moveddd. shall abandon this blog. hee.
http://-candyprincess.blogspot.com
xD relink please !
Life is so RANDOM.
11:56 PM
11:56 PM
suddenly in the morning something hit my mind.
i cant wait to see heaven !
roads paved with gold; singing everyday; no money problems on how to go to school during the holidays. simply beautiful. and you finally get to see the Creator, the one who died on the cross for you.
just cant wait! *excited*
off for MS. (:
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back from MS. cindy prayed for me and like talked to me. really woke me up. some things [ie strongholds] are just pulling me away from God's touch; His healing.
sat with tiffy's cg! and some others.. haha too many to name.
had a nice short chat with elizabeth. i didnt recgonise her worx.. bun up her hair !
exciteddd about tml. heard there'll be an exchange of speakers. haha.. ;)
im loving my sundays! [and tml can sleep abit more. hee!]
;let go and let God. (:
Life is so RANDOM.
4:56 PM
4:56 PM
cant collect my tots properly.. sighs. actually alot of things going thru my mind now.
something's coming up. sandra ask me whether i wanna form a prayer grp in sch. budden got one in the morning alr.. duno.
feel like im just dreaming when having good times. why?!
well today.. sold stuff as usual.. sale abit depressing.. haha we had to give alot of discount. blar..
then right.. managed to skip alot of hall sitting.. hee! ms yoges treat me lunch.. sweet of her..
den didnt manage to skip hall sitting for last.. say.. 2hrs of the day.. slept in the hall lo.
came back home, slept like pig.. so fine ally im piggy.. HAHA! xD anw pigs are nicer than sotongs. lalala... -grinzz-
blar. many many things in my mind but i duno how to express it. but im starting to feel small. sighz. feeling.. inferior.. i duno lar.
the happy thing is.. JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE !!! wheee..
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something impt! hahahaa.. ms yoges say im cute cuz of my blur look.. LOL. xD okay tt's not really impt. ;)
Life is so RANDOM.
8:45 PM
8:45 PM
10 REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
01. I LOVE CHURCH! (: that obviously means I love my Sundays plenty!
02. i have one nose, two eyes, one mouth, two ears. hahaha...
03. live in singapore
04. Have plenty of great friends
05. mood swings easily...):
06. i love candyyy
07. cant live without God. (: !
08. i want cash! :D
09. I am a super blessed girl!
10. sleepy girl. haha..
9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
01. NO empty promises!
02. just be sweet. aww.. surely you can do tt ! ;)
03. Be there for me :D and I'll always be there for you too!
04. Be musically inclined, or forget it. :D
05. Tell me that you love me, but mean it with all your heart!
06. Go to the beach with me and enjoy what nature offers
07. Be cheerful!
08. Hug me and make me feel all better! I don't care whatever whenever it is.
09. BUT, OF COURSE, you have to be a Christian (be on fire for him, be God fearing and behave like a christian :D ) in the 1st place before you can even think of winning my percious heart!
8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY
01. watch
02. clothes
03. specs
04. hairband/rubberbands
05. ezlink card
05. Wallet
06. some book
07. bag
08. footwear
7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
01. irritating ppl.
02. Big bullies, gangsters - they're nothing but cowards! how sad.
03. err. half of my class guys.
04. money problems.
05. mood swings.
06. too little time at hand
07. dumb lifts.
6 PLACES I'VE VISITED OR INTEND TO
01. Australia
02. Thailand
03. NZ
04. singapore
05. see 04
06. NORTH POLE! (hahah.) lols.
5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01. tell the world and spread the word that Jesus is real, that we're living in the last days
02. Ensure that everyone I know knows that I love them plenty and pardon for taking them for granted.
03. help out in some 3rd world country to make their lives better
04. kill all irritating guys. hahaha kidding.
05. Make a difference for God
4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
01. pests.. like roaches... =x
02. my results.
03. my money.
04. my family.
3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
01. breathe
02. Brush my teeth
03. Eat
2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
01. thinking of someone
02. be bored.
1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW
01. Jesus ! [and of cuz, all other church peeps.. haha see how much i miss them. LOL. ]
Life is so RANDOM.
10:48 PM
10:48 PM
today went to sci ctr.. quite sian lar. haha the same old things. but there's this new one.. chemistry exibition !!!!! -goes nuts- i love chem manz. hee!
yah the whole day quite sian. not feeling well mahz... -_-
then went for CF.. [aka gomad] haha.. it's nice to be back there again. (: had some food and all... they wanted me to lead pnw but i dowan lar.. not prepared.. yea... then finally got sandra to lead and stuff..
yah, so much for taking break from leading. i mean not tt i dun wanna lead but... i think it's outta perspective liaoz.. and im supposed to lead, say first week of term 3? haiiz. i just lost that.. passion? quite pressured lorh.
someone's nick "seconds are first failures" haha. cheem...
i got to know this sec4 girl called tingfang.. she sounds like... him... make me feel abit arkward and weird.. sigh.
on the lighter side,
TML IS THE LAST DAY OF SEM 1 !!! yayys.
Life is so RANDOM.
10:14 PM
10:14 PM
[[yesterday]]
sold our cookies ! rawk manz... sold ALL and made like... 51dollars?! YAY!
nuff about the good stuff. to the bad. ha
xl was being as dot as ever. throw plastic bags all over me. ha. very fun ah!? dumbo.
then i got my lit and hist results. fail both. chermaine is so gna screw me manz. warragh. haha. who cares abt her screwing anw, it's my FOLKS tt im scared of. brr.
math, 51.. darn bad oso. got freaking LOW results. must work harder! [obviously, those hrs in the lib did nth] =(
today sold brownies. quite good response. went to jingyi's house to bake more cookies but it's a BIG DISASTER. crap. cuz of the raisins. =x
wad else. oh. was so irritated today on the way to compasspoint. then right, i passed by Life bookshop and guess who i saw. jacqueline!! really brightened up my day. i didnt believe my eyes lar. hahahhaa...
mmms. almost late today worz... cuz of the rain. yeah. but thank God.. last min chong in. lol.
tml going sci ctr.. zzz... bought alot of candy. hee!
btw, made my very first layout !! abit out of aglinment.. but will fix it soon. when my mood turns slightly better. ha.
this song has been stuck with my since i walked out of Life.
take me into the holy of holies
take me in by the blood of the Lamb
take me into the holy of holies
take the coal, cleanse my lips
here i am.
Life is so RANDOM.
9:55 PM
9:55 PM
this is gna be long unless i stop cuz im lazy. =p
to start off, i overslept and tot i was gna be late for service. but i was early! praise God, He made the buses very on time.
worship was nice. mmms. couldnt find my divisional leaders so sat alone and in the end found jul. (: ! was kinda distracted during sermon. ):
then went to cg.. err. the "dearest" lingquan was late? [haha, only tiffy.w. will get the joke] anyways, the first song was much... i duno. bad? firstly the cg duno the song.. secondly i duno WHY my voice was very out of tune in the morning.. thirdly i was very zao xia. and blar lar. haha. in the end lq was teaching the song. then, we didnt sing take all of me cuz he left the chords in the printer. haahaa...
okay. the next few months, worship will be led by the two ldrs. good oso.. a break for me. [think: it's responsible to drop commitments you cant keep for the time being] main purpose is they want to make the worship better first. actually,
then, had sharing. as usual the reply to "how was your week" is "siann"... blar...
got grilled by div ldr. =x kinda. [haa. we really live up to the name of being the noisiest cg in the div...-_-" got scolded by countless ldrs.. i heard la.]
speedlight. was more focused in sermon. hahahaha... it was so FUN!! we saboed alvin. wanted to stick this paper behind him saying "birthday boy" and make him do stage offering. budden hahah we're v nice ppl so we just stick like.. during normal ushering. but he found out. -_-"
and and and and and yong shu hua finally came back !!!!!! i almost screamed when i saw her manz.. kor oso came back but i didnt get to talk to him much. it was just two hellos. haa.
debrief. HAHAHA... we made alvin stand in the middle of the car porch and sing a bday song to himself. [since he always say we never celebrate his bday........] but he so paiseh la. so WE sang for him. and all the speedlighters in the car porch. haha! and err.. derek's ingenious idea to just get the sandpaper from the matchstick and not the whole box... -_-"!!!
lunch with jul, tiffy, and mandy, joined by wayne later. farnie lunch. as usual. heehee.
went to office with tiffy. was so quiet today. lamed alot with alvin.c. haha! and talked alot with shus. and tiffy. (:
dinner. went to marina sq with family. tt place chged SO MUCH!! i want the old one back manzz.. hurrmph. the view was great from the food court. one day i wanna go town area and take all the pictures i want. esplanade is a great place! and of cuz, VCH.heehee. any one interested?
felt abit out of place cuz wearing formal. lol.
mum and dad wants me to tutor sis for five dollars/hour. siao! i wanted ten but they said no. please lorr... where got so cheap onez...... okay. better than nth but sis will really stretch my patience. goodness. =x
feeling hyperr. whee. next week.. MIA from tampines. going to LEW. yay!
Life is so RANDOM.
9:17 PM
9:17 PM
just came back from MS...thanks alvin's [dad] for sending me home ! ((:
haha.. was looking for someone who knows how to walk to church... lingquan didnt reply, cindy wasnt going cuz of class chalet, and everyone else was booked up.
then at 3.30pm i rcved a sms from cindy. she's going to MS!! i was so happy.. hahaha...
so we met and went tog... its nice to travel with someone. heh.
reached there, went to look for alvin, janissa and the others.. had dinner.. haha cindy treated me.. thanks cindy! cuz im like.. broke, as usual.
the praise and worship was powerful. actually, the whole service was powerful. the testimony was so funny !
we saw this p6 guy.. serving as a gospelighter. -pengz-..was thinking.. "im 13 why cant i serve?!" hahaa... yeah. we were SO surprised.
then the healing prayer.. haha feel so loved when cindy prayed for my eye, spine and family. so sweet. duno why, but i feel so loved when ppl pray for me..=D
then right, on the car, had to direct alvin's dad. -_-... sorry lar.. but my sense of direction darn bad. [the last time i directed someone, was my cousin and i practically sent him ard the whole sengkang. lol. ] i wanted to say "turn left at the second traffic light".. then i scared he duno which one so i say "the light tt is green now." alvin was like rolling his eyes. HAHA. he was so lame all the way lar.
tml cindy not going church cuz of some wedding. haha. maybe meeting lq for morning service. off to call ppl ! (:
words of wisdom from pris:
every service shdnt be subjected to good/bad.
it's the way your spirit receives it mah
given that the speaker is annointed, prepared, and everything..
;melt away my every longing until i am only Yours..
Life is so RANDOM.
10:59 PM
10:59 PM
haha.. got some sorta job for my end year holiday. bookshop auntie say she'll recommend me if they need ppl to sell textbooks and stuff. ;) yay !
thinking of getting one in JUNE too. to kill my time and get some money. but i dun think folks gna let. sighz.
they dun let me go out, dun give me money. so i stay home and they complain i complain tt it's boring.. tsktsk.. so contradiciting..
and i guess, going to school in the hols for choir and stuff.. where do i get transport $ ?!
baa.
and where is chermaine... needa talk to her, now. =x
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wahhhahahhaa !! dunnit chermaine liaoz.. i just find any of my div ldrs.. all going to woody! wheeeee....
okay, tt doesnt mean im throwing mainey away. where are you?! =p
[another edit]
i wanna be sixteen!! =( haha..
Life is so RANDOM.
1:06 PM
1:06 PM
argh crap. found my lit book. and i just told the bookshop auntie today to help me print AND bind. -shakes head-. i can really forget about spending next week. totally broke to the max.
anws, class today... dismissed early cuz got sports day. the school hours was really sucky lar. [pardon the lang, grrr] guys are totally idiotic in my class with only a few exeptionals. one talks too much, with darn load of sarcasm. ha. dun want to buy class tee then say so la! no one force you to buy WHAT.
the other one, grr. duno wad word to describe him. he KNOWS my eye swollen and he still use his tie to purposely hit THAT eye. and twice. freak la. it was so painful can. and kicked my table. =(
with ppl like these, how can anyone not go mad in my class?!
ms yoges said the cookies are nice. yay !
after school, went to cwp. once i passed by admirity mrt.. all the memories floooded over me. haha.. happy and sad ones lar. it was really so overwhelming. and when i reached cwp right, it was even MORE overwhelming.. reminded me of street e... hahahs.. i tot of woodyland MS-s, good friday 2003 [okay. all my good fridays since 2003 were really bad] street E.. blabla. wahahahas.
ate at ljs. shared combo one with jeanne.. and the others who cant finish their food all give to us. lol. so nice right.
then went back to school for sports day. manz. wasted 3+hrs of our life. no one was paying attn to the running and stuff. we were sms-ing, sleeping, talking, listening to mp3, running about, buying drinks and snacks. haaa..
dad picked me up! whees.
tml is sat.. hmm. may go woody for MS... see how la.. =)
off for ice cream. =p
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haha. how can i forget this. got back two of my results today. nth to flaunt about. and the science teacher gave me extra six marks. -_-" thanks ah. haha.
anws, science and chinese, both b4. thank You God! =D
Life is so RANDOM.
7:50 PM
7:50 PM
haha. tt's chermaine's line. but i agree with it so much.
on the sweet side, hongyi was SO nice to us [5 girls] today! hahaha.. went to hougang mall to buy some baking stuff to bake cookies as a fund raising effort for my class.. and just nice, he lives ard there.. so we walk walk walk to the baking shop and passed by sweettalk, the bubble tea stall.. nyahahahaha.... he treated us ALL to a cup each. talk about being generous.
then we cont walking to the shop and bought the stuff.. and walked BACK to hougang mall to buy butter [so dumb, they dun carry the butter we needed] went to ntuc. passed the bag of baking stuff to jingyi and hahahah.. jingyi dun wanna carry. so she like "pushed" to hongyi. and he really carried for us lor! heehee... bullying him was so fun manzz... =p
he's very nice, except tt his mind is err.. very corrupted. lol.
we went to shimin's house to bake... we baked the first batch and then beatriz, jeanne and jingyi went home. not enuf stuff, so we went to this shop to buy.. then baked three more batches. left her house at 8.25pm.. wahaha.. so late! and the cookies smell so NICE. ;)
haiiz. didnt go for CF. for err.. a month liaoz? =x.. and somemore i cant make it next week.. bla.. sch's gna end soon. AND i was supposed to lead worship today with sandra.. but realli couldnt make it lar.. sighs.
and the final question is why..
and did i mention, my eyes are swollen, AGAIN. sick of this manz. tml sports day until 5pm.. zzzz
Life is so RANDOM.
10:03 PM
10:03 PM
http://lookingpast-.blogspot.com
posted some stuff there. (:
God has been faithful.. feeling so dry and tired and He shows me verses everyday when i flipped thru the bible.
do not fear, for i am with you. do not be dismayed, for i am your God. -isaiah 41:10
Then when you realise your worthlessness before the Lord, He will lift you up, encourage and help you. -James 4:10.
God can't break his word. And because his word cannot change, the promise is likewise unchangeable. We who have run for our very lives to God have every reason to grab the promised hope with both hands and never let go. -hebrews 6:18 (message bible)
then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry and He shall say 'here i am' -isaiah 58:9
jesus says, come to me all you who are weary and burdened and i will give you rest. -matt 11:30
praise Thee.. (: and i think the message bible phrases verses very beautifully.. so gna buy it. if only, i have the money.
Life is so RANDOM.
7:10 PM
7:10 PM
sadness sweeps in and says : this world is so cruel
but the joy of the Lord comes and say : with God, even the ugliest thing will be made beautiful.
if it doesnt sound right to you, it's okay cuz im just trying to make some sense of this world.
money matters; going extremely broke. can forget about recess for the next eight sch days.
results; prolly this friday.
holidays; next next week !
choir practices; taking up some parts of hols.. err. it's quite okay with me.
choir camp; gna rawk.
saturday; MS at woodyland. [i think]
sunday; leading pnw and im lost. pray pray pray.
life; tired and dry.
next thurs; science ctr and TM !
post exam activities; dun wanna talk abt it. boring.to.the.core.
family; jia dou bu xiang jia.
someone asked me if the situation at home is always this tense. i wish i can answer her no but i cant.
happy times are just passing dreams.
wake up sheryl.
and the God who answers by fire; He is God. -1kings 18:24
and, i must start rmb-ing scriptural refs. and, choir's gna have end of year concert. and i think ppl are getting irritated, with me.
Life is so RANDOM.
10:51 PM
10:51 PM
im an alto-istt.. whees.
my suggestion is dont read the following unless you want your day spoiled.
there. i warned you.
family - the basic unit of society. yeah right.
i dont know to love them or hate them. im envious. why cant i have a family like say.. i dont know. why cant we be abit more fianancially stable.
forgive me if i sound so selfish but i cant help it and i cant stand it anymore.
when i was having leg cramps last night, couldnt even walk properly and i was asked to do this this this and this. dont they even care?
oh, so we dont have the right to even oversleep abit. so, he's the only one stressed in this world. dont it ever occur to him that we as student are equally stressed, if not more, as him? he's the neatest person in the world?
im getting immune to it. ate as fast as possible to get away from the table. was about to cry but i couldnt. dont know wad to say now.
holidays. no money at all. so sorry if i cant go out cuz im broke. i dun even get half of my usual pocket money. i guess i would survive the week using the five dollars on sunday. pathetic.
to think i said tt he's the best . crap.
and she is not helping at all. she doesnt want to go speedlight next year. i feel so sad for her. she just dont understand me. i want a nicer sister. but it's impossible.
do they know how and what i felt when i looked at the usher contact list. those who have it you can look at it and make the intelligent-est guess. they have the latest and i get the lastest?
speechless, confused, angry and irritated.
Jesus please please please be the Lord God of this family.
tears rolling down. i have lots more to write but i dont want to drag it.
Life is so RANDOM.
6:57 PM
6:57 PM
okay here's the update on wad time i slept.
SIX A.M. -claps hands-
and woke up at seven. wad i did? pawed thru my stuff, made bookmarks.found smth interesting.
"sheryl's skin problem........................... ppl with such problems tend to be smarter." LOL. =p
so, felt so stoned the whole day. it's a BIG miracle tt i can stay awake until now. haa. DIDNT SLEEP DURING SERVICE !! xD
went for nine am service. oh goodness. saw david kor. so LONGG time never see him sia !
then cg.. hhahaha... lq looked at stoned as me cuz yesterday he crashed alvin's house. quite dumb things he did according to alvin. hahah..
kinda dead. speedlight worship was nice.
had leg cramps for the whole day. it sucks larh. suddenly pain like siao. in the middle of the service, anywhere
lunch with jan, carol, cindy, alvin [err... for five min only...] shimin and someone. hahaha we sang alvin burfday song! so loud lo. lols
yupz, then went to office to learn guitar.. learned some new songs! let it rain, majesty and awesome God. (:
majesty.. majesty.. your grace has found me just as i am.. empty handed but alive in your hands.. singing majesty.. majesty.. forever i am changed by your love in the presence of your majesty....
gna turn in early. head hurting. body begging me to sleep.
just realised. today is the second sunday. so fast.
part of me is missing and i dont know what.
Life is so RANDOM.
9:17 PM
9:17 PM
the only reason why im here is cuz i CANT SLEEP!
you must think im crazy cuz i drank coffee at 2.30pm and tea at 10.45pm. haha.
anws, i went for MS in woody (!!!) yeeehaaa. saw ally and pris at the mrt. heh.
stood up for the healing prayer. felt so loved. ally prayed , chermaine and sara laid hands on me. (: yay. im made complete!
during the service.. esp when we had to stand i felt so weak all over. duno why. my legs keep getting cramps. pain sia. =x
after service ate supper with ally pris and titus.. hahaha. now i understand why my cgl is so lame. cuz he has such a lame friend. =p
walked to the bus stop with shannon and another girl who i duno her name.. haha.. so funny larh them..
reached home at 12am. dad wanted to wait for me at the bus stop cuz it was raining but i ask him to stay home cuz he's sick. haha.
cleared my table. such an accomplishment. heehee. and made smth for cindy. yays.
to live is christ, to die is gain. (:
Life is so RANDOM.
2:21 AM
2:21 AM
reading this book called one holy fire by nicky cruz. one of the few christian books tt keeps me reading on.. superb manz. gna pass it ard after i finish it. even my fren in sch picked it up, started to read and dun wanna return me [gotta "snatch" it from her, lol] hahaha. yeapz.
addicted to speedlight recordings. and choir songs. i duno why, i just love the harmony of voices. simply beautiful. and by your side. speaks it all..
woke up at 2.00pm.. yes you never see wrongly. lol.. i havent slept in so late before...^^
feeling better today. not so moody. yay.
today's gna be a boring day. duno if i shud go MS. hmmms. feeling hyper today.. duno why. hahaha..
for our God is a consuming fire
- hebrews 12:29
Life is so RANDOM.
2:58 PM
2:58 PM
O dear God we ask for your favour
Come and sweep through this place
Oh we desire You
I just want to be with You be where You are
Dwell in your presence oh God
O I want to walk with You
chorus:
And I will climb this mountain
And I'll step of the shore
And I have chosen to follow
And be by Your side forever more
Tell me what You want me to do Lord God
Tell me what You want for my life
Its Your's O God it's Yours
Do your will
Have Your way
Be Lord God in this place
O I want Your will to be done
Life is so RANDOM.
11:17 PM
11:17 PM
i love the morning devotions in school.. on tues and wed.
tues was...trials produces perserverance.. in turn moulds character
wed was.. why Jesus made physical contact with the man who was blind when He healed the man. He cares for us and even if the world passes us by He'll always stop for us.
i almost cried. the way they say it..
cme paper was crap... lol. dun pass cannot go sec2... hahaha...
mmms. shoutouts time...... (:
****
tiffy dardar !
hellooos... dun be disapointed cuz of ur results.. know tt you do ur best and let God do the rest yah ! loveya!
ally [aka sotong mama ^^]
hahaha.. long time never call you tt right. =p... anws, thanks for being there...to be the "mama".. yupz. !
alenananana jie..
-wails- you must come back for a visit soon k. i misss you like a mad bananaa.. haha.. i miss you saying tt i am cute [oops] miss looking up at you, miss asking you why you're so TALL.. bahhaha.. thank you for giving to the Lord... (:
chermainey !
yes yes yes me owe you ten hugs.. nyahahhaa.. thanks for pushing me on for my muggingg.. lol. more spastic laughing at 5am.. more tickling.. more scratching cuz of the lib chairs.. more mugging tog yah ! yay. i hope usher retreat comes sooner. hahaha..
pris [aka mu ji !]
haiiz... i wonder why i got so many mothers. lol... yupz.. thanks for being there.. and haha... dun be mad at ur msn k.. it'll get fixed.... soon. x)
vinvin
yayyy... drink more TEA ! more caffine ! hahahaha...=p love suanning you. nyahahha.. grinzz... thanks for being there for me to suan? lol... no larh. thx for being such a swt ldr... (:
Life is so RANDOM.
7:24 PM
7:24 PM
mmms... today marks the day of FREEDOM !!! wheeeeee...
had art exam.. hahaha... i think i'll pass la... i did footprints in the sand with the story and all.. hope it'll be a source of inspiration to the tcher.... ....
after that, went to j8 with the usual gang.. to celebrate freedom.. =p
we took the wrong bus ! so had to walk quite alot... haha.. got this enclosed space behind the busstop.. then we cut thru it.. like adventure or smth.. grinz.
btw... we gave the pillow to jeanne and she was SO HAPPY ! lol..
ate at ljs.. yum yum yum.. long time never eat there.. tho i wanted macs.. lol.. they strongly objected.. macs rocks kayy.. hahaa...
then window shopped abit.. and went to take neos ! heh. nice neos sehx... this machine.. decorating no time limit onez.. love it. heehee..
then.. more window shopping... blabla..
i tot i saw alex from my ex cg... i duno.. haha.. look alot like him i guess.. and i tot he had this "i recongise you" look.. hahahaa..
went down to ntuc outside.. this bench.. me started cutting the neos.. then THEY started singing all kinds of songs... from tong hua to where is the love to elmo's world.. hahahaa... i joined in la.. imagine four ppl sitting high up singing hokey pokey.. HAHAHA... witht the actions and all !
then decided to go into ntuc.. saw alot of things i ate when i was young.. like the "cheese spread"... the "yogurt".... etc.. haha my frens too.. they were like "aye ! last time i eat this thing one leh!" haha...
bought coffee milk.. love it to the max... (:
then felt very tired and went home first.. while they shopped more. ><... feel so bad for pungseh-ing them but couldnt take it anymore la.. vvv tired.. haha..
cramppps... yuckys.
and... without choir my voice is turning rusty again.. argh. sing like some mad banana now. ><.. goodness.. missing choir !
Life is so RANDOM.
6:06 PM
6:06 PM
addicted to this is how we overcome.. lol.
okay... tml is my last paper which i care. [cuz thurs CME, dun care abt tt paper lar]... art ! zzzzz... havent do prep and stuff.. yucks.
today, mmms. jingyi mummie and beatriz da jie came to finish jeanne's pressie. lol.. one month alr la.. hahaha.. major pigging out ! =x... fat fat fat and my money. lol.
1 packet of roller coaster
1 packet of twisties
1 can of pringles
1 pack of gobstoppers
1 stick of fruit tella..
goodness.. plus all the sharing - chocos and more twisties.. fat ! =x...
tml is freeeeeeedooooom... YAYYY.. xD
----
Your light broke thru my night
restored exceeding joy
Your grace fell like the rain
and made this desert live
You have turned my mourning into dancing..
You have turned my sorrow into joy..
this is how we overcome ! xP
Life is so RANDOM.
8:19 PM
8:19 PM
"if only you knew.. He loves us more than He loves Himself.."(:
think i screwed my hist paper.. sorry maine but i think im gna fail humans. :(
math paper two.. surprisingly i think i did better than paper one.
haiis.. alot of things to do.. art exam prep.. sianz.. who's the dumbo who suggested art exams manz.. zzzzz... hate art lar!
[falling.. falling..falling... in lurve with You.. :D]
Life is so RANDOM.
4:12 PM
4:12 PM
praise God. the only two words in my mouth.
yesterday's predictions did not come true at all! YAY.
firstly.. we did quite well without the ldrs.. nyahahahaa.. it was quite err.. slow and all. [the deployment] but it turned out fine.
service was good. went for the altar call.. knelt next to tiffy and put my hands on her. haha.. i let go then she put her hands, on me. thx dar..
no, we didnt get a free hairwash. haha.
jeans were totally wet from the rain.. =x.. got some yellowish stains now. hahaa... the ushering ministry was so cool.. all wear black except for jerome and jon. looked nice anw.
cg. i guess lingquan's... err scolding(?) last week did some work. haa.. yea. today was more focused and all.. had cg at the pavillion. jerrold shawn and leon teach.. HAHA.. bully the ldrs!! grinzz.. very funny lar..
talking abt lingquan.. haha.. saved me manz.. was looking ard for a black shirt tt a 13 year old can wear.. [for someone].. then he has.. too small for him. now i agree that it pays for him to be short. =p.
yeah. praise God! yay.
studied like mad today.. head gna burst.. haiis. exams! freedom sooooon.
[purify my heart.. cleanse me Lord i pray.. remove from me all that is standing in the way of Your love... ]
you are the reason why i smile. (:
Life is so RANDOM.
10:53 PM
10:53 PM
tian xia da luan = sky down big mess.
which, describes sunday may 8th 2005.. which, is tml. ahhh.
tml:
1. usher power house part II... no senior usher, no leader.
2. cindy got to go some ntu welcome tea or smth.. means, cg one man show.. [one cgl show?] oh goodness. considering last sunday WITH cindy.. alr so luan. tml...
haiyah. think positive banana!
went to amk lib with maine.. haa.. she one hr late laa... we went to this sofa and started to mug.. then some ppl came in.. become very noisy. so chg place.. to a bench.. haha the bench was our table..
yea.. ate potatoes for lunch.. quite filling.. used class fund.. of cuz will return la.. haha.. feel like writing in the logbook "$3.20 - sheryl's lunch" lol.. the class will whack me up.
then right.. this guy round the corner from us.. keep staring at chermaine once in.. 10mins? haha.. she was so irritated la..
duno, when i study with her.. she just make me wna study harder. chermaine koo yan ling.. do u have some special powers or wad? lol.
downstairs damn noisyyy... -_-.. some rc function.. argh.
"we're going bananas!".. haha..
banana going to explode. just pray tt all goes well tml.
Life is so RANDOM.
5:24 PM
5:24 PM
warragh.. my only place of listening to "awesome God" by speedlight has vanished.. but is replaced by an equally nicer song ! makes me wna buy the hillsong cd even more.. pengz...
haiis.. screwed my papers again. =( lit.. zzzz... wrote less than half a page for a 20mark qn.. how to pass like tt.. but thank God i barely finished my math.. =x.. wad are tchers thinking man...
exams are dreadful enough la. results are worse. sigh.
okay..weekend here.. good. break from exams.. (:
it's raining.. yay.
i want to say i can but i cant..
//it's only when we are weak He can show himself strong..
oh how many times have i broken Your heart.. still You forgive if only i ask.. how many times have You heard me pray.. draw me close to You..
everything i need is You.. my beginning and my forever..
Life is so RANDOM.
1:44 PM
1:44 PM
mugging .. discovered this cute webbie.
http://www.ungro-p.com/t/t00013.swf
check it out eh.. funny.. haha..
//his grace is sufficient for me, his strength is made perfect when i am weak..
Life is so RANDOM.
6:27 PM
6:27 PM
screwed my chinese paper and i hope i do well for eng.. to balance out somehow. and i know im gna screw my humans, sci and math too. =(
lost my lit book. just nice. it's so ex.. cant replace it on my own.. parents will never buy it.. so i have to photocopy... sianz. by tml?!... no hope liao lah.
was complaining away to someone on tues night and he just replied with two words. "give thanks".. haii.. thanks for that reminder..
went to doc yesterday. glad i did. i got some allergic reaction. =x.. got abit hangover this morning.. medicine.. yea.. slept at 9 yesterday... sleep until i shuang.. haha havent slept so early since a long time ago.
come to a point when everything's seem to be my fault.. and yeah i'm dumb.. sighs.
addicted to speedlight's recording of awesome God and parachute band's im your servant. yays.
Life is so RANDOM.
3:40 PM
3:40 PM
my everything, my beginning, my forever//
study session with mainey today !! but itching now all ovre..cursed chairs.. haha... chairbugs!! never gna sit on those chairs ever again. bah.
back to being garfield's sister.. haha yes eye infection again.. it's gna brust with pus anytime. ewww...
tml is chinese paper. and i dun feel anythin at all.. weirdo..
argh.. cursed chairs!
and i decided... gna save for the new hillsong united cd.. starting from NOW. haha cant help it..
vinnie jie.. when are you going to lend me ur hillsong + delirious cd?? ^^... heehee.
//and that is Jesus Christ alone.
Life is so RANDOM.
7:57 PM
7:57 PM
okay.. now for the proper post. haha..
just to express smth.. i was thinking.. she's only leaving church and i'm like that. what if, someone as close to me [touchwood] die?? goodness me.
anw, went to bugis with tiffy to shop for presents.. wanted to take neos but decided not to.. hahaha.. we went to this shop.. tiffy bought a tee for her bro.. then i tot the paper bag v nice.. so casually remarked.. "haha i want the bag!" i was telling tiffy lah. budden the sales lady suddenly just took out another bag and put infront of me.. such a nice lady.. haha.
and taught tiffy how to cross stitch.. right in the middle of bugis. lol.
then tiffy told me that there was a division [my div] gathering at simei.. HAHAH...she told me i can go simei.. and pretend i'm meeting someone there at five.. nyahahaha.. just to 'scare' them.. no lah.. not so wu liao.. =p
oh, found douglas' blog.. got the Awesome God song ! whee.. and [to tiff].. where got sound weird?? find it very nice.. (:
and now the correct lyrics of "run to You"..
Lord my life is Yours
For even when my life was lost
Your blood flowed down to save me
Lord my soul is Yours
How could i ever believe
That i could be higher than thee
Lord my soul is Yours
And now i see my wrong
i bow before Your throne
O Lord restore me
And send Your rain to my heart
I will run to You O Lord
Lay my life before the cross
Lifting holy hands to You
I will worship You in truth.. almighty God..
"i just love the lyrics of the song.. a song of repentance.. a song of rededication.. a song of renewal.. a song of hope and freedom.. a song of faith like a child running to the Father.. "
agreed. the song can send the tears. haha.
[edit]
hahaa.. read half of kenny's blog and thought back of my sparklight days..
i rmb. he said that "he'll only speak in class when there is impt announcements" hahaa... everyone tot tt he was very straight faced. [and now i realised tt he's not] that was my first alpha youth class..
then.. rachel told me abt a speedlight cg and ask me if i want to go. and that is liz's cg lah.. so i went. and hahaa.. rach convinced me to skip alpha.
i guess.. God had that plan. and so i ended up in uncle patricks's div. for.. one year? and He transported me back into the sec1 div. but it's thru this one year i joined the ushering ministry.. and matured as a christian.. and as a person. really blessed.
it still amazes me..
haha. why am i typing this anw.
and talking abt ministry. maybe taking break soon.. i duno. and prayerfully this sunday will turn out well. no senior usher. no leader. goodness. prolly will get amanda to deploy or smth.. hahaa.. it's gna be crazy and i know it. but we can do it yah! amen.
[speedlight ushering ministry.. rawk on!]
Life is so RANDOM.
7:31 PM
7:31 PM
alenaa jie.. if you see this i want to tell you i love you and i'm missing you alr. dun care wether this sounds funny mushy blahblah. -wails-
i guess.. i havent come to terms with her leaving.. hai. tho i knew it loooong ago. so, no one to call alenananaa... no one to call me cute [okay, that was unintentional], no one to look up to.. hais.. she's a great big blessing from God. good leader. good member of the bday comm.
maybe.. it has all been a dream. after reading some ppl's blogs.. i feel like crying again.. bah.
BIG BEAR HUG to alena! [note to her: if i cont writing that 3 page card it will be endless... ]
=(
Life is so RANDOM.
6:14 PM
6:14 PM
really, we act like she's gna die or smth. haiis.
shall make this short and swt.
morning, met manda at TM.. we lugged like.. 30packets of drinks and a cake to her house.. haha veryy heavy.
lead pnw for cg.. i think i didnt start well.. kinda rushy and all. didnt pray by myself b4 starting. but i came up with this.. i duno what. mayday is for the workers to rest.. and similarly sunday is for us to rest in His presence.. [haha.. just nice mayday falls on sunday]
mms.. there was abit of sharing.. abt holy ghost mtg. then we do the way of escape.. cg didnt end very well.. dun wanna eleborate..
speedlight's pnw was gooood. (: the last song.. acapella part veryyy nice.
after that, gm.. pizza.. drinks.. cake.. movie.......... message.. candles.... and.. her.farewell.announcement. thank God i didnt cry. sigh.
met 1st uncle at expo.. bookfair.. bought some books.. very cheap sia... 4 for 15bucks.
blahblah.. oh yah..told lingquan i'm going to expo.. and he was like "you are going to explode??".. -_-.. yeah man.. gna explode. haha.
cg started calling cindy lao ma.. nyahahahaha...
all good things must come to an end.
[Lord my life belongs to You
even when my life was lost
Lord my soul belongs to You
how could ever believe that i was higher than Thee
my soul belongs to You
but now i see my wrong
i bow before Your throne
oh Lord restore me
send Your rain to my heart
and i will run to You
lay my life before the cross
lifting holy hands to You
i will worship You in truth..
almighty God.. ]
Life is so RANDOM.
12:00 AM
12:00 AM