im an alto-istt.. whees.
my suggestion is dont read the following unless you want your day spoiled.
there. i warned you.
family - the basic unit of society. yeah right.
i dont know to love them or hate them. im envious. why cant i have a family like say.. i dont know. why cant we be abit more fianancially stable.
forgive me if i sound so selfish but i cant help it and i cant stand it anymore.
when i was having leg cramps last night, couldnt even walk properly and i was asked to do this this this and this. dont they even care?
oh, so we dont have the right to even oversleep abit. so, he's the only one stressed in this world. dont it ever occur to him that we as student are equally stressed, if not more, as him? he's the neatest person in the world?
im getting immune to it. ate as fast as possible to get away from the table. was about to cry but i couldnt. dont know wad to say now.
holidays. no money at all. so sorry if i cant go out cuz im broke. i dun even get half of my usual pocket money. i guess i would survive the week using the five dollars on sunday. pathetic.
to think i said tt he's the best . crap.
and she is not helping at all. she doesnt want to go speedlight next year. i feel so sad for her. she just dont understand me. i want a nicer sister. but it's impossible.
do they know how and what i felt when i looked at the usher contact list. those who have it you can look at it and make the intelligent-est guess. they have the latest and i get the lastest?
speechless, confused, angry and irritated.
Jesus please please please be the Lord God of this family.
tears rolling down. i have lots more to write but i dont want to drag it.
Life is so RANDOM.
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