feel that.. youknowwhat.
my prayer for her is that she'll continue to trust in God. thank God that He allowed our paths to cross.
Lord please keep my emotions bottled.. just for that few hours. give me Your joy.
"it is not that He loved His Son any less, but because He knew His Son could love us even more"
maybe like mainey, i'm sinking into mild depression. okay i've been thru it. no big deal..
the headache's back. will appreciate prayers. and hugs, if you wish too.
sorry if this post is depressing. chocs make me feel slightly better. but the phlegm is getting me.
hais. saying too many sorries cuz i'm convinced that evt's my fault.
Life is so RANDOM.
4:52 PM